Parents are total fuckers.

The fuck I wouldn't censor anything on this post.
I am absolutely furious right now.

I went for a job interview and I made it.
I went home late because it was raining and my mom got my dad to pick me at school.
I told them I wasn't at school but was at leisure mall instead for an interview.
Then they fucked me for not choosing to study but chose to work instead.

I told them, my work is only on Saturdays.
Then they started talking about how bad my results were and that I should study instead of working.
I told them how would a normal Saturday work affect my fucking results?
It's only ONE FUCKING DAY and they started talking about my results again.
Then they said that it's not necessary for me to have a job right now.
They said I should get a part-time job only after SPM.
I was like, SPM? It's ONE FUCKING YEAR AWAY FROM NOW.
And they said it's not like I needed money.
IF I DON'T NEED MONEY, WHY THE HELL AM I DOING THIS?
IT'S NOT LIKE YOU PEOPLE HAVE GIVEN ME ENOUGH TO SPEND.
THE FUCK YOU'VE GIVEN ME ENOUGH.

You all don't have to support me,
But at least don't come against me.
Can't you let me have my life?
It's not gonna cost you a fuck for me to work!

Fuck you parents. FUCK YOU.

SUCK

I can't study!!
I don't know why!
I just don't feel like it!
Everybody feels the same way, I KNOW IT

I really wanna study,
But I feel that there're some evil force trying to stop the books from coming near to me,
Cause they never fly towards me before!
And neither did I try to get near them -.-'

It was something that'll make you go "Ugh!"
I'm going for Starbucks again this Sunday,
THIS TIME I SWEAR I'LL STUDY

Chemistry, Physics and Biology.
Ok, bye bye.
I wanna watch Ghost Whisperer and Desperate housewives later.

UPSET

I hate my life
For now.

My physics got 39.
39 ONLY !
Fuck right?
I'm so sad.

Even my maths is higher than my physics.
I can go eat shit now.
Jump off a building
Cut off all my hair
Wear tudung to school -.-
Shave my nose
Whatever whatever whatever

Hmmm,
We still have 3 days before it's officially 3 weeks before the May exam.
Let's see what happens.

NSOians!!

After SPM Road Trip

We're driving on our own this time
And we're heading from Kuala Lumpur-Malacca-Singapore

For more information:
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Raining

Rainy rainy days
It's raining again right now.

I'm bored,
But I can't play games now cause I'm having a terrible headache.
I wanted to play, though. :(

I'm hungry and I don't know what to eat.
I finished up all the buns.

And the Australian version of album is here already :D
Just waiting for the United States version then I can collect both of them together :)
Then I'll just have to wait for the Singaporean, United Kingdom to come,
And our very own Malaysian version to release here !! :DD
Of course the Flaunt Mag, The US and JP edition with Adam on it.

And up to this point,
The electricity just tripped on me.
4.08pm, 9-4-10,
Which is on Shanon's birthday !
Happy Birthday yea :)

Ugh, curse the lightning,
Or is it the thunder?

By the way,
I am now looking for a Creative Writing Guide,
And a new bag,
A cool headphone
A brass belt buckle (Anybody knows where to custom-make one?)
A new watch
Lastly a job :(

And I don't know why,
Recently I felt like studying.
Chemistry, to be precise.

On Sunday after my Additional Mathematics tuition,
I would walk or hitch a ride to Timed Square,
Hit the Starbucks in the Borders of Time Square,
Grab a cup of something and sit there the whole afternoon.

And fill up my in-betweens with some other non-relevant books,
So that my brain wouldn't explode with Chemistry bombs.
Care to join? :)

I feel like watching a movie too.
Toki~ X)
Or karaoke?
I miss that alot.

And you know what I miss alot too?
A great trip with only friends. :)
The first and last time was last year,
2-6-09, The Genting Trip.

The breakfast time was so heartwarming.
Can we have that again? :)
Maybe not soon,
SPM is around the corner,
Everybody's busy with their revision,
Even myself so,
Let's keep it in our pockets for now.

Ok,
Around 6.30pm,
There were two monkeys on my roof,
From somewhere I don't know.
And we fed them with a piece of bread :D

Ok,all this crapping is worsening my headache,
So I guess it means ciao~

Games. Final Fantasy XIII

Final Fantasy XIII !! Dream Game !! =D
Wild graphics and detailed characters !
I bought this game and nope,
I didn't regret !

Have been a Final Fantasy series' fan since I was young,
So far my favourite was Final Fantasy X.
I finished that game 4-5 times.
Second comes Final Fantasy IX,
Follows up with VIII.

Final Fantasy XIII hasn't been listed yet though.

My next target game is God Of War III
I wanna get this game for such a long time now,
Ever since they announced the making of this project.

Previously,
I had a great PS2 game, Grandia III,
Well, Grandia II sucked but I absolutely loved Grandia III.
I really hope for a release in PSP version,
A rumour has it that it's already in the making,
Or starting of the making,
Just a rumour though,
No news yet on this one, disappointed. :(
Or a Grandia IV for PS3 will be nice,
But still nothing on this either.

Another game that I am looking forward to is Kingdom Hearts:Birth By Sleep.
It's releasing soon in summer :D
I've always been a fan of Kingdom Hearts series,
Including this one.
Kingdom Hearts has always delivered great effort in making their games perfect.

Another game I've always wanted was Devil May Cry IV.
I loved the second episode and I've finished it, too.
Love this game, but God Of War III comes first.

And one more is Resident Evil IV. *Named Biohazard in Japan
Zombie-killing? Totally.
I played Resident Evil 2 (Leon/Claire) and I actually liked it!
I don't get to play Claire's disc on my PSP,
I still don't know why.

My brother wanted Demon's Soul so much *I wonder?
It's similar to God Of War,
But probably with a little twist here and there.

Oh, and recently I finished a game which is also similar to God Of War,
Dante's Inferno.
It's about a person named Dante going through hell (Not trouble, I mean, Hell)
To get his wife, Beatrice back from the underworld lords.
The hells are guarded by the lords of the 7 Great Sins (If you can recall,I can't)
This game was cool, a little more complicated that God Of War,
But I still prefer God Of War instead.
Die hard huh?

Ok, my share of opinions are over.
Enjoy ! :)

Hidden.

Smile,
Always remember to smile.
They say it's all in the mind,
It's psychology,
Or it's the heart?

Human's cover up their tracks,
They tie up their loose ends,
They hide the truth with lies,
And hide the lies with more lies.

We smile,
We try to hide things,
Even if we know it isn't the truth.
We keep it to ourselves,
Everyday goes on like normal,
It bottles up inside,
We explode.

The smile,
The cure to all griefs,
The key to every heart,
We open up ourselves to other people.

Sometimes we fail to appreciate,
Or even fail to remember to appreciate.
We fail to cherish, to be grateful of what we own.

The world's ain't so beautiful now.
It's a little pathetic to even know it.