locked out LOL

happy valentine's day. nobody cares. hahaha kidding, go make babies responsibly everyone.

so today i managed to wake up for my 9am lecture (miracles do exist, amen!). i went to class, and then i walked to the market to get lunch and vegetables. i literally took half an hour to decide if i wanted fishcake and chips or something else. i was on the phone with my friend, talking about duel disk cause she'll be my crafting director HAHAHAHA she couldn't grasp the concept so she became interested in helping me build the duel disk. yay!

oh right, in the end i went for fish and chips which wasn't originally in the list. the fish and chips came with mushy peas and i ordered hot tea, as well. guess what? the person made my tea with milk in it and i also remembered that, traditionally, mushy peas have butter in them LOL that's not one thing with dairy, but TWO! and i ain't complaining because frankly i've missed the fucking creamy taste of milk, and couldn't really taste the butter in the peas anyway. in fact, it was because of that i felt soooo tempted to just give up dairy-free diet and go full on with milk. such weak willpower.

THEN i went to tesco to grab some vegetables. i bumped into an old course mate from first year who transferred to a different uni. i actually saw her, and made a turn pretending that i didn't see her, but i just remembered that the thing i wanted to get was in the other direction so i turned around and BAM! she came closer and recognized me so i had to pretend to be surprised. well we chatted for a bit and went our ways. i still remember that she was probably one of the first few friends i made in first year because we were in french together and she asked me to walk to university with her. awwww those days.

the middle part of the day was just normal. i went to my first seminar but not the second one because fuck it. then it was time for muay thai again. i got paired up with this middle-aged guy and he always gives me great tips and pushes me to go further. thanks man! i must say, i'm so so tired.

i came back after muay thai, had dinner and wanted to do my dishes. then i heard a soft knock on my door. it was so soft i doubted it was for me. but just in case it was, i decided to head to the kitchen to do my dishes. as i opened the door, my flatmate was stood there and she was like pls help i got locked out and my phone and everything is in my room! so i was ok it happened to me before, here use my phone and call this lockout number. so bla bla bla she called and the guy was like yeah we'll be there soon but nobody showed up after 45 minutes and we were like um?? so we called again and the person said oh yeah should be there in about 10. my phone rang minutes after the call, she picked it up but the guy on the other end said (to someone else) oh now she's not answering. ummm HELLO?? she literally told you her phone and EVERYTHING was in her room, how do you expect her to pick up the call? telekinesis?? ugh what even. but it's all good now. it took us a total of 1 hour plus a few minutes.

anyway i'm so so tired i can't even think straight and the whole day i was tripping on my words because my brain couldn't cope with the world. and it's valentine's day which probably made it worse. just finding a reason to blame the day LOL kidding. my flatmate told me the day after valentine's, that's tomorrow, all valentine's chocolate will be on sale because nobody cares about their lovers anymore after valentine's over (i said that, she didn't) so grab your chocolates tomorrow. well, i won't. i'm still dairy-free.