i got scammed...??

i think i've had soooo many tangerines i'm starting to cough LOL. my throat feels so damn itchy i don't even know if i should cough or not cough. i felt slightly shitty today but i told myself to remain as neutral as possible. well i tried.

anyway today i went out to get dinner before library session at 7pm. so i left around 445pm, went to collect a couple of books from waterstones. they were "the plague" and "the myth of sisyphus" by albert camus, a french philosopher and author.

"the plague" explores the nature of destiny and human condition (copied off wikipedia LOL), while "the myth of sisyphus" explores suicide as a philosophical question. i can't wait to read these books to find out more about camus's philosophical views. his view on the meaning of life was "the literal meaning of life is whatever you're doing that prevents you from killing yourself.", which i agree very much on hahaha! dark shit there. i also can't wait to wrap my books with this new roll of NON-ADHESIVE wrapping plastic i bought.

then i visited cex to look at second hand vita consoles. and yes, i bought a second hand vita console!

it wasn't on purpose but it's psvita's birthday today! so i guess i don't feel too bad about getting an extra console for my US account since it's such a hassle to switch accounts with one vita. i've always wanted to get another one anyway. now i can play with myself (LOL! not like that). that means i get to play with games available in the US store that aren't in the malaysian store.

while i was on my way to the library, a lady from the streets asked me if i had cash. i said no i've got no cash on me. but she said can you spare me some? there's an atm just right there, i just need a couple of quid to go (somewhere, couldn't remember), i've got no place to go tonight, my partner just kicked me out, i just need like (a small amount of money), can you go get a tenner and i'll give you 8.50 back in coins (that means i only give her 1.50 right?), and she's got like a bunch of coins in the hands. for some reason i felt pressured so i actually went a withdrew £10 and passed it to her, she gave me 2.50 in return and said i needed 7.50 right, so 2.50's right yeah? and i was like uhhh.. and she said yeah i said i needed 7.50, thanks pet, and she walked off?? and i was like what the fuck? but then i didn't chase after her or anything because i was simply confused. so yeah, that's how i lost £7.50 through a scam. fuck i could've just pretended that i didn't know english? 7.50 could've gotten me a nice meal or pay for half the mount of a 8gb vita memory card?? ugh i felt so shitty. i just hope she took the money to actually go somewhere instead of spending it on drugs. UGHHHH

oh well. then i had dinner and went to the library to get some work done. i've got a little bit written down and i'll do more tomorrow. now i'm gonna suck on a strepsil and wrap my books!