siiiiiiiiiick

i think i might be falling sick. my sleep for the past few nights was shit and it felt short. adding the fact that no matter how late i slept i'd still wake up around 930am; my sleep is very messed up. took a toll on my body today. i felt so so tired and lacked energy. i've only had milo and biscuits for breakfast; i didn't even have lunch and ordered takeaway for dinner instead of cooking. i will go to bed early tonight. that means i failed to do any work. my eyes can barely open right now.

well i did my weekly laundry, and played steins;gate to kill time. the game is pretty text-heavy so it made me feel worse but i was too curious about how the story will unfold to put it down, but i will soon because it's killing my head too. i also learnt some new stuff about time machines and random physics theories LOL

on a different note, i'm starting to feel like i wanna get myself a new laptop because it's lagging on me when i play games that have tons of elements involved or games that has good graphics. tabletop simualtor and EVERSPACE, respectively. tabletop simulator hung on me like twice this morning when i was playing with a friend and EVERSPACE just lags every time i try to make a turn. oh and i highly recommend groups of friends to get tabletop simulator. it's great to play card/board games together even when you have pals scattered everywhere around the world. hmm. i remembered that i used to have that. things somehow changed. let's see if things will recover? lol don't even go there.

felt pretty shitty today. partly because of my lack of sleep, and partly something else. i need to get a hold of myself. my stomach feels weird and i want some ice cream or a big cup of very comforting hot chocolate. but i'm getting none of that.