Useless piece of..

Can I just die and leave everything behind?

It's all said and done

Well it happened harder than I thought.
It went better than I thought.
I am stronger than I thought.

Crying don't mean you're weak.
Crying just mean...
You're crying out some space for more things to come in.

Errr yea I cried.
It's easy for me to cry.
It's difficult for me to hold it back.
But it ain't impossible you know?

What we need to do is to get over it.

Done.

I've made my decision.
It feels weird but I do feel better.

My SPM results

I got my results yesterday

I suppose it was better than I expected.

Way better.

First of all,

I didn't FAIL my Additional Mathematics,

I didn't FAIL my Pendidikan Islam,

I didn't FAIL my Sejarah,

I didn't FAIL my Chemistry,

And what's most important is,

My English got A+ :D

I guess I'm happier than I thought.

I predicted that I would probably cry after seeing my results,

But I didn't.

People got straight A's,

But I got close to straight B's,

Which an A+ kacau-ing and a C+ kacau-ing there.

I didn't dare to aim high,

But whatever I aimed is achieved,

I guess it's...

A job fairly well done :)

Lastly,

For my HELP Star Idol,

To whoever's interested,

Please grab the tickets from me by 29th of March,

Price: RM10 (Early Bird), RM15 (After 29th of March)

Date: 1st of April 2011

Venue: HELP Main Block Theatrette

Time: 7pm - 10pm

Please come and watch me perform,

And IF I got into the finals,

VOTE FOR ME,

Your votes are CRUCIAL

Thank You.

HELP Star Idol

I have only 2 days left to decide what song to sing
And I really have NO IDEA what to sing.
I have some on my mind but....

1st)I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
...
That's all -.-

All Fine

It's been gloomy all day
I can't find words to say
Why don't it rain?
Rather than having all the tears in suspense
And my emotions just feel so intense
But I can't say it out loud
I might cry
Like
A person who lost the love of their lives

I can't deny
I mean to love you
You walked away
And you forgot I was behind

If you were a song
I'd be singing until I just die
You made me cry
I failed to try Holding back
I willingly fall down from the sky
Diving into the world of my demise

Will you be mine?
I say it's impossible now
And also forever
It's true that I
Hide the pain so I look alright

But baby don't expose my lies
Just know that I am all fine
I am all fine

End Of February

It's 1st March

Happy Birthday Eve :D

Time flies huh?
It's been 3 months since all of us parted ways
College is totally different from school
High school, I mean.

The days when we were just a seat away
Maybe just a wall, or a ceiling away
Times have changed, for real.

Working people work,
And students study.
Students-to-be preparing for further studies.

Then,
Gaps appear

And people just get drawn away from whatever that is present
Moving towards something new.
Rather, somebody.
Distances get longer and hearts never knew how to grow fonder.
(Though my heart is always fond of my present.)

Now everybody is waiting for the SPM results
I guess that's the only day we can actually "re-bond" for once.

Recently,
I feel so down and upset.
I think I probably knew the reason but I just deny it all.
I tried to convince myself but it didn't really succeed for long.

So now I'm training with the Music Club.
I hope I can express myself vocally better than before.