Inside out

The moment when things seem to fall apart because of what happened from within, instead of something else that tried to make things fail.

Yes, the scary part is when change happens from the inside, from what made up the core of the whole structure.

Pillars tumble and fall. Everything drops on each other.
That's when it will all be over.

We forgot our existence is to defend against negative powers, but now we are becoming those to each other.

Have we thought of ourselves as authorities?
Have we forgotten how to take a step back and look from those eyes looking into yours?

Harmony shouldn't be fought for, it should be agreed on.

The world is never only on our side and it's never only on the other.

We once fought to protect what we mutually love and now we fall apart because of the same reason.

Love should be universal.
Love should be one.
Love, should be just love.
Nothing more.

Living Hope

I donated my books to charity today for Soshified's project.
Just click on it to see some pics heheh.
They are featured many times in local newspapers and I'm happy to participate!
If any of you who happened to stumble upon this blog, check this site to know more!

Celebrated many birthdays during the last saturday and i came up with a pretty cool writing. i slightly edited it though.

"As we grow old,
we learn to mature,
we learn to accept things;
love more, hate less.

The world is one,
love is universal.

Life is never fair,
when it gives you lemons,
why squeeze it into people's eyes?
Give it to people who need them more,
and be thankful that we can still give in sour situations.

Keep the peel and make lemonade,
lemonade is sweet, at least.

After all that is said and done,
and love is circulated,
i wish the arms that reached out have touched your lives,
and for once,
i have made a change."

Mezors. 2013 Copyright Reserved.

Pretty cool huh hahahaah

booyah. say hi to abdullah.

something i drew for my friend for her birthday haha

oh and my stomach is going mad these days.

i cant even eat properly nor do i even feel like eating -.-

its like someone stabbing my guts zzzz

eating is like a torture for me D;

my term paper is going down to.

just WHAT tf do i talk about related to online gaming TT

and my quiz is down to.

i never study.

someone.please.kill.me

and i can't wait for february to come cause i wanna complete my collection TT

ok having stomachache zzzz

should i get something warm to drink?

and i think i should review it soon.

i got a good rumor today and i hope it's real!

Happy New Year

omg it's been months since i've posted something
aaaaaaaaaaand it's new year now!
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE

new people new places
old shit, still hahahaha

u know what
i can't wait for chinese new year
all the angpows and stuff
and of course the people i will gather with to lou sang and whatever

classes are still as plain as ever
but at least i dont have to deal with numbers zzz
knew new people and more new assignments
i took public relations and human communication as electives
i think it's fun.

btw i ordered GG's new album on 21st dec
now still haven get
it decided to arrive today when im not at home zzzz wtf
so i still dunno whose face i will get since got 10 possibilities TT

and at this moment im watching a stream and it's lagging so bad TT
ewwww i wanna smash my computer but i wont

msn is going be completely shut down after 15th march
it's a sound of childhood :(
i miss the mad laughing woman in purple.
the nudge sound, winks and emoticons.
it will stay in my memories forever..

ok by the time i type until here i finished streaming already.
which is like a couple of hours since i started this post zzz

okla, i have class tomorrow at 8am and now it's 11.40pm
i have to wait for my parcel from 1pm at home tomorrow so i wouldnt miss it AGAIN and i will flip the universe if i did

ok see u guys