I got my Gaji

RM500 cash mode.

-Irresistible-

Lyrics by Mezors

Message: I love you, Adam !!! XD

Damn You turned me on Again
I'm infected with you
I can't get you off my head
Even if it's for one sec
It's victory
But yeah, it'll never be
Cause it's you I'm dealing with

But I'm fine with it that way I think
I'm willing to let myself get defeated by you
Which is only what I'm all into
Oddly I don't need anyone to save me
So please don't save me

Oh oh oh You're irresistible whoa whoa
You got me so oh oh Outta control oh oh oh oh
I think I'm losing my mind After looking into your eyes
Totally out of my mind Melted by your eyes yeah yeah oh oh
Oh Oh Oh So Irresistible whoa whoa
Way to clo-o-ose I'm outta contro-ol oh oh
I am blinded by the light that shines from your eyes
Totally out of my mind Melted by your eyes yeah yeah
You're too irresistible

Damn You made me felt hot again
I'm so obssessed with you
Will you just get off my head?
At least for one sec
Just one sec
Then it's victory
But yeah, it'll never be
It's you I'm try'na deal with

But I'm fine with it that way I think
I have let my guard down and got defeated by you
What is there to let me hold on to?
Oddly I don't need no sympathy
All I need is you to stick around a lil bit longer

Oh oh oh You're irresistible whoa whoa
You got me so oh oh Outta control oh oh oh oh
I think I'm losing my mind After looking into your eyes
Totally out of my mind Melted by your eyes yeah yeah oh oh
Oh Oh Oh So Irresistible whoa whoa
Way to clo-o-ose I'm outta contro-ol oh oh
I am blinded by the light that shines from your eyes
Totally out of my mind Melted by your eyes yeah yeah
You're too irresistible

Irresistible
You're irresistible
Irresistible
No no I'm outta control

I wanna scream my heart out
And I wanna scream it out loud
No Don't say anything just yet
I have a confession to make
Listen to what I have to say-ay-ay yeah

Oh oh oh You're irresistible whoa whoa
You got me so oh oh Outta control oh oh oh oh
I think I'm losing my mind After looking into your eyes
Totally out of my mind Melted by your eyes yeah yeah oh oh
Oh Oh Oh So Irresistible whoa whoa
Way to clo-o-ose I'm outta contro-ol oh oh
I am blinded by the light that shines from your eyes
Totally out of my mind Melted by your eyes yeah yeah
You're too irresistible

You turned me on again

-Copyright Reserved-

I wanna sing K

Who wan sing K?
Next year.............
February.................
When I got money.
HEHEHE

Deep Shit

I didnt take my school books.
i don't wanna get in trouble.
i am selling my ps2 for 300
I still need 400 bucks
maybe even double the amount
now my ass hurts.

toki, we should play basketball sometimes.

i wanna kill someone.
anybody knows where to buy a ring and have carving service?
help help help

hmmm
and i got my ticket booked for S.H.E's concert XD
ok i know you're not interested in my obsessions for S.H.E

february i am going up to genting for solo study and drink coffee.
anybody wanna follow?
i am going up only during holidays

and i wanna play games
i wanna pay ff8 and ff9
of course i masuk psp lah

although its gonna be spm year but we cannot die of stress
so must chill out sometimes
and shit i am gonna have chemistry personal tutor
i gonna become a freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeak!
and suddenly u see me in tanjung rambutan
dun come near me cause i might hurt u
DONT SAY I DIN WARN U

if in case i hurt u, i apologize in advance loh
and damn,
my kickboxing sessions expired
stupid celebrity fitness
U SUCK
COME AND SUE ME IF U WANT BUT I STILL SAY THIS

WARNING! THE FOLLOWING CONTENT CONTAINS FOUL LANGUAGES
Dear Celebrity Fitness,
U SUCK BIG TIME ! U MADE 5 TRAINERS JAU LOU AFTER THE MANAGEMENT CHANGED. AND U WANT THE TRAINERS TO TRAIN PEOPLE WEARING BAJU MELAYU, CHEONGSAM OR WHATEVER"S IN THE THEME OF THE WEEK. AND THEIR DAMN UNIFORM IS PURPLE, PEOPLE GO THERE WITH FULL ENERGY, HAVENT START TRAINING SEE UR UNIFORM ALSO WILL DIE. AND MY BOXING EXPIRE? HOW THE HELL MAN. I KNOW U WAN MAKE MONEY LAH BUT DUN SACRIFICE US, THE SMALL LITTLE INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO GIVE U MONEY TO USE.
FINALLY, U TOTALLY SUCK, SUCK, SUCK!!!

Sincerely from,
MEZORS

I will say KISS MY ASS to them
goodbye and go to hell celeb fitness

i think im too bored but never mind i have american idol later
ADAM~~~~

AND NO, DON"T CONDEMN HIM!
you're risking your life doing that.

understand?

So F-OFF ADAM HATERS!

My life is like a total piece of trash. For now.

I have a piece of advice...
DO NOT and NEVER work in a damn freaking hardware shop!
In Malay it's called "Kedai LOGAM"
Why?
You're gonna lose your fingers,
And your skin,
Your cheap jeans and cheap clothes,
And of course,
Life!

It's a total wreck!
I actually cut my finger opening up small little boxes!

Hmmm....
On the list I actually forgot about big buckle belts!
I'm gonna custom make one with the word "ADAM" on it...

And a necklace with the letter A...
Nah, too lame.
Maybe Adam Lambert?
Hahaha...

Some of you may think...
"OMFG! Mezors actually like Adam over S.H.E?????"
The answer is...
NO
Then why am I doing all this?
Cause "Adam" consists of 1 person,
While S.H.E consists of 3 people,
So it got me splitting my heart choosing which to put so,
I might as well take Adam...

Oh yeah,
S.H.E = Adam

Not S.H.E > Adam
or
S.H.E < Adam

Au revoir!

Now I'm gonna do some makeover.

Things I need:
1)Eyeliner -Me by Mezhgan XD
2)Black nail polish -LOL
3)4 Pierces in my right ear and 3 in my left
4)Dior Homme -I know, I just like it
5)Haircut
6)Chains and spikes
7)Less fats -.-
8)After less fats I'm going for SUB clothes!
9)Big black cool watch
10)Some cool rocker rings -XDXD!!!
11)Jackets

I know, put me into those and go O.O!!!

My life is full of surprises...

Why? I just said it.

Hot and my favourite Adam XD

This is nice and HOT ! Favourite :)

I got my job and I got my holidays

I wanna F*** those exams!
And the people who invented exams!
And PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT EXAMS

Shit shit shit!
Exams make people feel bad,
You fail, you feel bad,
You get A, your friend becomes sad and say u go and LAN-C them,
Then u feel bad.
See!!! EXAM SUCKS

But never mind!
Since it's gonna be over,
Then it's HOLIDAYS
Then finally I get my 2 week job,
And my money to buy OJAMA DECK ,RM480 weh!
And my freedom,
And my trips,
And next year SPM we're all gonna die.
Just stand in the middle of some stupid road and wait for a car to langgar you 9 9!
Make sure you die or u will die eventually,
Which is more stupid because when u wanna suicide you dont die,
But u become CACAT
Then people laugh at u say u si orang cacat bodoh, mau mati pun tak jadi,
tak berguna punya orang!
Pergi matilah!
Then u will think: U did try to pergi mati b4, cuma tak jadi,
Then suddenly u kick his ass then he mati in your place.
What am i talking about -.-

So,
I got a job, but not enough.
I need money money MONEY
we must be rich in the future so that we wont be so desperate like idiots crossing the road with a banana

S.H.E 08/11/09

I love it man!
We were so near....!!!
Very !!!
I got V.I.P entrance some more XD.
S.H.E come to promote the OSIM uKimono thing.
Also for the Signature Thing.
They were perfect ! Hebe~~~ XD

I got the signature XD. Poster also got, but didn't take pic.

Spot the "Selina" game.

We were once that close TT
The stage before it started.

There's supposed to be a video called "Can you find S.H.E?" But cannot upload -.-
Well, never mind.
I has a GREAT time !! XD.

I can't find it...!!

I wanna buy a bag =(
But I bought 2 S.H.E's comic instead -.-

I cut my hand today,
Trying to stop the onion from slipping away.
Got lots of blood,
But never mind !
It didn't break.

I ate Tako Tao,
And drank chrysanthemum tea,
I sat and waited for 10 minutes.
Then I rushed home.

Today is Yean Yin and Andrew's birthday,
So happy birthday to them.

Tomorrow is the day where S.H.E is coming,
At One Utama,
For uKimono massaging thing,
And for the book ,
It's gonna start at 5.45 pm,
But I'm reaching at 2pm.

I'm going Sungei Wang after school next tuesday.

That's all from me.
Thanks

Aki and Shin Chan sitting on a...

Bicycle
I found this at Times Square and these are the only left for the moment so I picked them -.-

*Yean Yin:Happy Birthday to you for tomorrow !!!!! XD*

Smiley

朋友依然是好的 =D

Sucks

Sucks Sucks Sucks !
I hate exams!

LOL

I'm examing within 2 weeks
I'm gonna die
And you're gonna die
And everybody's gonna die

I'm only 16 and I'm too young to die,
I cannot die now,
I must live longer so I will die older and cooler with my car
My cards,
My money,
My job..........

I'm broke now and I need a part time job.
Won't be desperate until December.
December comes and I'm desperate.
DESPERATE for MONEY

MONEY is a big problem
MONEY is the root of all evil,
But why so many people still love MONEY?
Because we are the root of evil,
You're evil,
And evil is stupid.
Which makes me stupid too.
Because of all the stupid-ness going around,
I will be stupid.
And at last I cannot exam.
And then I will blame you for making me stupid.

And I'm gonna say bye bye because i wanna find a job

Be OK.

"Things happen between you and your family."
Especially your parents.
This applies to everybody is the world.
In this world.

Parents say things when they're angry you know?
When they're mad.
And they say things that hurt you,
Or even raise their hands wanting to hit you.

But we know they won't.
Hopefully, sometimes.
But when they say things that hurt you,
It hurt them more.

Just listen and let it go out.
Don't keep it in the heart ok?
I hope you're better now.
Everything's gonna be fine after awhile.
I promise you that. =)

Today.

Nothing much to say.
Just that today,
I feel a little bit emo.

Yean Yin and I were talking about our families.
Relatives, to be precise.
Well, she told me about her grandma, grandpa, all the siblings in both parent's family,
Then I told her about mine, too.

She was talking about her aunt,
Then I thought of mine.
I told her about my aunt,
And I can't believe that I actually felt like crying.
I thought it would be OK for me to talk about things like that,
Until, I could feel something coming from my eyes.
Tears I guess.
I was holding back,
So I stopped before it really comes down.

Hmmm,
I wonder.

Rendang and Ketupat. Spaghetti?

Yesterday was off the HOOK !!!
Well, nothing much to say.
We just ate, sang ALOT and ate and sang again.
Rendang, Ketupat, Kuah Kacang and Spaghetti.
That's the nice ones.

If you say so

Things are really getting out of hand.
Hmm, if you say so I guess.

p/s: i made this post on my PSP :P

































-i gave in, but it doesn't make me the sucker-

If you say so

Things are really getting out of hand.
Hmm, if you say so I guess.

p/s: i made this post on my PSP :P

































-i gave in, but it doesn't make me the sucker-

If you say so

Things are really getting out of hand.
Hmm, if you say so I guess.

p/s: i made this post on my PSP :P

































-i gave in, but it doesn't make me the sucker-

I need a job.

I need a job.
Those that you can have money.
Cash.

So long man!

No..
Not the "goodbye" so-long,
I was talking about the time

I didn't update for years
I think.

Man,
Been bored these days,
Dull and plain,
Nothing to write on except for the places I'm going this year -.-

Wow!!
I'm a busy person -.-

Firstly,
I'm going to Cameron Highlands !
Then Port Dickson !
Then Bukit Tinggi !!
Maybe Taiwan too XDDD

Haiz,
But all of those needs $$$ (Cash, baby. Cash.)
I'm only paying for the Bukit Tinggi one wat ... =D
Hmmm...
I guess that is my update.
The only update I have?

There are many things I wanna try recently
I wanna eat Chilis at KLCC (Must at KLCC that one)
I wanna eat the clam/mussel at Italiannies
I wanna make full course meal for my mom
I wanna take some foreign language courses
I wanna fight !!
I wanna learn wushu
I wanna do some photographing on nature
I wanna make a scrapbook like a kid
I wanna do some acting
I wanna decide what I want for and in my future
I wanna.....

Hmmm...
I would like to know your "I-wanna"s

P/S:Have you seen any gay guys with very nice body before? XD

Want some money?

Visit NSO blog then you'll know
Nothing to write lately
Maybe I'll update some other time
When I'm not dead,
yet.

Non-School Organization

I am proud of myself today

Lol,
I nearly broke it today

Ok,
Puduraya sucks,
U49 sucks.

If you're going to puduraya
Remeber to take from the opposite of Jj
Or you will regret -.-

Sunway Teddy Bear A&W KTM LRT Poem

Long title
Because very long day
Damn freaking tired !!!

I shall start with the "Teddy Bear Factory"
We're going with our school scouts (Cochrane scouts)
We thought like :"Whoa!!! Factory !!! Big.....!!"
Then we reach Sunway Pyramid
We walk walk walk
Reach some high floor
We enter a Teddy Bear Store
And it's a factory ????

Lol, Oklah
It's a Teddy Bear Making Place
But factory? Nah.

Ok Skip with the introduction
Mainly we made a Teddy Bear Plushie
Actually we just make for fun
Then suddenly Toki or whoever suggested to gift it to me as a present
Belated birthday present of course
My head, it cost RM70 -.-
So expensive !!! But I gave RM3 to reduce my guilt -.-

The name's Aamss... (E-mm-ss)
Birth Cert
Wishes that you cannot see clearly -.-

Isn't that nice ? =DD
The name Aamms comes from
Aki, Ang Shierli, Mezors, Shanon, Sook Wei
Lol, it's not a cheap name ok -.-

Then after that
I changed then we went to eat
Shanon and Lili bought Kebabs
Then Toki and I went to A&W
The food is as all knows -.-

Then the scouts, Toki and Lili went skating -.-
Some went bowling
Then Shanon and I walked the whole Sunway
We thought of going to RedBox
The karaoke room.................................
But the person won't let Shanon in because of her wearing Koko Shirt -.-
Useless regulation during a holiday !

Then we walked the whole supermarket
Then we sit her sit there
At last we plan to go check on the skating scouts
We waited for 2 hours -.-!!!
Then me, Jih Dar, Chee Shen and Shanon
Went to the lift and played with it
Total we went up and down 14 times -.-
Scouts!!!!
See how long you all skate -.-

Then we got on our way home
What a disaster man -.-
We chased a mini bus only to find out that it's going to the place we come from -.-
It started to rain !!
Then we reach Komuter, bought tickets and waited for 25 minutes
Then we changed station
We missed the second train by SECONDS
Waited another 30 minutes
Reached LRT, I missed it by SECONDS AGAIN
Then I waited
Then I walked home TT
It was still drizzling...

--------------------------
I got down the station
With my steps very careful
It was sand with water everywhere
The sky had turned dark since who-knows-when

I took step by step
Frettin' my shoes dirty
It was a gift from a somebody that raised me since I was a nobody

I walked under the street lights
It lengthened my shadow
Looking like it is going to consume me
I still walk with my nerves on the edge

I walked passed the shadows of the leaves
It took my breath away
But it seems to shatter my faith
And my long gone partner, Brave

The road is still long
Still very wet
The rain hasn't stop
But I
I walked many steps

Then I see
A familiar place
The place where I felt secure
The place that I'm walking towards to all along
The place
I call home.
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Ah Sau Birthday...?

Ok, yesterday was Ah Sau's birthday
Happy Belated Birthday (Although I was there)

Ok, many old friends came,
I mean went,

Azah...!!!
Came too
I miss her man XD
**Yes yes, I know... You will say that you're loved -.-**

But please lah man!
Don't scold me lah.... -.-
I am actually scared of you -.-!!!
She made me drank 2 half boiled eggs

So we had a party with some unknown people
Well, just me I think

Mainly we went karaoke =DD
I love it man XD
I sang like there's no tomorrow !!!!
We sang for like 6 hours =DD

But my voice is gone into the girls' voices
There are so loud -.-
And my voice is low so cannot hear my voice when they sing ( I mean scream)
But NEVERMIND !!!
Because after everybody when behind to the snooker room
I am still singing,
So I am singing solo and could hear my voice clearly XD
I like it man !!!

But all we eat is one piece of cake as all of us are busy doing our own things -.-

Yes that's it
Bye

Come along with me?

Ok ok ok,
This is a damn SHORT post.
I wanna go and survey the bus ticket prices
At puduraya

Anybody wanna follow me??
Pick one day off and go look around that place
I think its best after Puasa month -.-
Cause walking too much makes me thirsty
And maybe
A little bit hungry
Hehe

Puduraya,
Remember!
It's tickets to Cameron!

Today

Nothing but a boring day
Went to school to go to the
"Pertandingan Akhir Pidato Kemerdekaan"
Sounds very "secondary-school"-ish right?
It's for university -.-

Well the guy we predicted would win had won
Sounds complicated

Ok after that
Stupid things happen so we shall skip
Then I have to rush to training after tution
I skipped Chemistry -.-
Cause Joe's not going, LOL !

I did what I did before,
I took LRT to Bdr. Tasik Selatan
Then took Komuter
Then I arrived,
Then the donating thing come again -.-
Using the same technique
Which they think I don't know ! -.-

I had Subway today
I'm bored of even talking about it
Goodbye.
Remember to go to Non-School Organization for updates

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Make sure you leave a message on the concerning problem,
Or vote at the poll.
Thanks.

Or contact Mezors directly through phone.
**You know my number**

-Mezors

KLCC?

It was s sudden decision,
Not exactly that sudden,
I went Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre with Toki.

The whole purpose was just to grab our Burger King's
**Too far huh?**
Then after we finished eating,
She complains that she is still hungry,
I mean, not full enough.

So we walked around,
And she aimed the Auntie Anne's Pretzels...
She dunno how to order and she ordered me to ORDER?

She just wanted a plain original one,
Her point was the CARAMEL DIP.

Well, after some walking I felt a little bit hungry,
So I decided I want something,
Something,
Which I cannot decide until I've picked Ice-Cream
**Sorry Toki =(**

Sorry I didn't post the picture,
I can't find it although the phone says it's in the gallery.
New Zealand Natural Ice Cream
97% Fat-Free and 99% Fat-Free for Sorbets

Mine was Walnut Butterscotch
A perfect one! =D
Creamy and milky enough
Sweet at the spot and melt slowly in your mouth
**Drools**

Well, I guess that's all about KLCC
We just finished exploring one side of the whole building, vertically.

Then we went to Jusco by bus,
Then I took a taxi home.
I didn't wait for Toki to leave first,
I'm so so sorry !!!
I'm tired.
Dead tired.

Akiloh? Okilah?

Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?
Akilah? Okilah?

Fire in the house?

Whoa man
Today exam
About what then don't care lah -.-

There during the last exam
Which we all actually raced who finished first
Mine was 10 minutes
Then we saw fire

In the apartment a couple of kilometres from my school
First thing we saw is SMOKE
Then smoke....smoke....smoke

My class very sui one ! -.-
People fire over there we go and make fun of them
Say the people inside are smoking,
Barbecuing,
Roasting chicken, I mean, Chickens
Then say they sauna
Say this say they
But all is just plain crap
Then exam become the last day of exam

After a while,
Finally we saw something interesting
FIRE....

Then we go and sui again
Say the people drop down,
Jump down,
Fly down,
Then spliak!

Become meat juice,
Minced meat,
Whatever crushed meat you can think of

Wah wah wah....!!
Then the firefighters came
They go up with some machine (a crane I think...?)
Then they started spraying water
Big water, small water....................... -.-

Ok,
End of the fire,
It didn't extinguish when we were leaving the classroom.

Then I ended up following Shanon's car to Jusco's front bus stop
With Toki
Then we stood there waiting for her bus
For a long long long time
It finally....!
Didn't show up either

But she insisted on waiting
But I'm hungry and I really wanna eat KFC
Then we argued
Argued
Then she came with me
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.....!!
Then after I finished eating
She bought her cookies
Then left for her bus stop
Toki, actually I didn't buy the cookies
I spent them on cards instead, sorry! ><>

Well, then I went to Martin for tuition
After that I came home,
Waited for my Physics tutor to show up
Of course we revised Physics
Then stupid conversations
That's the ending
I know I know
Boring right?
I don't think so -.-

I'm not so sick

I recovered from sickness
Not fully I think
Still coughing here and there
Sniffing here and there

Now is the flu season
Everybody take care of themselves!
Drink more water
Less outing -.-
But who cares?

We still go out and have fun
Maybe we think that we wanna have fun before we die
Maybe not

I was sick for like,
2 weeks or so?
That's like a long time.

Fever, body pain, cough, common cold,
Whatever you can think of.

That's why I didn't update for so long
**So long just to explain why **

I'm bored
I'm hungry

BUT
I'm happy to say that
I got the BOOK !!!
What?
You don't know what book?
It's 愛的3溫暖 ! (Ai de 3 wen nuan)
S.H.E 's new book !
I finished it for like...
2 hours?
And its thiiiiiiiiiiiiis thick.
Yes, the "thiiiiiiiiiiiiis" is the actual thickness
And it's full of traditional Chinese words that fortunately I have ideas of
I plan to read it again

Exam is next week!
And I'm dead.
But never mind
I guess I can just study harder
As if I will.

Two sick, Too sick.

Oh my...
Andrew and Yean Yin didn't come to school today
Both sick already
Left me alone... TT

I was sick too...
Bored sick !

Nothing to do today,
All I do is feeling the urge to sleep,
My eyes can't really open unless I have someone to "kacau"
And unfortunately,
The Scouts people are busy studying for their so-called "exam",
So I don't have anybody to "kacau" except Hng Lih,
LOL

Then nothing else to do...
Except the class, including me is super noisy during BM period,
**Maklumlah, school is gonna be over.**
So we are close to ruining the class,
And our topic for today's karangan is
"Anak Cemerlang"
So we started discussing with teacher and it was all a mess
Tiong Hean started crapping,
And Joe singing behind me,
Sonia talking crap,
And me louding everywhere.

Man,
I'm damn tired today
I went home before leaving for Mr. Matthew's class
So I have to walk to LRT then take it to Pudu station,
I forgot my mom's on outstation,
So I don't know who's gonna fetch me home,
So I called eveyone I could possibly find help from,
No one answered,
Except for Dad,

He couldn't send me home either -.-
So I took LRT back home and walked back,too

zZz...!
Tiring...
I feel like I'm gonna die right now.

And my 300:March To Glory
I can't get past that level !!
I'm feeling smooookeeeyyy hereeeeee.....

Hari Keusahawanan

Late lah,

I know.

But got pics what -.-

Special =D

Our stall
Mr Razak fatt hao pose
Stall full view
we sell drinks.....Buy and WIN !

Walking around...

Adrian promoting his game with big smile

Full size of the advertisement

But i didn't go -.-

RARE PIC!!! he blocked his face but im faster

**Grab while you can**

Stupid yean yin use my phone so i mm song

Hng lih as back ground

Mainly thats all lah -.-

I know......

not too much mah right....
sorry loh

Today go school like go holiday -.-

Nothing to do,

just walk around, chat,

then go music room do some project by BP "energy" company

my team sucked

blame the topic !

not us lah ok.... -.-

And thanks Yean Yin for giving me this =D

Guitar accesory

I think its nice

if its clear enough u can actually see the details

Lastly....... ME !!!! In horizontal form so you cannot see properly

Confident Day

Why?
Cause I'm singing all day long -.-
Not exactly schooling today,
Everybody is just so excited about tomorrow.

Hari Keusahawanan !!!
Even me too =D

I am gonna work full time (almost ) tomorrow...

Wait, it's today's post.

Lol,
Today we are so busy doing things until most of us aren't down to canteen during recess !!
But we end up saying we're hungry -.
good thing I brought my sandwich -.-

Then we discussed,
Then andrew had drawn some stuff,
For our class stall,
wanna see???
Come lah tomorrow =DDD
SMK Cochrane
big enough?
hehehehehehehehe

Then got concert also !
the "zhap ye" concert,
was supposed to be chee shen's but I,
as, Chi sin, the replacement of popstar chee shen,
was been sent out.

hahahah!
we sang twinkle twinkle little star -.-
baa baa black shhep,
and
"yi ju hua" for joe -.-

then we're getting insane in the class until somebody shouted "teacher!!!!"
then we all scramble away...............-.-
ahahahhaah!!
stupid right?
but today is fun though.

I ate KFC today,
as usual i had my rice and cheesy wedges shared with my other 2 friends...
Toki and shierli....

zZz....!!!
I'm so tired today ...
I feel like sleeping -.-

One more thing...
Qistina can't come back TT
super TT!!!

Stupid Andrew... -.-

Lol,
Like the title,
Andrew is stupid.

He skipped school for 3 days in a row,
because he went Singapore for a vacation.

Thanks to him,
i know I'm not going to go there.

I was so bored when he's not around,
But at last he came for Matthew's tuition.
Guess what?
He gave a present =D
But the present ah.......
Haiyah....
If you see you will -.- !!!!

I tell you what is it lah...
It's 2 mini packets of m&m chocolate,
And around 9 or 10 hershey's chocolates in a mini starbucks plastic cup he brought back from singapore just to put the chocolates -.-

Stupid right?
Lol,
I was nearly late today And the stupid taxi driver purposely turn here turn there,
waste my money only !!!
ZZZ !!!

20-07-2009

Happy Birthday~~

To me lah -.-

Today very very very busy lah....!
After school have to rush home then to MidValley ... -.-
Speaking of MidValley,
I hate KTM Komuter ....

I go home loh,
Then walk go LRT loh,
Then I sit LRT go Bandar Tasik Selatan,
Wanna change station then take KTM Komuter,
So I buy ticket,
Then I sit there and wait,
And wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait,
AND WAIT...................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But still haven't come -.-
I wait for about 30 minutes only come,
So I got in,
Then I reach ( So fast man -.-)

Then I walk out the bridge loh....
Then got one "so-called" charity-loving person.
She tipu me ..... -.- !!!
First she call me to call her if got any recyclable clothes or any old stuff,
Okloh nevermind,
it's free what,

Next,
She cal me to write the name,
(Maybe she think I'm stupid..........)
But I saw the "30"at the back,
So i figured she want me to kena tipu,
Then must pay,
STUPID RIGHT ???

So I say,
"Wah, sure donate money one" (Cantonese lah)
She say,
"Nolah, is support...."
(SHIT MAN)
So bla bla bla happened (Very lo-so)
Then at last I end up paying RM10 for something that can be bought for RM0.50.
Bodoh lah me -.-

Mainly,
I ate Boon cafe today (Not the cafe i eat lah ) @@@@@@????
I wanna pay,
Somebody took over .
ZZZ....!!!
So i just payed RM 1.00 for something that costs about RM 10.00 +++
Wuahahahahahahahaha....

Bye bye.
Thanks for the wishes to whoever that wished me =D

Somebody kill me... TT

There is a big problem with me..
Should I actually get a new guitar??
=C

But I want it,
Then I don't know for what..
Maybe to not hurt my fingers so bad?
I don't know.
Hmmm.

But what could I get other than Guitar?
Music instrument I mean.
I have a keyboard,
And a guitar.
Headache!!!!

And today...
I really wanna thank Toki,
she saved my life,
She fed me Chicken Rice..
Hehehehehe,
The Chicken Rice Shop one...
Can't believe that is the first time I go to TS's Chicken Rice Shop -.-

Very expensive lah!
But can eat lah,
And I ate more than I'm ordering for..
Right, Toki????

And she can't find her Yukata -.-

Eh..
People...
Download and install skype lah..
Get a webcam and mic,
add me,
then play Bingo or The Hanged Man with me TT
I'm addicted lah -.-

Wait wait WAIIITTT!!!

But,
I think I want a classical guitar,
but not,
but i want it,
but not...??


zZz..!!

I don't know lah!
Help me TT.
And I'm having Manhattan's Fish Market for dinner on Sunday =D
As usual I'm gonna order my herb fish..
Forgot the original name -.-
Garlic Butter Mussels??? ( D

What should I get ?????????????????????

50...?

Lol,
After all these while,
It's my 50th post.

I didn't think I'd be blogging for so long lah.
You know one lah,
My life so boring,
All of my stories are mostly "SHOUTED" out by Toki,
-.- !!!

Hmmm,
For this post,
I'm just gonna talk like a normal day,

I wanna be loud today,
So I'm gonna tell you......
Next Monday is my birthday....! XD
Which is 20th of July 1993.

It's been so long since I made my birthday so clear -.-
Usually I'm forgotten.... -.-!!

So I'm getting a new guitar from my Dad, (I know I kept repeating it -.-)
And I got chocolates from my Mom (Which is weird...)
And I'm getting myself S.H.E's latest book =DDDD!!!
[[愛的3溫暖]]
I'm very happy and excited about it !!! =D

Hmmm,
I heard Leehom's gonna release his new album,
I don't know, but he's got a new song,
[[畅爽開懷]], quite nice actually,
With some pickup music and slow raps,
Highs and Lows,
Great song, I recommend it =D

I am broke today -.-
Good thing my Dad's available,
Or I'll really walk to Martin -.-

Recently I'm interested in the game, BINGO
Anybody's interested?
It's everybody's childhood game I believe -.-
But now it's still mine =D
My record is until 49 numbers -.-

so the the word is B I N G O O O,
7 letters,
Not bad right???

I know this is weird but,
That's all.

New Guitar... Another story...

Lol, First of all,
I'm getting a new guitar.
If you wanna know more it's a Classical Guitar,
And I have trouble with my Acoustic guitar,
The strings kept snapping !!! -.-

Next,
Last Saturday was Campfire Day,
The Cochrane Owl Scouts' big day,
I was invited to be in one of their sketches =D.
But something screwed up and it didn't go on like how the rehearsals did. -.-
At least we managed to get some applause and laughters right????
RIGHT??????????

Ok,
main point,
I got throat problem TT
Because of me trying to hard to make the crowd dance after the Form 4 sketch (Which i'm in)
Then I remember shouting
"ROCK THE PARTTTYYY!!!!!"
now my voice is like a broken, "oil"-less car that the engine cannot start properly -.-

And I remember some people sing Leehom's "Kiss Goodbye" until like shit -.-
cannot high, flat some more, forget lyrics -.-
The worse performance you can listen from some typical school scout guys -.-
But not the MC ok !!!
Someone else after the MC pass the mic..
hehehehehehe

BUT!
At least the person got courage to get out and show his voice TT
The courage which i don't have so
Congratulations! And celebrations...
It's a song lah stupid -.-

Get that off !!!

You think you're good?
You think you can keep that away from me huh?
You think that everything's a secret so I wouldn't know?

You're damn wrong man!

You said so many things,
And I know everything...

You said I'm immature,
You said I'm playfuil,
You said I'm THE CAUSE OF HIS TROUBLE???
You're so so so so so so wrong!

You're gonna see what's in me man.
I'm gonna prove it to YOU!
Wait and see,
You'll be blown away!

Fish Head, Baskin Robbins.

Bored,
Had Fish Head today,
And it's damn cheap ! -.-

Like,
1 fish head
1 vege,
1 tofu,
3 plain ice tea,
5 rice, (3 add on)

only...............
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RM28!!!!!!

So damn cheap man -.-

so i had baskin robbin,
RM7.80 for one scoop of "Pralines 'N' Cream"
Too sweet today,
I ate that at Genting while they're waiting to line up for the solero shot(Space Shot).

I regret buying it -.-

And I go English tuition today,
learn something about global warming and stuff,
singapore is gonna drown
and gone in 200 years time,
i was like,
Shoot!!!
Cannot faster meh -.-

Then japan is gonna be gone also,
then i say
Shoot!!! again,
good thing is 200 years later
hehehehehe

then say about ice rain,
ice falling from the sky,
not bad -.-
but too less at malaysia,
not impossible,
used to be impossible -.-

so good luck dont die in the middle of the road,
you're gonna kill other people also -.-

so stay beside the road,
at least when u kena the ice,
u die beside and didnt cause car accident for others.
good luck

A Big Apologize...

Lol,
I'm supposed to post this yesterday,
But my uncle is ruling the comp,
So,
I'll do it now.
--------------------
Dear Toki,
I feel so sorry,
And guilty too.
You always send me back and I left you walking back alone.
A big >.< for me.
I promise next time I'll give you a ride home ok?
But I think it'll end up being you sending safely back again.
I'll treat to something one day...
Sorry! >.< again.

Your's truly,
Dummy.
--------------------
So,
wanna have breakfast ?
I'm attracted to the times breakfast...
Hehe.

By the way,
My guitar grade is raised ! Yay! XD

**Having fish head lunch tomorrow =D**

Never thought...

I can't believe that I cried today.
Right in front of the comp,
Where I'm still typing Good News post for NSO.
What a contrast...!

I'm crying,
Yet I'm sending out good news to people.

Over the same thing,
I think I'm gonna get over it,
Then start saving to get to my Boxing class.

You stupid people out there who thinks Boxing are way too rough for girls,
Think again!
I'm not a weak one, not the weakest one.

Yes,I'm referring to someone,
And yes, I'm referring to my Dad,
He just doesn't understands it,
I'm gonna show him,
I don't care how or what he thinks,
I'm gonna take up Boxing for sure,
Wait and see Dad,
Wait and see.

I'm gonna prove that you're wrong,
And stupid to think of that!
I'm furious, I'm in a rage!
I'm on fire and I'm angry, dissapointed, and full of hatred over you!
You're goin down man!

Unpredictable..

Life,
Is freaking unpredictable.

Turn one round,
You're stabbed at your back,
Killed by your own friend,
You fall and die silently,
Without anybody knowing.

Or I say,
Somebody else just goes away,
Was it today?
I heard Micheal Jackson's gone.
To somewhere so far,
I didn't know where.
I wouldn't even have the courage to know where.

Maybe tomorrow will be anybody's turn,
Mine, yours, his, hers, theirs, or ours.

I pray it wouldn't be mine.
Or anybody else's around me.
Time, time, time.
We don't have much of those left.
But how much would we cherish the only time left given to us?

We will never know what is going to happen tomorrow,
The day after, or 10 years, 20 years after today.

Sounding artistic huh?
Yeah,
So I'm trying to grab hold of time,
Trying to have a good look of the world,
Maybe that is why I started to love traveling
Looking for the good things in life,
And just leave the bitter ones behind.

I'm letting go of grudges,
Or maybe I've done it.

I'll try striving for what I really want,
With everything I've got.

Maybe.
Just a maybe.

Why can't I...?

Have you felt that way,
When you wanna learn something,
I mean "finally" you wanna learn something,
Then you just can't ?

Maybe you will see it as a small matter,
But actually I found my other passion,
Besides singing.

Boxing.

In may sound fierce,
Or rough,
But actually it's good for the whole body,
And since I-Don't-Know-When,
I really like it,
I'm really into it you know.

Imagine you really like flying,
At last you've found a flying academy where the people are good and you really wanna learn from them,
Then BOOM!
You've been declined.
Talking about the price of the fees,
Or any sort that are similar.

Just the same.

I really like boxing.
Although today is just the first day,
Or maybe officially the last day,
I can feel that I wanna master it.
I feel great using all the energy up.
You feel weak after that,
Then stronger you'd be after.

Isn't that great for someone like me,
Who doesn't even like moving around with feet except traveling,
Who doesn't like things like "senamrobik",
Who doesn't really care about sports,
Actually like boxing.

I was so depressed and rejected after I got a "no" from my mother.
I still am.
I really wanna...
Well...

Sometimes I just don't understand.
I didn't ask to be a member of California Fitness,
Then you gave it to me,
Now I just wanna learn Boxing,
Yes, it may cost a number,
But,
At least I wanted it.
I can be dedicated to it.
I know and I'm sure I can.

Too bad my she didn't know.
She didn't even wanna try to know.

Maybe I should stop now.

Not the right time, but...

I guess I'm really bored right now...
Hmm...?
You know,
People like me think of things that are unnecessary
I think of the past, the future, the present...
And stuff like that, stuff that people don't often think about.

I used to think that,
Sometimes,
When you have to speak about something,
You have to be extremely careful,
Extremely extremely careful.

You can't just start splashing your mind out,
You can't just say what you think of.
Although it's just an honest opinion or an honest thought.

They get what you are saying,
But they kind of like, put it in a wrong way,
And things come up at the wrong time.

Is it wrong to be honest about what you think?
Is it actually wrong to let others know what you think...?
Sometimes, it is when you say it to the wrong people.
But still,
At least I'm honest to myself.

Hmm..?
There's still someone in my head?
Yes, there is someone "still" in my head.
Never thought it would turn out this way.
But it did.
Not unfortunately or fortunately,
It just...
Happened.

I guess that's the way it should be.
It's the furthest we can get.
But I think I'm happy with it.
Definitely it's better than not even knowing about each other,
Right?
Yeah, right. Totally.

Cheers! =)

Oh my...

Geek..

I skipped school again today.

All just to avoid the senamrobik thingy...

Man, I actually have to do girlie stuff....

Well, not to say I must do things manly but...

Its way to girlie and disgusting...-.-

I'm bored in my own house.

Well, good thing!

At least I'm going to Matthew's tuition later...

I could have fun speaking English and making fun of him -.-

Then Dad's bringing me out to dinner =D

But..

just simple lah -.-

not say DINNER then

WHOA!

Steak !

Lobster!

Lamb Shank!

Its maybe..

Madam Lim?

Or even KFC -.-

Haiz.

I'm too bored to think of anything.

And I've finished watching

ZETTAI KARESHI!!!!! (Absolute Boyfriend)

Lengzai!!! XDXD

Hayami Mokomichi

I really like him...

Hehehehe...

Whoa...

Now I like S.H.E, Leehom, Adam Lambert, And him!

Hahahahaha

But I love S.H.E

What am I crapping about -.-

School...?

Nope, I didn't go to school today.
I was so tired,
And a little sick.

Nah, just bored,
updated NSO blog awhile before,

By the ways,
Toki,
Your RM22 I'll return it right away whenever I see you.
And Yean Yin's RM2 too, -.-

Man,
I really hope time goes by faster,
Can't wait for my seafood.
Hahahahaha!!!

I plan to get some fresh fish,
What is it called again?
The stingray, yeah.. Ikan Pari in Malay...

Then I'll make either plain bake with lime,
Or tomyam, curry, or citrus bake!
Hahaha,
not bad, i'm creative in food!

But I want rice TT
But I can't just make them -.-

Oh my,
I'm hungry!

Go to NSO blog please.

NSO people.
Something's up.
Go there and vote for where to go this year end.
And also,
Give suggestions about the Buffet Day too.
Thanks.

Click here.

NSO Melaka Trip

Attention NSO people!

Year end organizing trip to Melaka
Of course,
we're on our own,
or you people prefer taking tour?

Cause if we're free scheduled,
we can have a free place to settle (Most probably),
we pick where we go,
we don't have to rush time,
or walk with strangers.

But if we take tour,
We have to pay for everything,
But transport and food is taken care of,
Of course, we'll have a place to stay too,
and we know where we're gonna go.

But the thing is,
after all the research I've done,
there's nowhere to go in Melaka...
-.-,
So maybe we could go somewhere else?

Goo Goo Go go?

Goo goo go go...
Go go gaa gaa gaa...
Gaa gaa goo goo goo...

What?
Dunno...
Just getting bored at this hour
No programs on TV

Well
Today Toki and I went eating after school
We went Mamak
Then to Carrefour
Then to Starbucks
She ordered Caramel Macchiato
She drank and drank....
Drank and drank....
Until I can't take it anymore and...
Sorry Toki!
No, I didn't drink hers
I asked her to buy it for me.
Lazy to walk

Then we had a chat.
But the chat lasted as long as many chats
Many past and histories are brought up....
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Let past be past and only past OK?

I've noticed...
I've changed all these while..
Really, I have.

But personally I think it's a good thing

And, Oh my
I was so sick at school today
What I mean sick is
I'm really SICK
It's like my intestines are roller-coasting
Then you feel like removing everything

NSO:
Melaka at end of the year?
I heard bus fees only RM12! -.-
About the settling, maybe I can persuade my grandma to have a stay at her house?
About where to go, we'll consider about it later when we're gathered -.-
Thanks

Result matters

I went to school
Then to tuition
Then on the way back to tuition
Then home

In the car
I got some scolding from my mother
For like 20 minutes
Way back home

Said she sacrifice
Sacrifice everything
For me
Want I want
She gave me
What I asked for
She gave me
Said she gave me her time
Her money
Her effort to make my happy
But I didn't do the same

I know I didn't
But still
I'm trying to try

I'm sad
I'm down
I'm depressed
Maybe just a little depressed

She said I only know how to play games
How to chat with friends online
How to play Psp

And never did what she asked me to
Like study and any household chores

She said don't make her feel disappointed
Don't disappoint her
I don't want to
It's the last thing I wanna do in my whole life

She said all those
Just because I failed my Physics
On the line with maths
And get half of add maths

She compares me with people
"My friend's daughter, XXX, got straight A's for PMR"
"My friend's son, XXX, got straight A's for SPM"
"My friend's child is a Doctor"
"My friend's this is that, this is that..."

It's not like I don't wanna do it
They're them
I'm me
God gave my mom a ME
Not them
Not the Doctor kid and her friend's daughter or son

I'm sorry if she feels sad for not having a child like them
I'm sorry if I don't do well
I'm sorry I'm born stupid in academic
I'm sorry I hate maths
I'm sorry I'm her kid

But who is there to be blamed?
It's my fault I'm born?
It's my fault I hate maths?

My dad is not staying with me since I was 4
My mom took care of me since then

I thank her for feeding me
I thank her for taking care of me
I thank her for loving me

But still
Dad's not always around
Just often, not always

I don't know
Really.
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to think of

I blame myself
I'm actually blaming myself

For not studying hard enough
For not doing well enough
For everything

I couldn't stop it.
I'm really depressed.
I feel like dying.
And leave mom a little less trouble.

給你的

擺下一切
我看清楚了
四周圍
我學會了放下
學會了接受

To:在我身旁的一個人

我們不需要說服自己
別人也不需要說服我們
苦呢, 多數都是自己找的
我不希望你是這樣子

至於胡思亂想呢,
你呀,
就是愛想太多
別想太多了

要的話,
放手去追!
給自己點信心嘛
不要都把自己藏在裡面了...

我祝福你哦

Crap crap crap...

Lalalala
Somebody wants me to crap

So as a big Genie
I decided to make her wish come true
Imagine I'm a big blue Aladin Genie
Rub rub rub
**POOF!**
"Master! You have 3 wishes..."
Blah blah blah...

NO!
I'm bored
I need traveling
I need money
I need...
Nothing else..

Crap
What is crap?
The definition of crap is something that people don't wanna hear even if they're bored outta their butts
Understand?

So I'm crapping
And nobody is listening
Great. Just great

Zam zam Alakazam
Abra Kadabra
Wee wee wang wang wang

I think I should stop now

Happy?
*POOF!*
I'm gone

Genting

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Eh eh eh
End of this year I wanna go Genting or travel again!
With the same people hopefully
Cause other people just can't take it
I know YOU can't!

Have a nice day!

Ugh ! See these

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead I guess? Sweet what!

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Wah! Saturday Got guitar lesson!

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Umm...Jia Hwei I think?

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Half maybe, SOMEBODY's mom said I am, BUT I AM NOT! Juat half ok?

5.Will you ever donate blood?
Yes! Usually ppl eat after donate, but i duwan to eat, so i can thin faster

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Got, sure got one.

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
Yea, its makes life better.-.-

8.What does your last text message say?
"Find days other than those lah..."

9.What are u thinking right now?
Adam Lambert?

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
Uh, yeah?

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
7 p.m -.-

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Its pyjamas lah stupid

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Ehehehe, maybe...

14.Who was the last person who text you?
Qistina "Ok2.."

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1.Toki!
2.Joe
3.Andrew
4.Yean Yin
5.Shierli
6.Low Jia
7.Miko
8.Hoong Fong
9.Me?
10.Someone in this world

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
Nobody

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Guy, but he's the girl

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
They are together?

18. What is no. 10 studying about?
Something in the world

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
Friday?

20. Is no. 4 single?
Think so..But not available lah! Stop thinking... -.-

21.Say something about no. 2.
Teach me lah!

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
The last thing i would want in my pathetic life

23.Describe no. 9.
I'm gonna slap your bloody face!

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
I think i would laugh...

Do you like 8?
I like him, but not like-like, you know, brothers kind

My friends who think they know me well, LOOK HERE!!

Eh eh eh
Kris Allen won right?
So what?
Adam's gay right? *Who knows
So what?
I'm his fan!!! XDXD

Ok, here goes the point
I think Adam's cool
You know, Adam Lambert
The rocker

Nonono
Here here here is the point
I think that his gothic eyes look nice
It's make up right?

So friends out there
Please be shocked
And thank Adam
Cause for the first time in my whole life
I'd like to try those eyes on me

WUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Really lah !

And I like his hair =D

He got a strong singing voice but when he speaks its so soft and gentle
Never mind me

Anyways
Proud to be a Glambert!
ROCK ON~!

私を拾いなさい

私は大きい間違えた
しかし私は再度また改めて始まろうと思っている
私は誰かが私を助けることを必要とする
ちょうど誰かの誰でも
私は徹底的にやるだろう
それを使って私を助けている誰か
私は自分自身が再度ころぶことを許可していない
私は優秀そして自分自身を自慢しているようにしたいと思う
しかし今
私は自分自身の底にある
従って私は私の強さすべてを使用している
ちょうど再度良いがあるため
しかしちょうど場合で何でも私に起こる
全然何でも
私を拾いなさい
できるか

Hmmm...

A small piece of me

The piece below are copyrighted
Any illegal copying, printing or any of that sort is strictly inprohibited
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It's so lonely on the streets Only some oldies music playin'
I'm in the hotel lobby Right in the middle of New Orleans
May not seem like it but it's quite easy
The 60's or 70's are coming back to me

Oh Juliana Can't you hear me
I'm calling upon you But you ain't appearin'
With my guitar I'm cryin'
Right below your apartment where you stayed at the second storey
It may not be the right song But I guess it is OK

Oh Piano Where'd your chords go
I'm outta feelings That what I'm feelin'
Isn't that strange enough for you
But what's more strange is how'd my love hasn't change

Oh~My jacket's torn But I'm still warm
Everything that goes around me
Brought me to where I come from
Oh~I think it's real This is the place where
All is different Oh~Oh~
It came back to me

Oh Juliana You can't hear me
We're miles away And it takes you forever to see
With my guitar I'm singin'
Right below your apartment where you'd stand and look at me
There will never be a right song But I guess it's OK

Oh~I put my heart down on the floor
Looking for one open door
Not around But still moving on
Oh~Oh~ I think it's real This is the place where
It's all different
Glad it's back to me

Oh~I put my heart down on the floor
Looking for one open door
I think I've found one
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Hmmm...
There another Chinese one
NOT Chinese version
Marks anybody?