My christmas and more

ok happy belated x mas to everybody and ghosts that coincidentally come by my blog
i have no presents for u all so just imagine today's dinner on me
thanks to your mom or dad who cooked it
or your kakak whichever one applies

my christmas is nearly perfect
HAHAHAHAHAHA

On 25th December,
Hebe came to PGRM and celebrated Xmas with all of us
I mean fans hahaha
i took some pics (all at facebook, i duwanna upload again leh)
and 2 videos of her singing
uploading to facebook also
i shook hands with her and i said merry christmas
but she didnt respond ugh
maybe she was too busy shaking hands

after 3 years of gathering my guts to say SOMETHING to her
she didnt respond WTF
but nevermind at least i saw her pretty face

and next up is countdown
i hate countdowns at noisy places
i think its so lala and stinky and noisy and full of thieves D;
wtf man since my friend kena theft i hate countdowns already

but i think simple gathering with friends is fine
so maybe i go celebrate my final day of 2010 with some friends at McD
holding the prosperity burger and wait until 01012011 00:00 am
and scream to the counter "PROSPERITY !"
hhahahahaha

another thing is
college is 5 days away
omg man i dunno what to feel

and i need some new clothes and a new bag to look less nooby
and im saving to sign up for the fitness first near my college!
i want the kickboxing class man D;

ok my butt hurts alot goodbye

we widh you a merry christmas and a happy new year!

150th

it's been one whole friggin month since i posted
spm is over for 2 weeks already
i think i did okay (i think only lah wtf hahaha)

and today is christmas eve
i want to do so many friggin things
i crave all the shit in this friggin world

i want my carls jr
CARLS JR CARLS JR CARLS JR
my mushroom burger TT

and tomorrow imma meet Hebe :D

a new year's coming and im goin to school!
HELP college to be precise
taking a-levels and im prepared to die
they say a-levels is very hard so dig my grave D;

finally i get back my psp
and i downloaded my games again hahahaha
now playing the EMPEROR'S NEW GROOVE

and my school starts on 3rd of Jan D;
I WANT ICED CHOCOLATE

next year,
i think there will be a genting trip in June hols

ok bye bye

3rd November 2010

Just 20 days before SPM arrives.
But I wonder why I don't have the stress with me.
I feel awfully fine, stress-free.
Fine, low-stress.

...This year, 2010,
Will be my final year in Cochrane,
Final year in PTMartin,
And also the final year I can simply find my friends in the "next class" in school.

The moment I stepped into SMK Cochrane,
I had never expected that a person like me would meet such great people that,
They would give an impact to my life,
As how they would now.

Never in my whole life thought of,
That I'd be leaving school, high school precisely,
And my friends, my lovely class,
The place that played a part in what I call "life"
And that, was 5 years ago.

5 years...
At the same place.
5 years I spent my time with the same people,
That coincidentally spent their time with me at the same place too.

We had great memories, we had rough patches,
We had stupid conversations and heartfelt talks,
We had pointless fights and also quiet consolations.

Don't know if anybody realize but they're all the same people.
The people we had our arguements with, and the people who we shared our stories with.
They're all the same people.

We laughed together and we cried together.
We know we have secrets but heck, it doesn't spoil anything.

But right now,
The thought of stepping out from the gates of Cochrane,
Just brings tears to my eyes,
My heart aches.

Cause I know if it wasn't for this place I call "school",
I wouldn't have met all these wonderful people,
My wonderful friends that I really hope to bring to my future,
And anywhere further.

Hereby,
I apologize if I have offended any of you,
Please know that all of those are only by a slip of my tongue and I don't mean it.
And to those who have offended me (by purpose or not),
I forgive all of you, sincerely from my heart.

I love all of you!! For real <3

22Days

I didn't update my blog for 22 days already -.-
Just back for my wishlist D;

I want a light pink formal vest and a pair of white and golden sport shoes :D
Also a couple of "hiker's" shirts heheh!

Adam's concert was great tho it was a week ago,
And hopefully Selina will be fine again :(

...
"就爱听你说话" :)

Look away if you don't like proper English.

I don't know for how long haven't I update my blog.
I can say that I'm not good at words when it comes to expressing myself,
Only in reality life.
I love to write English essays,
I think they can really help me relief my stress.
But no matter how good I am at writing essays,
They are still fictional.
Not what my life is about.
So maybe I'll have to bottle up everything.
Maybe I am.

For some reason,
I can't express myself through my blog in broken English.
It's already obvious the way I'm typing right?
I'm having headache right now and I don't know what to do.

But here,
I am not to complain.
I am here to project my gratitude. :)

I've been thinking alot lately,
About what had gone wrong, what nearly gone wrong, and what probably could've gone wrong.
Thankfully,
What nearly gone wrong and what probably could've didn't go wrong.
In fact, it gave me a better side in return.
People and things around me. :)
I thought I had screwed up but fortunately I didn't.

But but but but but,
There are still things that went wrong.
Which is the main reason for this post.
I know it's a sudden but really,
I just wanna speak my mind even if nobody knows anything about it.

I'm sorry about what happened.
To you, to me, to him and to her.
It got a little bit rough after that,
It's good things turned around.
Although not so much for you but better than nothing.

My heart is filled with so many things.
My brain is filled with thoughts that I can't tell,
Not even here.

I just put a smile on my face when I'm sad.
I cry when it's not that big of a problem and I laugh when things are screwed.
I guess that's just how Cancerians work. :)

Woohooo!!!!
I pre-ordered (post-ordered?) the Taiwan Edition of ! :D
Rm89.90
I thought I would regret because I have pre-ordered from Speedy the normal one,
But no!
I didn't ! In fact, I am very happy with my decision!
And, honestly,
I hate the Speedy at Jusco Maluri!
It kinda eat ****s man!
But nevermind,
I shall be patient with it.

The album is said to come next week on Tuesday,
I really hope so as I could die if I continue the wait. -.-

It's exhausting today,
I have to wake up early just to get my ass to tuition,
Which means I have to take the LRT to Hang Tuah station,
Then walk for another 10 minutes.

After, I walked all the way to Sungei Wang,
Then back to Times Square.

That's not the point.
The point is,
I'm fasting . :)

Gah!
I wanna watch a movie called Piranha.
And and and,
A couple of other movies as well.

On my waiting list are Harry Potter Part 2010 and...
I don't remember -.-

And Huixin treated to Baskin Robbins today!
Heheheh
Thanks lah dude ! :D

I love September 2010

Sorry huixin~
But I really love September! :D

In September 2010,
I'm getting Hebe's new album ,
Also my 8th FYE album,
And.....................................
I got the news where Adam's coming to Malaysia in October!
How much better can it be? :)

Though the concert will cost me like,
3-months advanced pocket money,
And a whole lotta diet,
But it's worth it !

I've been waiting forever for this concert,
I'm not gonna give it for anything!

Oh yeah,
Raya's around the corner as well!
Can't wait for the Open House and the gathering :)

Oh oh oh oh !
2 weeks school holiday ! :D

Mezors hates you.

I can't stand being around you anymore.
No, I don't think you're cool.
I don't think you're fun already.
You are a SUCKER.

Stop making excuses or finding reasons.
You know you are.

We used to be best friends.
Yeah we still are but,
It ain't the same anymore.

Maybe it's because of the "incident",
I know.
Things changed since then.
For you and for me.

I still can't take you anymore.
Apart from things changed,
I changed too.
The way I treat you changed,
But you didn't realize.

You're slow at things like this,
At times, I really hope you'd realize faster.
I don't know if it'll hurt you,
Cause you always say that you don't feel anything,
You can't feel anything.
Like I don't know,
You're just covering up.

We used to share stories.
Even now.
Almost anything.
In fact, everything.
Still, I don't want that to change.

Don't make me hate you,
Good luck.

Recent Updates

It's Ramadhan now.
Means I need to fast (puasa).
And Hebe's album is available for ordering now :)
I ordered one.

And I got myself Adam's album, again.
Picked up Leehom's album as well.

And for some reason,
I feel like recording myself singing.
I don't know why,
Lately I'm so in love with myself.
Then post it on Facebook saying that it is someone else.
I'm so smart XD.

I'm starting to think that my life is so boring.
Lifeless, in other words.
Nothing happening.

Currently just trying to remember Leehom's new songs.
And working on some songs that I wish to sing in the future.
My dream, is to make a band, and make my own music. :)

Once in a blue moon

So long I din update -.-
Nothing much recently
Start studying already...

And school suck Bye bye

My favourite birthday gift...?

The shirt is not here cause I'm wearing..

Sorry I can't pick! ;)

Self-Disclosure

Faking, faking, faking.
That's all I've been doing.
I hate to take in all this shit.
I hate witnessing the distance.
Even if it's not even a distance away.

Sometimes I hope for your disappearance.
I hope for you to just go,
Anywhere, just go further.
Cause I wanna have it all by myself.
Even if it's selfish.

I have lies.
But there's nothing I can do.
Cause it's something I want so much.

Cheer 2010

Such a tiring day...
Pirates was the 6th and 7th team,
Girls then boys respectively.
They did well compared to some other shitful teams,
Probably one of the best.

They used Adam's "For Your Entertainment" !
Other 2 teams as well,
With 1 team using "If I Had You".
Even Malaysian's very own CHARM team uses the FYE song.
I'm happy ! :D

And today,
History happened.
I made up my left eye,
And the person who took my first time was Eve,
And Miko with the eye shadows after.

Pirates All Girls won the Best Costume Award,
But for the guys,
They didn't win anything.
At least they gave their very best :)

After the competition,
I was interviewed..
Not on TV -.-
A person asked me questions,
And I answered.
That's all.

Yes, I'm very very proud of Pirates ;)
Arrr~

Lawn Mower.

No, this post has nothing to do with the title.

Had KFC Pocketful today,
It was "ma-ma-dei"..
Prefer Twister if I had'a choose :\
Oh, Eve and Aki as company as well :D
Starbucks too ! Caramel Macchiato ;)

And about the previous post
"Random Friend-ness"
Can't believe they want me elaborate on them -.-
Okok I will when I have to time to "compose" something about you guys.
But first,
Message me about the things you want unknown -.-

Titanic at TV2,
10.36 pm,
No I'm not watching it -.-

I prefer shows that blends the human brains and then drink'em down.
I know, sorry -.-

Sleeping over at Eve's place this Friday,
She says she wanna kick me,
What should I do?

Random Friend-ness.

Just something about the friends around me :D
They bring me up when I'm down,
And lighted me up when I'm in darkness.
Thank you. :)

There are some friends I consider as family,
Or the way they gave me is so family-like..
Like...
Yean Yin, something like a cousin..
Hui Xin, like a damn big sister XD
And Eve !
Physically, she's like my younger sister *Bully-able*
But age-wise she's older than me by 4 months :X
(The sister is also one :\)

My buds...
Low Jia, the emo-pro
Aki, Starbucks :D
Shierli, stomach pain poh -.-

Some very close until I can slap geh XDD
Shanon, si ngong poh HAHA
Sook Wei, my faraway relative -.-
Ah Sau (I know, you're the alien here), always kena bully by me :D

And lastly,
These are 38 pohs -.-
Joey Cheng, the cannot curi-curi makan one
Jia Xin, ... I also dunno what to say :X

Sorry if I missed out anyone..
But the list above,
They don'tmean different levels in my heart,
All of you are the same! (I think? OK JustKidding)
Thanks for being there when I actually hate my life!
Like.. now?

My only escape.

I have only my friends.
I can only be open with them.
Not all open,
But at least I'm more "me" than being with my family.

For the first time in my life of 17 years,
I felt like home is not the place to be.
I don't feel like going back home.
I don't belong there.

I fake things.
I fake my emotions.
I said I didn't care,
But no,
That's not the case.

I said I didn't care,
Because I was hoping I could.
When I was laughing over the shit of my life,
I was hoping that what I felt was real.
Happy.

Nobody knew right?
Because I'm already so good at it.
Laughing over my fucked up life.
My fucked up family.

School,
I prefer that over my own damn house.
My house, cold and nothing else.

I love my friends,
Cause that's literally my only shelter.

Make a change.

I am so ashamed of myself
I really need to make some progress.
No, A LOT of progress.

I don't want to be looked down at.
I want to be a friend that deserves to be looked upon.
A friend that you can seek knowledge and help from.

I can't continue to be ignorant anymore.
I can't hate studying anymore.
I can't be a useless friend to people.
Or what thier mothers think, at least.

I can be polite, I am.
I can be fun, I am.
I can be generous, I am.
I can be smart, but I'm not.

People can be naturally intelligent,
Naturally beautiful,
But you can't be naturally smart or perfect.
We've got to work for it.

I'm studying.
Now.

Oh.My.Gooooooooooodness.

Please tell me it's true.
That you have come closer.
Closer to me.
I once hated you.
I once hoped that you will go further away from me.
Or disappear forever.

But that would never happen.
Either you're close, or you're far.
Be far, I once hoped you would.
You planted fear in my soul this year.
By being at that particular time,
You kill me more than ever.

But this time,
You came forward,
You walked towards my direction.
Unexpectedly,
I flung my arms wide open to appreciate you,
To appreciate your effort in approaching me.
I am thankful.

You came at the right time,
At the right moment.
It was a rumour but really,
I hope it's true.
Because,
How could you have the heart to break my heart now?
After all the joy you have brought me.
So please don't break my heart.

So please,
Come closer.
A little bit closer.
Let me see you clearly.
For I,
Couldn't accept if you were unreal,
And if you were,
I will die.

Look at me in the eyes,
Tell me that you can't have me faraway,
Even if you are here to torture,
Torture my mind and body,
Or in anyway you may,
I wouldn't blame you,
Because the distance between you and I,
Is all that I care.

So come closer,
Closer and closer.
And just a little closer...

SPM Trials!
Please tell me you are confirmed to be advanced to August !
I wanna watch Adam at Singapore in September!
Please...! T.T

Happy Daddy Day

20th of June 2010, Sunday.

Today is Dad's Day!
Went to Kiku Zakura with dad and bro at Times Square,
Then headed to Jusco Maluri for Secret Recipe :D
It was rare for the three of us to have dinner together.

Today,
Is also the end of Mid-Year's two-week holiday.
What have I done during these two weeks of holiday?
Nothing productive.
Except for the new Yu-Gi-Oh! Deck I made? :\
It is a strong one though :D

And I think I unintentionally offended someone,
One of the Glamberts..
And I'm really sorry :(
I was only upset and was acting on impulse,
I apologize!

I got my imported CDs too ! :))
Album,
SG and UK Edition,
Oh, and the Flaunt Mag :)
167.

School reopening tomorrow,
But now,
Going to enjoy my Dior Homme and my FYE UK Edition!
Bye~

If I Had You. Adam Lambert

This was what keeping me up until 2am yesterday!
The video is perfect as it is!
Adam, I love you! You rock ;)

If I Had You- Adam Lambert

I've decided to quit.

Temporarily quit, for the info.
I shall stop spending cold hard cash on cards already.
Until the end of 2011's Chinese New Year.
Probably will only spend a little bit after that.

I can't take all this burden anymore.
I'm gonna save for my watch,
My next dose of Dior Homme,
And some accessories to glam myself up.

For the first time at this level in my life,
I actually love fashion.
Adam made me realize my love for accessories and shiny things (Not the girlie type'a thing tho')
And I thank him for that. Salute ;)
Oh oh oh oh, and eyeliners! Mac, ftw :D

Currently,
I'm looking for a decent pair of white pants..
Jeans? idk.
I want white.
Golden shades and spiky hair.
Shiny shoes and glittery shirts.
Oooooooh, I like!

Working out these few days.
Especially with the seat ups.
Stomach cramp, nice.
I love the feeling of stiff muscles ! :D
I know, I'm being overly obsessed with the muscle thing again -.-

Adam has an official store online,
And I really wanna get that shirt :(
And for some reason,
I am starting to like leather accessories.
With diamonds and stubs and whatever's glammy.

So people,
You know what to get for my birthday eh? XD
Ok, just kidding. -.-

Dior Homme. Mine.

Remember the wishlist I made that day?
The Top 3 of my list?
Well, I owned two of them already :DD
Firsat was the card, Allure Of Darkness (Which was the cheapest in the list :\)
Then my Dior Homme! :D
The very parfum or eau de toilette that Adam uses himself! :)
It smells great, cause it's how Adam smells like.
Here's how it looks like.........................

The original pic

Picture I took
With my beloved "I Heart Adam Lambert More Than Ever" necklace. :))

It smells totally Adamazing!
I guess the only thing left on my wishlist is the watch I really want.
Work for it.

Freaking.

I am trying very hard to save money.
I save and save, save and save,
Somehow it disappears into nowhere.
Why?

I want my stuff.
My eau de toilette,
My watch....
And also the cards I really wanna own.

I wanna sell things.
But I don't know to who.
Maybe I should crash Sungei Wang someday and hope for some prey.

I bought a bracelet,
Leather bracelet from Country Hide.
It was nice,
And slightly "Glam-y" too.
Pure leather, RM18.

I wanted a leather wallet too though,
But it's kinda expensive.
Not that I care but it wasn't cool enough.
More like an old lad tryin'a look young.
Maybe I should try again.

I wanna get a little bit smaller,
So I can get my watch.
It's a deal between my mom and I,
If I lose 15kg,
She'll get me my dream watch.

Apart from that,
I can get "glam-er" clothes too.
I'll take the high way.
Over-the-top, all-glitter-and-glam way.
Yeah, that'll be it.

Selina !! Happiness is meant for you !! :))

I wanna cry !!
I have teary eyes now :')

Finally Selina found her happiness !!
Her boyfriend , Ah Tiong (XD),
Declared it during S.H.E 's concert in Taipei...
Ain't that a sweet move??

But Ah Tiong,
Seriously you gotta drop your smoking habit..
Selina's got a little sensitivity on with her nose..
You hafta take care'a her ya know??

阿中，我跟你说哦，
很认真地跟你说，
Selina你一定要好好守护，
她啊，心灵是很脆弱，很柔软的。
有半点伤害，绝对不会放过你的……
好歹我们也守护了个9，10年，
你要做得比我们好，至少也要跟我们一样好，知道吗？
Selina最渴望的是幸福，是美满的家庭，
就如她父母一般地美满，
千万别辜负她，千万别！

Sorry,
It's not like he would see it I just have to say it...
Just something on my mind..
I hope for the happiness of my beloved Selina Ren Jia Xuan !! :))

For some reason

I want an glittery orange sport shoes.
Not totally orange all-the-way,
But it has orange and it has glitter on it.
Better be glam.

Where can I find those? :\
Or gold will be nice :D
But WHERE CAN I FIND THOSE? again...

And weirdly,
Today I spotted a carpet and I'm oddly interested in it.
It's furry, black with red stripes.
Perfect color combination.

But whatever it is,
I WANT MY GLAM SHOES ,DAMMIT

Just some crap stuff.

It's exam week.
I mean, WEEKS.
Crap.

I have predicted that I will fail my History.
Oh, I AM QUITE SURE I WILL.

I really hope May ends quicker.
So that I can get my parfum by July :(
And to end the SPM as soon as possible **TREMBLES WITH FEAR**
Then go for the road trip with NSO-ians,
Lastly the NSO reunion Genting Trip! :D

Can't wait.
But I have to cause it's like half a year away.
Damn it.

And I'm also getting rid some of my cards.
If anybody wants to buy anything.
You can tell them to contact me.
You know how.

Of course, Yu-Gi-Oh! cards.

Top Of My Wishlist

I want :(

Dior Homme- Eau De Toilette (Saving hard !)

Tissot Sea Touch (Have been wanting this since forever)
And this particular one....
ALLURE OF DARKNESS (In Japanese of course...)



This card is probably the cheapest in everything that I want.
Hmmm.

I am speechless.

My blog is so dead recently.
I just have nothing to update on these days.
Ok, maybe about yesterday then.

Made lunch for my mom,
Burger with salad as side.
Dinner at T.G.I.Fridays to celebrate Mother's Day.
Brother's treat ;)
Overall it was great.
And this is really all I can comment on.

Well today was fine.
Had spaghetti made by EVE CHONG and it tasted like spaghetti.
A successful attempt.
I brought meatballs instead and it went like Spaghetti Bolognese.

Finally I can clear my debts.
RM125.
After all the trouble and shit I went through.
ANDREW, TAKE IT.

Oh,
And if I lose 15kg I can get my Tissot Sea Touch :DD

Nothings up.

Actually THERE IS SOMETHING.
It happened a few days ago but,
I STILL HAVE TO SAY IT AGAIN.

LET'S BOYCOTT SUSHI KING @LEISURE MALL

Well I'm not going to elaborate on the details, again.

Today I went to Leisure Mall,
NO, not for Sushi King.
For the Popular bookstore which has half of their store barricaded -.-

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZz
I'm just too bored to type anything.
oh, and I had Sakae Sushi today,
IT'S DEFINITELY BETTER THAN SUSHI KING

Bye.

Parents are total fuckers.

The fuck I wouldn't censor anything on this post.
I am absolutely furious right now.

I went for a job interview and I made it.
I went home late because it was raining and my mom got my dad to pick me at school.
I told them I wasn't at school but was at leisure mall instead for an interview.
Then they fucked me for not choosing to study but chose to work instead.

I told them, my work is only on Saturdays.
Then they started talking about how bad my results were and that I should study instead of working.
I told them how would a normal Saturday work affect my fucking results?
It's only ONE FUCKING DAY and they started talking about my results again.
Then they said that it's not necessary for me to have a job right now.
They said I should get a part-time job only after SPM.
I was like, SPM? It's ONE FUCKING YEAR AWAY FROM NOW.
And they said it's not like I needed money.
IF I DON'T NEED MONEY, WHY THE HELL AM I DOING THIS?
IT'S NOT LIKE YOU PEOPLE HAVE GIVEN ME ENOUGH TO SPEND.
THE FUCK YOU'VE GIVEN ME ENOUGH.

You all don't have to support me,
But at least don't come against me.
Can't you let me have my life?
It's not gonna cost you a fuck for me to work!

Fuck you parents. FUCK YOU.

SUCK

I can't study!!
I don't know why!
I just don't feel like it!
Everybody feels the same way, I KNOW IT

I really wanna study,
But I feel that there're some evil force trying to stop the books from coming near to me,
Cause they never fly towards me before!
And neither did I try to get near them -.-'

It was something that'll make you go "Ugh!"
I'm going for Starbucks again this Sunday,
THIS TIME I SWEAR I'LL STUDY

Chemistry, Physics and Biology.
Ok, bye bye.
I wanna watch Ghost Whisperer and Desperate housewives later.

UPSET

I hate my life
For now.

My physics got 39.
39 ONLY !
Fuck right?
I'm so sad.

Even my maths is higher than my physics.
I can go eat shit now.
Jump off a building
Cut off all my hair
Wear tudung to school -.-
Shave my nose
Whatever whatever whatever

Hmmm,
We still have 3 days before it's officially 3 weeks before the May exam.
Let's see what happens.

NSOians!!

After SPM Road Trip

We're driving on our own this time
And we're heading from Kuala Lumpur-Malacca-Singapore

For more information:
Click here

Raining

Rainy rainy days
It's raining again right now.

I'm bored,
But I can't play games now cause I'm having a terrible headache.
I wanted to play, though. :(

I'm hungry and I don't know what to eat.
I finished up all the buns.

And the Australian version of album is here already :D
Just waiting for the United States version then I can collect both of them together :)
Then I'll just have to wait for the Singaporean, United Kingdom to come,
And our very own Malaysian version to release here !! :DD
Of course the Flaunt Mag, The US and JP edition with Adam on it.

And up to this point,
The electricity just tripped on me.
4.08pm, 9-4-10,
Which is on Shanon's birthday !
Happy Birthday yea :)

Ugh, curse the lightning,
Or is it the thunder?

By the way,
I am now looking for a Creative Writing Guide,
And a new bag,
A cool headphone
A brass belt buckle (Anybody knows where to custom-make one?)
A new watch
Lastly a job :(

And I don't know why,
Recently I felt like studying.
Chemistry, to be precise.

On Sunday after my Additional Mathematics tuition,
I would walk or hitch a ride to Timed Square,
Hit the Starbucks in the Borders of Time Square,
Grab a cup of something and sit there the whole afternoon.

And fill up my in-betweens with some other non-relevant books,
So that my brain wouldn't explode with Chemistry bombs.
Care to join? :)

I feel like watching a movie too.
Toki~ X)
Or karaoke?
I miss that alot.

And you know what I miss alot too?
A great trip with only friends. :)
The first and last time was last year,
2-6-09, The Genting Trip.

The breakfast time was so heartwarming.
Can we have that again? :)
Maybe not soon,
SPM is around the corner,
Everybody's busy with their revision,
Even myself so,
Let's keep it in our pockets for now.

Ok,
Around 6.30pm,
There were two monkeys on my roof,
From somewhere I don't know.
And we fed them with a piece of bread :D

Ok,all this crapping is worsening my headache,
So I guess it means ciao~

Games. Final Fantasy XIII

Final Fantasy XIII !! Dream Game !! =D
Wild graphics and detailed characters !
I bought this game and nope,
I didn't regret !

Have been a Final Fantasy series' fan since I was young,
So far my favourite was Final Fantasy X.
I finished that game 4-5 times.
Second comes Final Fantasy IX,
Follows up with VIII.

Final Fantasy XIII hasn't been listed yet though.

My next target game is God Of War III
I wanna get this game for such a long time now,
Ever since they announced the making of this project.

Previously,
I had a great PS2 game, Grandia III,
Well, Grandia II sucked but I absolutely loved Grandia III.
I really hope for a release in PSP version,
A rumour has it that it's already in the making,
Or starting of the making,
Just a rumour though,
No news yet on this one, disappointed. :(
Or a Grandia IV for PS3 will be nice,
But still nothing on this either.

Another game that I am looking forward to is Kingdom Hearts:Birth By Sleep.
It's releasing soon in summer :D
I've always been a fan of Kingdom Hearts series,
Including this one.
Kingdom Hearts has always delivered great effort in making their games perfect.

Another game I've always wanted was Devil May Cry IV.
I loved the second episode and I've finished it, too.
Love this game, but God Of War III comes first.

And one more is Resident Evil IV. *Named Biohazard in Japan
Zombie-killing? Totally.
I played Resident Evil 2 (Leon/Claire) and I actually liked it!
I don't get to play Claire's disc on my PSP,
I still don't know why.

My brother wanted Demon's Soul so much *I wonder?
It's similar to God Of War,
But probably with a little twist here and there.

Oh, and recently I finished a game which is also similar to God Of War,
Dante's Inferno.
It's about a person named Dante going through hell (Not trouble, I mean, Hell)
To get his wife, Beatrice back from the underworld lords.
The hells are guarded by the lords of the 7 Great Sins (If you can recall,I can't)
This game was cool, a little more complicated that God Of War,
But I still prefer God Of War instead.
Die hard huh?

Ok, my share of opinions are over.
Enjoy ! :)

Hidden.

Smile,
Always remember to smile.
They say it's all in the mind,
It's psychology,
Or it's the heart?

Human's cover up their tracks,
They tie up their loose ends,
They hide the truth with lies,
And hide the lies with more lies.

We smile,
We try to hide things,
Even if we know it isn't the truth.
We keep it to ourselves,
Everyday goes on like normal,
It bottles up inside,
We explode.

The smile,
The cure to all griefs,
The key to every heart,
We open up ourselves to other people.

Sometimes we fail to appreciate,
Or even fail to remember to appreciate.
We fail to cherish, to be grateful of what we own.

The world's ain't so beautiful now.
It's a little pathetic to even know it.

Happy Birthday Hebe :)

30/03/2010

Hebe's Birthday :D
And what's better was I got my album today!
:))

Imagine I got the album on her birthday,
What a day to remember :DD
I've waited for so long and finally this day arrived :)

My day on the internet had been sad today,
In fact, pathetic.
But I'm all ok now :)

And I have some news to share,
I, Mezors, am the founder of...
The Malaysia Glamberts,
The Malaysia's unoffical fanclub for Adam Lambert! :))
Of course, in cooperation with my other partner (Outside circle of friends)

Click here to visit Malaysia Glamberts website

There have been some rough times,
But so far it's fine,
And I'm happy that I'm the one being a part of this :)

It's not really complete but yea,
I'm workin on it :)

Oh, follow us on Twitter ok?
@MYGlamberts

And me :D @mezors

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEBE !!!
You're forever a part of my heart :)
I love you baby ! :D

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Absolute random post. Glambert.

This is a random post.
DO NOT continue reading if you're not interested.
You're gonna bore yourself to death.
I have warned you.

Total attraction.**My Baby Adam**

It was sunny.It was heartwarming.
It was stunning.It was utterly unbelievable.
I didn't expect to be this blown away.
It was his smile that caught my heart.
Lit a fire in it, and kept it burning.

His eyes reminds me of the sky.
So blue, so... alluring.
I could stare into those eyes forever.
Odd, it felt kinda spacious.

His laughter is a drug.
I got addicted to it.
I want it, I need it.
It leaves a trace in my head,
Replays and replays
And I never did try to shake it off.

His figure.Tall and attractive.
With a broad chest with a big heart embedded underneath
A heart so big that it would be absurd to hurt it.
He deserves to be loved by more people in the world,
He deserves to be accepted by those who doesn't understand.
Sadly, they wouldn't understand.

A theatrical sense of fashion,
Always over-the-top and flamboyant on stage,
But still gentle and warm in person.

A vocal nobody can compete.
Voice range of a divine.
His voice can always bring out the emotions in a song,
Or even in a person, himself.

Yeap, that's Adam.
The Adam that we're always defensive and protective of.
He'll be fine with us backing him up.
Nobody, and I mean, nobody,
Can hurt him as long as we're around.

Yea, we.
The Glamberts

u sucker.

heck, my comp rebooted.
my uncle said he dunno why
i was like fuck!

u think i'm stupid
u go and meddle with my comp,
then my comp reboot
everything is gone.
i mean, if it's nothing important nevermind la

but my Adam pics!
no big deal right?
damn hard to find ok!
i went through 40 pages also cannot find back the same one!

and now i have to re-download everything
my files have to retype
my comp have to reconfigure
fucked up man

i know because u dunno how to use my comp
u tersalah click something and BOOOM
everything gone.

eh, i know the house comp monitor rosak la
u dont have to experiment on my comp what!
u said its the fucking virus make my comp rebooted itself
for safety purposes konon

eh hello, excuse me lah
i got a brain one ok,
a fully functional brain

yesterday my comp was in a very good condition
and my comp have anti virus software
if got virus u think i will dunno meh!
fuck you!

all u know is I DUNNO
I DUNNO I DUNNO I DUNNO
all u know is to rosakkan my beloved comp

i wanna scream!
and yes, i am angry
in fact
I AM FURIOUS

nevermind
i'm hungry

SUCK

yes, i've watched alice in wonderland
in 3D but i still think it SUCKS
imagine 2D will be worse !
(SHUT UP TOKI)

my mom actually slept in the cinema
and i saw many people leaving the cinema in the middle of the movie -.-
shows how suck it is

and today
i woke up EARLY IN THE MORNING
5.55 am
just to catch Adam's interview on Hitz.fm
But it started at precisely 7.08 am -.-

i hate hitz.fm !
it's like they put in so many songs in between the interview
the DJ's are sounding so impatient i wanna kill them
THEY SUCK BIG TIME

the whole thing lasted for 1 hour
but i think Adam actually spoke for only 15 minutes -.-!!
sad :(

i was standing in front of my friend's house for an hour
listening to that interview
i didn't knock the door
i didn't ring the bell
cause i'm afraid if i rang the bell
i have to go inside the house
then my phone'sradio reception will SUCK -.-
I really don't wanna miss a thing with Adam :)

and today
i earned RM50 selling some cards
i spent RM20 on food
and i won the competition ! XD
to prove that i didn't write the WINNER myself
i got Ah Sau to stand there as proof !ok, i know she looks freaky
because i took that picture in a rush ok !!
i was heading home :(

and i think i'm addicted to smileys after having a Twitter account -.-
:) :( X) X( XD XO -.- :D ;D

Scout Camp

Originally it has nothing to do with me...
But because of EVE !
That's why we went there and messed with them a little bit..

Andrew and I went "yumcha"-ing in the middle of the night !
Let's say...
Around 12am?
The road was empty with barking dogs scaring Andrew away. XD
We ate and "dabao"-ed teh ais,
And we can't sleep for the whole night !
We spent the night chatting and playing with EVE'S face,
As well as her legs, shoes, and bla bla bla...
And she can't sleep because of us X)

We played with the fire and pulled out a plant along with it's roots,
And burned it with the fire XDD

I kinda lose my sleepiness after playing with fire
So I didn't sleep, AT ALL
For like, 20 hours? Whoa man !

And the morning came,
I actually played poker again. (Like there's nothing better to do?)

Overall it was fun,
Skipped my tuition thanks to the mosquitoes flying around my ear when I was actually trying very hard to sleep !

Well, it's already the last year I'm in this school,
I bet there'll be alot of memories around,
Whether I know it or not.
So I wanna take this chance and tell my friends out there,

I appreciate you guys !

Ciao~

IT GOT THROUGH

MY IPMO GOT THROUGH!!!!!
I'M ACTUALLY GETTING MY JAPANESE VERSION OF "FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT" CD!!!!!

I'm thrilled !! X)
After 2 weeks of worrying and depressing,
It finally got through,
At one point in life,
I thought I would die if I wouldn't get that album.

Now another 2 weeks for the CD to come,
And I hope I don't have to worry that much again X(

And now S.H.E's new album 's releasing,
I can jump off a cliff now!
And I actually pre-ordered both the versions of their album.

Well, the point is the title, so, bye bye!

OH MY GOD. It's a book.

Oh my God,
I'm losing my voice for awhile.

I was recording a damn alarm and some ring tones for a friend of mine.
Mainly I was SCREAMING.

Why? Because I had to be loud enough for her to record it with her phone,
through the speakers.

And I'm a little broke for now,
As I just bought a book entitled "How STARBUCKS saved my life.".
RECOMMENDED, it's really interesting although I've just read 36 pages of it.

It's not the typical love story, it's not even a love story either.
The book is about a once a successful man losing everything,
And picking up the pieces of his life again.
Based on a true story, by the ways.

And I was originally attracted to the word "Starbucks" first, before I looked into the book.
Then I find it quite interesting.
I stood there in the bookstore for about 10-20 minutes reading this book.
My dad wouldn't let me buy it,
So I've decided to buy it myself.

WALAH dad! I bought it. X)
You should know I really like English.

And I think I'm boring people with this post,
Talking about an overview of a book I bought.
Using proper English.

With this little netbook I'm using,
It makes me feel....
Professional.

And now I really feel like going to Genting Highlands and grab a venti latte,
Sitting there with the cooling air playing with my netbook.
What a picture in my brain.

Ok, I think whoever that is reading this post must be dozing off by now,
So I think I'll just put a stop here.

Bye people!

S.H.E concert!

THE CONCERT WAS PERFECT !
THREE OF THEM ARE BEAUTIFUL~

I am so happy today!
i wore a glittery blue hat
And I actually got to record a video to S.H.E,
I wished Hebe happy birthday!
I hope they'll see it XD

And during the concert,
Lots of fireworks, FIRE, lots of guitar(on S.H.E),
many high moments,
rock, comedy and heartfelt performances
I nearly cried.

Irreplaceable gave Hebe a "jelly cake",
i got the picture,
but i'll update it next time.

And Ella actually wrote a song,
cool and hilarious,
Selina and Hebe each sang an English song,
And Hebe sang another Cantonese song.
It was great and vocally perfect.

The dance is nice,
very good in fact
so good I have to use proper English.

AND AND AND AND
Ella actually "peace"-ed me back when i "peace"-ed at her!
She brightened up my day, my night and every other day ahead of me !
XD

i couldn't say anything but perfect to describe the concert
My heart is full tonight!
Thanks to Irreplaceable and S.H.E for giving me such a great experience!

P/s:S.H.E's new album is coming out on the 26th of March 2010

Love them like nobody's business!

WUAHAHAHAH

S.H.E concert in 2 days ! X)

Adam's album !
Please come to me TT
THE STUPID IPMO
2 weeks to clear,
until now i still dunno clear adi onot
IF LUCKY , IT CLEARS,
it takes another 2 weeks to get the CD !
Stupid! say is express mail but not express at all
"2 weeks" in what dictionary is EXPRESS????

i need money lah!
my wishlist not so long,
but all very expensive TT

and gotta re-do oral TT
because we suck ! espescially when we brought our papers out
SUCK RIGHT
who call one team must 4-5people
waste time only, 2 people ma enough loh XD

haiz, lack of cash
they should print more cash
kill more cockroaches
eat more flowers
cut less trees

and i really LOVED the cheer performance on sportsday !
PIRATES, U ROCK! i mean u all rock

And my duty on that day was EXHAUSTING
i killed my legs and my left arm

ok bye bye

Wishlist 2010

REQUESTED BY TOKI

But actually I wanna do one too, seems fun XD
First of all,
I want a damn effin working wireless mouse !!!
Cause i got a new HPmini netbook XD

and i want a pair of headphones!
It's cool to have one and use it to listen Adam's songs XDDD
But still haven find design yet,
well u know i like cool stuff :DDD
Best if it's black, glam and glittery~
ok, i know i'm freaking people outwith my Adamobssessions. -.-

next i want some chains
makes me look cool
maybe i should go glam-rocker style ?
HAHAHAHAHA
maybe i will............. i think

then i wanna get some eyeliners and rings and spikes and jackets and belts and..
oh, all are Adam's favourite stuff

and i want a new watch TT
not that i dont like my current one,
i just fell in love with one tissot diver watch !
it's orange and black,
kinda cool !
last time i saw the price was RM2xxx D< !!
high and expensive taste of mine -.-
does anybody know where to find watches with spikes?
u know, like a thick wristband only with a watch
but not too over-the-top ones.... :D

and really want my CD to make it back to me from japan !! TT

Oh ya, and i really like sub clothes XD
(I WILL TRY MY BEST TO FIT IT THOSE THAT I REALLY LIKE TT)
!
BTW today i got eat STEAM FISH HEAD WITH ANDREW
BOTH OF US FINISHED 3 PLATES OF VEGE WHEN USUALLY WE ONLY ORDER ONE PLATE SIAO RIGHT? I KNOW XD and some other behind-the-scenes but best being unknown -.-

So i feel guilty and i wash my kitchen floor.
actually its because i accidently poured salt all over the floor -.-!!
and i think i kinda sterilized the floor in my kitchen
it's all because of the chicken lah !
ok, never mind, its over.

Well, that's my Wishlist 2010!
will increase longer in the future *i know -.-

Whataya Want From Me

A little late, but share :)

OH LALA OMG

Suddenly I'm at Melaka.
COOL RIGHT
So now I can miss out my Starbucks.

BUT BUT BUT
Today I can't believe I did this,
I logged onto my Twitter,
And usually I check the older tweets,
Then I saw something about my baby Adam's album,
A special edition 2-disc set is getting released in Japan,
So I kinda like FRRRREEEEEEEEAAAAAKKKKKKKEEEDDDDDDD OOOOOOUT
And I find and find and find and find,
Then I found.

I click and click and click,
CLICK CLICK CLICK
Then the next thing I realize was,
I kinda like...
Ordered the special edition album.
Guess..??
Guess.... guess....guess....
4000 Japanese yen.
WHICH IS.....
Is.... is.... is.......
Approx RM150.

In CASH.
I was like 0.O. cool
So now I;m kinda worried if I send 4000 yen cash to japan directly,
somebody is going to SONGLAP my money !!!
How ??? TT

I am sad.

I should be at Genting right now.
At least not at home.
Enjoying my starbucks or stuff like that,
But now it's all in shit.
Dammit

A-Level English Essay

I am looking for a A-Level Model Essay book.
Anybody recommend anything?
SPM level essays suck big time.

Am catching up on 4 books.
You will get bored just by knowing the title ( you, not me)

Will bring a book to Genting and also cards along with me.
And I don't wanna miss American Idol 8,
So TOKI,
i beg you,
please just lend me ur TV for 1 hour TT
If we really got overnight at ur house lah!
PLEASE

Currently listening to Adam's Take One album

If you wanna know what's in my bag...

I don't use a bag so I don't have a bag so there will be nothing in my bag

I'm bored,
Currently I'm looking for points for my Oral.
Something on Environment,
A kind of talk show,
Well, so-called talk show.

I "google"-ed everything possible,
But I still get stuff that I don't need.
Suck.

Oh yeah, this post is to entertain TOKI
ONLY TOKI
Are you entertained?

Speaking of that,
You remind me about Adam,
"I'm here for your entertainment~!" XD

I am looking for a job.
Part-time, best on Sundays only.
Any recommendations??

And YEAH I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO CHINESE NEW YEAR~~

Remember to remember

Remember to cherish and appreciate whatever you have
To be grateful and thankful for what you own
Because it's too late for you to regret after you've lost it.
And I mean, forever.

Next,
I can't wait for Chinese New Year ~!
I can't wait for the BBQ party..
And the Genting Trip!

Of course,
Adam's birthday is over :(

Super lame

I don't feel like going to school today so I didn't.
F the cockroach.
It came from the whole in my ceiling and landed RIGHT ON MY BED.
I hopped of the bed and tried to smack it with a useless book.
I missed and it went inside the hole under my bed.
And I can't sleep until 4am.
Best reason to skip school.

And today is Adam's birthday!
Happy Birthday Adam!
Love ya!

I waited for a bloody 2 weeks.

Sometimes I really hate 8tv for just cutting off American Idol 8 like that.
For that 3:33 minutes of Adam,
I have to wait for 2 weeks and I nearly can't make it.
Damn.

Just ignore what I'm about to type.

I spent RM1000 today.
Yes, RM1000