For the past 2-3 weeks I've been on the downside of my life.
I know how negative I have been or become.
And I know people might be talking about my sudden transformation.
Well not exactly a transformation,
More like a mutation.
Cause it happened in all of a sudden.
For those who are wondering what happened that left me such in impact in my life,
My answer to you is, nothing.
Yea maybe small things but,
The factor for the "mutation" is... Nothing.
Probably the aftereffect of what happened previously.
It shouldn't be this big, but unfortunately it happened anyway.
I'm trying to see the bigger picture of the future,
The bigger piece of myself,
And accept the fact that there are better things to do instead of being down all day at home.
And yes, I'm still trying.
Some people might think that I'm overreacting over certain incidents,
But no.
It's not within my control,
And thus I do not control anything.
I'm trying my very best to get the "me" I used to be last time.
And so I really need support instead of words that come from behind.
Humans get into shit sometimes, all the time.
This just so happen to be a worse shit compared to others.
There are things I need to worry about,
Like getting my side mirror fixed,
Bucking up on my studies,
Honing my driving skills,
And work on my car.
And so I declare that I will try my very best to get myself healed.
With or without medication.
For those who heard me,
If you don't wanna help me,
At least try not to bring me down.
Lastly I'm sorry if I made anyone worry about me,
Or frustrated with my condition,
Or angry with what I said,
Or bothered with my posts on Facebook,
And heck, it's Facebook.
I'm gonna bring the Sunshine back into me.
It's all about a different perspective right?
Bye and peace out.
