shit.

today was a plain day. i was very tired because of my shitty sleep quality. i managed to go to the damn 9am lecture AND the seminar at 3pm AND the seminar at 4pm. that's a whole week without missing anything. AND i also went to muay thai when i thought that i'd be too tired to go but i did. i'm proud of myself.

right. this morning, i saw something on my bathroom mat, i thought it was a piece of chipped wood or something so i tried kicking it out of the mat; i got curious what it was, it was early in the morning and the sun wasn't shining into my room so i turned on the lights and had a closer look. W.T.F it was a worm!! i don't even know what it is, it looked like a damn worm. it was brown and wriggly and it was still MOVING!!!! so i panicked and contemplated not to go to class (best excuse) but i toughened up and pulled out a tissue to grab it. but the closer i got to the thing i JUST couldn't imagine holding that squishy-wriggly-worm-looking thing in between my fingers so i decided against it. while i was squirming around, i turned and had a look at where it was, IT FUCKING DISAPPEARED LIKE how fast did it crawl?? after i got changed i left my room, i glanced around the corridor to see if it's around because where else could it have gone?? BUT IT WASN'T THERE EITHER. i secretly hoped that it went into my flatmates room and lay babies as long as they don't come anywhere near my room LOL.

anyway, after the 9am lecture, i had breakfast at tapas revolution before going for my haircut.

i said to myself that i deserve a great breakfast for actually attending the 9am lecture because god knows what i did yesterday that made me feel like shit today. the food was great but i think they forgot to give me the mojo verde. and i dare say, they have the best aioli in town.

after breakfast i got myself a haircut and i went with the shaving-thing no.4; now i look like i have an inflated head. it usually looks nicer after i let it grow out for a week or so, like breaking in my hairstyle.

so bla bla bla i almost fell asleep in the language evolutions and origins seminar not because it was boring, it was because i was so damn sleepy. i couldn't even focus much on muay thai. definitely not feeling my very best.

i had fruits and biscuits and a cup of milo for dinner. something light so i can go to bed earlier. i have decided to sleep in and i will turn off my alarm for tomorrow. i have missed almost 2 weeks of self-paced philosophy lessons because i'm a piece of shit. but at least i try to watch philosophy videos by crash course on youtube. why this not that? because with the lessons i would actually need to write down notes and i just don't feel like it now.

i feel so dead inside and out. i don't know if i'll go to muay thai tomorrow. that depends on my sleep quality. i'll decide later.