Thursday, October 25, 2012

Assignments D;

whoa so long since i updated!

omg my microsoft office 2007/2010 is not working when I have assignments to rush!
tomorrow i'll have to go sungei wang and look for it or else i can die!
online purchase is so expensive like RM200+ omg zzzz
thats why i have to find cheap ones.
my assignments are due next week and i cant do anything TT

and my french intermediate I exam I got A hehehe.
can't wait for class to start next tuesday.

next, korean exam is on 10th november but i can't attend class for 3 weeks in a row TT
therefore i can have ONE more class the week before the exam week.
i still hope i can get A.
studying korean like mad.

besides that i think i need to visit a dentist.
my gums are killing me TT
but then i am afraid of the drilling sounds -.-

plus, recently im really broke like mad.
have to start planning my expenses again.

AND S.H.E IS BACK \o/ !!
IM SO HAPPY OMG
THE MV IS JUST GLORIOUS TT
my heart is always filled with them <3 b="b">
the 1-minute mv is NOT ENOUGH ZZZZ

november is gonna be a good month i guess!
Girls' Generation are coming back, S.H.E new album is coming too!
gotta save alot of $$$$$$$

well i plan to save at least half of my allowance into my debit card.
then ill get to buy lotsa stuff.
oh i even ordered Ppany's calendar from theStephi.com!
a SONE shirt from Teebots in collab with SSF and 2 soshified decals!
can't wait to paste it on my car window heheheh *show off*

i hope i can survive november with all the new stuff coming out!

Friday, October 12, 2012

I can't be around forever

I try to help everyone who asked me for help.
And when people come to me for help, I never refuse; unless I dislike you.
But what are the chances?

Frequently I ponder upon my actions,
And I wonder if I am ever too nice; too nice to be taken advantage of.
It's fine if it brings people happiness,
But will you guys ever remember my contributions?
My presence, even?

Many times I picked myself up from the dumps,
Because to look behind is nearly pointless unless it makes you better,
In this case, I find only the fact that I am always giving.

What if, just what if,
I wouldn't be around to help anyone anymore?
I can't be sticking around forever.
I might die just tomorrow and noone will ever know,
No one will ever wonder about my existence,
Of course when people need my assistance but too bad it is just too late till then.