March.

I'm going into foundation.
And yea, starting over again.

Actually I have many things to say but somehow I can't just express them.

I know it'll be hard for me.
I know it.

Lost.

Deactivated my Facebook account.
Nobody can find me no more.
About reactivating, I'll see about it.
So no more emo status to bother you guys who never wanted to see those kinda stuffs.

I don't know.
But I've done it.
And so I've lose one outlet.
Then who knows.
Maybe I'll lose another one.

Bad bad.

I need someone to slap me hard on my face right now.
I don't even know what the FUCK am I thinking.
I forgot who I used to be.
How happy I was.
Before everything decided to take over my brain.
I feel like going to the hospital Nd get some anesthetics.
Numb and better stay like that forever.