Not the right time, but...

I guess I'm really bored right now...
Hmm...?
You know,
People like me think of things that are unnecessary
I think of the past, the future, the present...
And stuff like that, stuff that people don't often think about.

I used to think that,
Sometimes,
When you have to speak about something,
You have to be extremely careful,
Extremely extremely careful.

You can't just start splashing your mind out,
You can't just say what you think of.
Although it's just an honest opinion or an honest thought.

They get what you are saying,
But they kind of like, put it in a wrong way,
And things come up at the wrong time.

Is it wrong to be honest about what you think?
Is it actually wrong to let others know what you think...?
Sometimes, it is when you say it to the wrong people.
But still,
At least I'm honest to myself.

Hmm..?
There's still someone in my head?
Yes, there is someone "still" in my head.
Never thought it would turn out this way.
But it did.
Not unfortunately or fortunately,
It just...
Happened.

I guess that's the way it should be.
It's the furthest we can get.
But I think I'm happy with it.
Definitely it's better than not even knowing about each other,
Right?
Yeah, right. Totally.

Cheers! =)