super tired

today was a tiring tiring day. i made curry for lunch, and went out to get more cords to make my cobra knot. not only i failed to make a correct knot (though it's still decent for a safety "chain"), my skin peeled off thanks to the friction while i pull the cords to tighten the knot. i have a spare piece of cord, i'll see if i can make the correct knot the next time.

 i actually had to peel the top layer off because it was hanging....

and there! put on carabiner and it's ready to be hung on my jeans. i hope it's useful. i don't want my stuff getting stolen everywhere i go. in fact, i personally think it's very smart HAHA.

oh yeah. remember i said something about the international travel adapter, handmade braided clothesline, and a super slim power bank?

 this thing is actually pretty cool. and for an international adapter, it doesn't feel too heavy for what it does. now i can go anywhere in the world! well, 220 countries to be exact.

 slide those stuff and the plugs come right out.

 my handmade clothesline with its carabiner! good quality carabiners, too. i might swap it with my safety chain one. the clothesline is about 150cm in length. this looks pretty good eh.

 super slim power bank and it's pink LOL

and it's not very big as well. it fits in my money belt; not too bulky. it's perfect if i keep spending all my cash and thinning down the belt to make space for it LOL

i'm really tired. i need to handwash all my clothes for 3-4 days otherwise i won't have enough pants and uniform to wear to training. and i also need to do work... let's get back to that..

hungry

it's 1203am right now and i'm feeling a little bit hungry. so tempted to make tea and dunk biscuits but i'm worried that tea might ruin my sleep because of the caffeine... help? or maybe i should just finish the rotting banana so i can move on to the new comb of bananas.

my work is going according to plan, i'm happy. now i just have to worry about the others for a little while more... also need to plan my trip in detail because i know how lost i can be. i also made a travel clothesline and bought an international travel adapter which is pretty cool. i'll upload a photo tomorrow if i didn't forget. i also bought a super slim power bank and it fits in my money belt which is great news.

time flies it's a little scary. but i guess it's normal.

broke the freezer drawer.

this was such a stupid situation. so i was trying to clear up my freezer drawer to make space for my burger patty, i removed the drawer to rearrange the stuff inside and i noticed that there were so much ice in and around the drawer. i gave it a quick wash to clean it out. before i put in the drawer, i saw that the first drawer was so covered in ice, the ice was so thick the drawer was jammed shut. there was nothing but ice in the drawer and i wondered how my flatmate managed to keep food without freezing it. since i was clearing up the ice anyway, i tried removing the chunks of ice to see if i could get the drawer out. i smashed the ice a couple of times, tried pulling the drawer out for a couple of times... and on my final attempt, i thought that i'd removed enough ice and that if i pulled hard enough the drawer would push through the ice. i exerted a little extra bit of force and.... the handle broke LOL

see those cracks?? shards of ice flew everywhere and a piece of the drawer flew off somewhere i couldn't see. well, i confessed my sins to the guy at the reception to make sure that my flatmates do not pay for my mistakes hahaha!! this freezer is one dumbass fucker i tell you; last year i managed to scrape off a bucket of ice. this time the ice was so thick the door can't even shut completely AND STILL is able to freeze shit up. doing its job right i guess.

somewhere in the process of breaking things, i somehow cut myself.

maybe it's the revenge of the ice, or the drawer. it could be that damn piece of drawer that broke off. oh well. the maintenance people will come and have a look on monday.

i had only one mango for dinner. i thought it would be enough but i was so wrong. i was organizing my room and wanted to get rid of some stuff, i asked a friend if she wanted some extra toilet rolls and toilet fresheners. she said yes so i sent them over and ended up having some wasabi peas, a bowl of instant tomyam noodles (seriously wtf) and half a cup of really weird chinese rose herbal drink AT 11PM. i felt (feel) so bad i'm not gonna sleep until it's past 3am, well 4am because daylight savings time just jumped hehe. from 1259am to 2am. pretty cool.

oh and apparently the european market is on again!!! i shall have a look on monday after helping a coursemate with her dissertation (as a participant for her research). i'm also going to the quayside market (again, i know) tomorrow. i mean, how many sundays left do i have anyway?

it's 3am now, i have another hour to go. maybe i'll give dying reborn a try and hopefully that won't take my sleep away...

swept off the floor!

so today i had training in the morning at 1130am, and it was about kick-catching lessons and how to defend and respond to the kick. so my trainer demonstrated it on me. he caught my right kick, pushed my head down so my weight went sideways, and he swept my foot off the ground! i fell on the floor on my side and the world spun for 2 seconds. HAHA what a thrilling experience. given my weight, the fall was probably quite hard because it took me like a minute to recover hahahaha

after the class, i was hungry so i wondered if i should try the pizza at this cafe that's on the way back. it was a struggle because i just finished training??? i asked a friend and she said YES PIZZA so i went for it anyway. it wasn't a slice of pizza, IT WAS A WHOLE DAMN PIZZA.

i must say though, this margherita pizza was really nice! the base was not the usual thick ones like those you find at pizza hut or dominos, so it doesn't fill you up with dough. would definitely recommend and go back. that was pineapple juice at the back. hmm now i want calamari rings.

anyway my flatmate was singing at 4am and that woke me up. i knocked on the wall and thankfully she lowered her voice. maybe she was half drunk cause i heard her leave around 1030pm last night. i hope it never happens again. well i won't be here much longer though...

oh yeah! i got earth defense force 2 on both my vitas so i can play it on ad hoc with a friend! it is a game about giant insects invading earth and we've gotta defend earth! hence, earth defense force LOL i played it once on a friend's computer and i really enjoyed it. now i can enjoy it again!

i'm trying to get more work done but i guess i'm gonna have tea and biscuits now.

kalisikaran!

so i went to my first kalisikaran class today. everything looked so complicated but then when i got the hang of it, it looked so damn cool!! they tell me i'm a quick and clever learner HEHE i'm proud of myself. i guess i'll consider going to all the classes before i go back to malaysia. oh during muay thai, my partner said that my right punch is evil and she wouldn't wanna be hit by that HAHA i'm glad i'm glad! i'm feeling a little sad now thinking about going home for good :( i'll upgrade my membership for april.

so i booked my disneyland paris tickets WOOOO now i have to worry about not being able to court them disney princesses (especially belle) because i won't be able to communicate with them LOL just kidding. i'll just fumble my way through the whole trip.

hmm what else? oh i made burger patty with rice and fried egg for lunch today! i must say the beef's pretty tasty but i think i should have taken it out of the oven earlier. it could have been super tender and juicy MMMM i have some meat left for tomorrow. i'll make it again after my training. curry sauce for tomorrow's hehe.

and the fucking final fantasy x chocobo race. worst. fucking. thing. everrrrr. UGH

booking for travel is tough!

traveling between countries is tougher than i expected!! i salute the people who are able to go around between countries. even booking for transport is tough to handle! honestly now i just hope nothing goes wrong during the trip although it's about a month away. but hey! it's solo time! time to learn so food words in different languages and not make a fool out of myself.

well i managed to do some restructuring for my dissertation so i don't feel too bad. i'll continue writing more tomorrow and i hope it will be done before the middle of april. i have a good feeling about this.

oh the melon i bought the other day? i had a slice after i got back from muay thai. it was so sweet i ended up having about half of the melon. thankfully it isn't very big. i'm happy because i picked a sweet melon. i picked the roughest one and it turned out to be the sweet one hehe right move.

but right now, i really feel like having fried rice. i had nestum but it wasn't enough. i'll have proper lunch tomorrow.

progress on my final fantasy! for the first time i really wanna get their ultimate weapon so i'm putting so much effort into getting the necessary key items. omg what a grind to be honest. but at least i got anima and magus sisters! they're so strong i was so amazed the first time i used them. i'll keep going!!!

and i really need to properly wash my cup???

not dead enough.

so i skipped my lecture today because i was playing games with my friend and i accidentally swore when her mom was there LOL sorry aunty. it was pictionary and she drew something i really couldn't understand what she was drawing HAHAHA sorry sorry.

anyway i received the scrawl board game today! it needs at least 4 players to play so i guess i'll have to hang on to it for now until i go back.

it looked like a great deal of fun when i was watching them play the game in rosie's video! check it out: ROSIE'S VIDEO

then i had to go out for dinner and play! i went back to tapas revolution because i love spanish food. i finally got to try out crema catalana, and i think that kinda wrecked my sugar levels.

their tortillas de patatas with aioli is brilliant!! one of my favorite tapas to date, really.

 paella valenciana! i also love paella. still can't find the best arroz negro that beats the one from salvador and amanda though.

crema catalana!! i liked it. it sort of resembles a creme brulee but it's tangier than creme brulee. it's nice! but if i had to pick one of the two i prefer creme brulee HAHA but again, they are different things altogether.

then i went to watch the play. during the interval, i bought a small tub of cookies and cream ice cream. so i was fucked all over again with the sugar level.

the fact that it doesn't show a detailed nutrient information made everything worse for me. but hey! that's it i suppose until i go for my europe trip (hopefully). i came back after the show, decided to reorganize some stuff i have and get rid of those that i don't need. so i got rid of my box of sugar. from now on, only milk in my tea, no sugar!! except for prepared drinks like milo or milk tea because sugar is already in there anyway. but only every other day i'll have one.

i got the weighing scale! my first weighing in will be tomorrow and i'll see if there is any changes in 4 weeks. wish me luck! gotta start my dissertation soon...

sunday sunday...

so i went to the quayside market to have pad thai again. OMG IT WAS SO GOOD and this time i managed to finish it without spilling it all over the place LOL because i was alone. then it started drizzling so i stood there eating in the rain. then i had a flat white. wanted something sweet but didn't actually get anything.

then i went buying groceries and got myself a nice round galia melon and a large mango life's great. also, do not buy zero sugar aloe vera drink because it tastes super weird.

i just remembered that i have a play to watch tomorrow so i guess i'll be going to tuesday's muay thai instead. whoa that means i have training 4 days in a row! i also bought a scale to track my progress LOL i hope i don't give up half way. i've been eating more since i started more training?? we'll keep track.

also, tomorrow is the start of dissertation writing :( but right now i'm still playing with my final fantasy x. and whoa i must say yojimbo is cool af.

beauty and the beast x2

so i watched beauty and the beast twice in a row yesterday. EMMA WATSON IS THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS!!! SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL although her acting is a little bit... kayu. LOL soz BUT SHE IS REALLY BEAUTIFUL i can't emphasize enough! i had so much sugar yesterday though. and mcd at 1230am? wtf was i thinking????? i regret them so much!! what's training for? i'm planning to lose weight but here i am craving for fried chicken and mac and cheese... i wonder what does that mean?

i'm playing final fantasy x, and now i see the story in a new light, with new pair of eyes. so touching :( and the music makes me sad. even right now, i'm tearing up watching the scenes omg CRIES. also need to stop myself from buying games. i just ordered scrawl board game though HAHA it looked like so much fun in rosie's video so i decided to buy it. i can't wait to play it with my friends. and the spaceship game omg LOL i need to look for it in my purchased list on app store.

i feel like as we grow older, we need to find time to meet up with friends. i'll try asking if we should all pick a set day of the month to meet up at least once. time flies so quickly it scares me. i hope in the future we keep in frequent contact.

anyway i need to start writing up my dissertation starting monday. it needs to be completed by the 25th of april because i've got other stuff to do. and i also need to plan for my trip so my dad knows. maybe i'll do that tomorrow, on the final day of chilling.

OUCH

i think i sort of injured myself during muay thai today :( my left shoulder feels weird. i hope i can sleep it off and train as usual tomorrow.

i have to go see my supervisor at 11am, and my training is at 12pm LOL i told her i will have to wear my training attire to go see her and she said it's fine. so i hope it will be fine.

i also plan to go on a 3 week europe trip. i hope it will come true because it has always been my dream, though this trip is a scaled down version of what i truly desire. i don't know? i just really wish it would happen. fingers and toes crossed. i'll discuss with my dad.

oh i started play final fantasy x again! on the expert grid hahaha so far so good. this time i'm using the strategy guide so that i can get the rare and hidden items. i also got dying reborn and siralim 2. can't wait to try them out! oh toukiden 2 demo, as well.

i've been sleeping at 430am for 3 days in a row so today i will go to bed latest at 130am. my body has no energy and my punches were shit!!! unacceptable. i need a proper sleep. tomorrow is starting early anyway.

time really flies.

2017 bucket list!

the story is, i forgot again. i guess it's a sign that my life is becoming more and more dull that i don't really have anything to talk about in my blog LOL on the bright side, i completed steins;gate so i guess i deserve an applause?? i sacrificed two days worth of sleep and a 9am lecture to complete the damn game.the story was so mind boggling it keeps me thinking and wondering. so many time traveling theories as well, very interesting!

for some reason i'm seeing a lot of new games for vita and i can't wait to try them all out! like dying reborn, siralim 2, and some other stuff. i never regretted getting a second vita! it's time to top up my US account wallet again. i'm on to the legend of heroes: trails of cold steel now, but i'm very tempted to start final fantasy x again. i guess i should because why not?

i made japanese curry for dinner. it was pretty good, and i've got tons left for lunch tomorrow and the day after. i don't think i feel very full so i might have a snack in about half an hour. actually, i'm not very sure??

i really want to open a cafe. i gave it some research and whoa it takes around RM500,000 to RM600,000, that's about £100,000 to open a cafe, the amount includes keeping it open for 12 months. i have so many things to do with the cafe; i want it to be an event space, and i want it to be a place to help the needy. but i guess it takes a lot of money to help people. i hope i'll get there some day, soon. i guess right now i just need to focus on getting out of uni...

i also have a bucket list of things i want to complete in 2017! one main thing is to get my self a bike license so i can ride cool bikes. then it's assembling my gundam models... then volunteer for a charity. of course, getting myself a job, as well... and joining a muay thai gym. oh, and building my duel disk! just a couple of major things and loads of minor things but they all matter to me so yeah.

can someone give me RM600,00 so i can open a cafe???

breaking out the binary!

i was a panelist for a discussion today. it was very informative and i've learnt loads of new stuff. a little long to explain everything here but the conclusion was we're all trash spreading bullshit HAHA in a good way. and it's all capitalism doing shit and gendered clothing are pointless. queer representation in films are not good enough and we should have more people from a group play the character of a person from that particular group. i also saw someone who wore the same gryffindor hoodie i was wearing LOL what a coincidence.

the discussion ended around 645pm but i stuck around to wait for my friend to come back. it was around 730pm when they got back and i was starving. we ended up parting ways at the newcastle station and on my way back i stopped by at a curry place to get my goan fish curry with pilau rice for dinner. i wanted fish and chips though, but i thought of the curry and went for that instead. i was so full and i felt so bad for eating so much over the weekend. it feels like i negated the whole week's worth of muay thai classes. but that's probably just me.

because i was so full i didn't want to come back yet, i dropped by at my friend's place so stand around literally. and i stood for about 2 hours. also got free teas from her LOL nice. i always steal food from her anyway. i bought her maryland cookies so i don't feel too bad HAHA

right, now i'm gonna write up my food plan for the week and stick with it and see if it helps. i've been eating too much and i feel bad. it's also not very healthy for my stomach. i also plan not to eat out for the week.

it just hit 12am. happy monday!

nothing happened today.

i thought i was going to the library today but it didn't happen. i woke up around 540am because of a bad dream, and i couldn't go back to sleep till it's like 840am. then i woke up again around 12pm. what a tiring day. all i did was have lunch, play games for hours, watch videos, have dinner, have ice cream. i have ice cream right in front of me. i think i ate so much today it negated all my muay thai. ugh.

yesterday when i woke up, the first thing i did was check my phone. i got a text from my cucumber friend and it said something like she woke up at 849am. i checked my time and it was 849am. LOL it took exactly 8 hours for that to happen because of time differences. how cool was that?

and i feel so lost about my dissertation because my supervisor hasn't given me a comment on my draft and plan. actually i think i said this before LOL never mind. i have a panel discussion tomorrow and i hope i don't make an ass out of myself.

also, i bought a second hand 8gb vita memory card for my US account off amazon. DON'T FRET, i've got a £15 gift card thanks to my survey taking effort. so i paid about £8 for an 8gb memory card. the current one i have is 4gb and it's already almost full. i think it's a good buy. i also finished extreme mode on gundam breaker 3. main story and dlc. so i unlocked newtype difficulty which i plan to play (everything, again) after i finish other games. especially steins;gate.

right. now i'll have my ice cream and watch videos and worry about my dissertation.

and again?

at this point i genuinely don't know if i actually blogged yesterday. but i doubt i did because i don't remember typing anything in? so maybe not.

anyway at this very moment, i'm at the library trying to "do some work". everyone knows how that goes. so no, nothing much has been done.

i did my second muay thai personal training session today, i could totally feel the stuff from yesterday because it felt like i haven't fully regained my power. my punches weren't as powerful as yesterdays. BUT I WILL IMPROVE. also resisted buying krispy kreme donuts. i'm proud.

oh my gryffindor wall plaque arrived! i'm so happy!

the packaging.

 in the box!

on my notice board! it's actually held up by two thumb tacks and it's heavier than it seems. i hope it doesn't fall off the board and drop on my cups and break them at midnight and freaking me out thinking that it's a ghost of something. but yeah it's great.

i don't what made me forget but the student union's starbucks hot chocolate is shit! why did i go back? but the good thing is i didn't finish because it sucked so much so there, lesser calories.

and also i haven't decided what's for dinner.

i forgot again?

i think i forgot to blog again yesterday. things are beginning to slip my mind recently. possibly a little to occupied by stuff going on in life. i also really need to start doing my uni assignments otherwise i'd be doomed. but i plan to start tomorrow after i nap after my first muay thai personal training. excited!

well yeah nothing happened today really. i just sat around until it's time for me to go to muay thai. the person i partnered with said my techniques were pretty mint, that coming from someone who won fights hehe feeling pretty cool about it. got some tips on how to do a better left kick, too.

then i came back and had a super late dinner. the clam miso soup was pretty nice. and also finished up my leftover veggies. i'll have to figure out what's for lunch and dinner tomorrow. i've got rice so maybe fry an egg or something. i'll decide tomorrow.

let's see... maybe tomorrow i'll start with searching for articles for my assignments. oh shit and also my dissertation. i feel so tired just thinking about it. but it will all be over soon. i'll just wait for my supervisor to reply before i resume anything so i'll focus on language and meaning first.

and i bet £10 most of the people in the world will agree that language is for communication. and is persimmon a citrus fruit??

again, short post happy eyes!

saturday and sunday and monday

like none of you have noticed, i've missed blogging for 2 days. i couldn't blog because i was in london for the women's march! there were tons of photos so i gave up blogging, i didn't think i could blog with such a small screen anyway.

alright on to saturday, i got to london, found the airbnb place i booked, found out that the "room" wasn't even a proper room. the "room" was divided by partitions it almost felt like a warehouse make-do room. if it was cheaper i really wouldn't mind but i paid about the same amount for the room in brixton and that was a better room despite having to go up 4 flight of stairs; it was at least a good workout. well, after checking in i went to grab food from borough market because i still had hours before the play started. i had buffalo burger from the exotic meats stall because it was "today's special", then i had fried calamari rings which cost £7. it was super tasty but super expensive.

 i really love markets and its liveliness.

it looked just a like an ordinary burger but i loved it very much. why not kangaroo burger?? because ive had it before, that's why. after having lunch, i went to locate the theater. i found the theater and fortunately there was a costa just beside it so i could kill time by having hot chocolate and reading.

not for show. i managed to read like 14 pages. it was a heavy book, ok??

it was a pretty cool place. love the seating arrangement and love how close the stage was. opposite the theater was a bookshop where i bought some (more) books on philosophy.

after visiting the bookshop, i went to caffe nero to get tea and continued reading. it was a book i just got from the bookshop.  then the time came for me to catch a play- "a midsummer night's dream". ...it was bizarre. just weird. i guess it's supposed to be weird LOL google it up. after the play i kinda just went back to the bnb, showered and slept.

on sunday, i got to the march venue. i was early so nothing much was on yet but people were showing up. i was really hungry; i wanted soup and bread (especially mushroom soup and garlic bread omg) so bad but nowhere sold it. i ended up getting a chipotle chicken and avocado wrap and green tea. the pre-march events were pretty cool, there were singers and talks and discussions on women's rights and refugee's rights and stuff. annie lennox and the mayor of london was also there to lead the march. pretty cool.

 #March4Women

this is the mayor of london. he gave a speech and i remember he quoted, "how can all succeed if half of us held back?", so that kinda struck me. i'll keep that in mind. i made an acquaintance, he brought his trans and lgbt flag with him and shared the sign and the rainbow flag with me, pretty nice.

 ignore my stupid face,

that was the sign! i know it looks bright and sunny but toward the end of the march it poured like shit. we were all drenched but he stood on the bench with his trans flag waving proud in the wind and rain. i joined him in waving the rainbow flag on the bench and many people requested photos of him. why not me? i dunno, they probably had me in the photo anyway since i was beside him LOL pretty proud. i'm sure i looked like shit in all the random photos. didn't see many asians though.

 before the march started.

we got the tower bridge closed just for the march! so i'm happy to have taken part in this cause. after the march we parted ways. i went to chinatown to get myself a nice tasty plate of roasted duck rice because my dad suggested that i should and i agreed with him.

this is honestly the best roasted duck rice i've ever eaten in my life! i asked for a drumstick. i was very tempted to eat all the fatty skin but i didn't. i gave them a good respectful munch before leaving them on the plate along with the bones. sorry fats. the rice was also very tasty, i wonder why?

i got to the train station about 4 hours before my train. my train was at 9pm so i wandered around. as usual, i visited the platform 9 3/4 shop. yes the one in harry potter. i wanted to get the hogwarts wall plaque but they sold out! i didn't wanna ask again so i bought the gryffindor wall plaque online. it might arrive this week!! excited! read throughout most of the train journey and i arrived in newcastle around 1220am, took uber back, showered and went to bed.

aaaaaand today, monday. i went to the lecture at 3pm. went to muay thai at 6pm. successfully discussed a good time for me to do the muay thai personal training!! i'm starting this week so i hope i won't die before then. don't forget i've got uni work to do as well.

after training, i walked to the nearest tesco along the way and got 2 pieces of salmon for £0.39 each! that's a fucking bargain if you asked me! the original price was £2.49 or something like that. they're expiring today but fuck it i'm gonna make them for dinner tomorrow along with the cheap expired mangetout i bought as well. they'll just have to wait.

also, i got some of my singing voice back! that makes me happy. it sucks not being able to sing for a week. but i'll slowly get it back! whoa long post. shit, 9am lecture tomorrow. also, i'm now rank 1 on gundam breaker 3's bounty hunting.

stupid pineapple

i bought some pineapples from sainsbury's earlier and they're making my tongue itchy wtf ill never buy from them again. tesco's was fine!!! i also bought a cheap loaf of bread because it's expiring... like, today LOL i'm gonna use them to make lunch tomorrow so i don't spend so much on food in london.

anyway did my laundry today. haven't packed for london but i'll do that tomorrow. i'll bring books as well to kill time on my 4-hour train journey. also bringing my vita with me just in case i feel lazy LOL defeating the purpose eh.

i hope the march will go smoothly on sunday. i also wanna get hogwart's plaque from the platform 9 3/4 shop before i come back. that's gonna be my final splurge. hmm we'll see.

i've had noodles for 2 days in a row. it's not really healthy is it? but i feel so much better than before, though technically i'm still coughing. whoa a week already that's pretty shitty for a body.

well, early day tomorrow. short post happy eyes!

6 days??

i've been sick since last friday so that makes today the 6th day of being sick. wtf i've never been sick for this long and the last time i was gravely ill it only lasted 3 days. but at least now it isn't serious, possibly in the final days of sickness. i sure hope so.

i managed to move my ass and went to town to get some necessities and groceries. did i mention that i finished up the final drop of cough syrup? so i got some kumquat drink from the asian market and i hope it helps. it helped the last time i had sore throat. i got some mackerel in tomato sauce and instant noodles for dinner. whoa it's been a couple of months since i last had instant noodles. i had egg noodles though, those that look like wanton noodles. also got a new bottle of toner and moisturizer cause mine almost ran out.

i have also decided to go for muay thai personal training (honestly, i don't remember if i actually said this before), that's gonna take off a big chunk off my savings AND hopefully my weight as well LOL. it is expensive compared to the normal classes but i guess i love it enough to go for it. that also means i've got less to spend on games. boooo but it's a necessary move. gonna be pretty broke so no eating out or taking away either.

right, the women's march is happening this sunday! i can't wait to march for equality although i am aware that trans and non-binary people might be erased unintentionally. just a might, i wouldn't know but i've pinned my pronouns onto my bag though haha! it's a good cause and not everything must be about me. which is good because that's how i've been feeling lately and it's one of the reasons i feel slightly down. i can't change that but i can march for equality LOL. i also hope i don't spread my virus during the march LOL also going to watch a play on saturday! a midsummer night's dream, then not dead enough on 20th march. yay.

anyway, now i'll try doing some of my work although i have emailed the supervisor about my condition and she was kind enough to give me until tomorrow. but i doubt i could get much done because excessive coughing gives me a headache. fucking hell.

overdosing on cough syrup.

i managed to sing for a bit, that's always good news isn't it? but the cough just doesn't seem to be going away. i kept taking the cough syrup and i'm not really sure about the time intervals because the label said take when required?

sometimes i don't even remember if i actually took it so maybe i took more than i should have. i remember i actually took it twice in a row and i was like, wait... is it possible to OD on this cough syrup?? i tried drinking honey water and loads of warm water i guess that helped a little bit. should i visit the doctor? could this be something else more serious?

i missed all my classes and even muay thai today because i felt like my lungs were about to collapse as i cough. i hope i'll be fit enough to go tomorrow but looking at the situation now, i doubt. ugh i plan to take personal training sessions to catch up. hopefully i can get back in action next week. this shit is killing me fucking hell.

right now i'm still trying to write my draft but it isn't going anywhere quickly. this cough is giving me a hard time and i just wanna drop dead and forget about everything LOL.

just gonna drop it here that risk of rain is a great game and people should go get it on the vita.