Unlucky Day

I went competition today
I lost everything
I'm so unlucky
I didn't see him today
I'm not lucky enough to see him

I invited Toki to come with me
She said her room has been attacked by don't-know-who
Cause just after war
She wanna clean up her room
*How rare~! Wahaha*
Her mother doesn't let her out
Kena locked in just a cute little hamster -.-

So unlucky that whatever card I got, whatever game I play
I can't make any move
Although my deck is good enough

I looked around at that time
Hoping for somebody to show up but...
Nobody did
I mean nobody I expected show up

And
Qistina is leaving us
Its either now or end of this month
I'm gonna be sad
Very sad in fact
Nobody's coming to agama with me anymore
When she told it to me
I actually felt like crying
Sad
Now I have nobody to speak English to
I mean
Not like how I'm typing my blog post

I wrote a song
I mean lyrics
It's not exactly what it is
But mainly the point is about somebody leaving

Ok here it goes
It's for you Qistina TT
But please don't get me wrong -.-

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-Verse 1-
It' an uncontrolled emotion
Never thought I would cry
From the day you said that you're leaving
I heard a crack inside
Oh was it really that hard
For you not to go
I believe that you don't know

-Verse 2-
The people behind you
They made us who we are
You chose to put them right here
Leaving them a scar
If you can
Take that away with you

-Chorus-
You don't have a choice Do you
Your only option is to go
The only thing you could do is to try slowing things down
I hope your attempt is working Cause you
Are gonna miss us just like how we'd be missing you
Before you go Just listen
We're all miles apart
We can't be there all the time
Take care of yourself
-Bridge-
All these moments
These feelings
They actually grew in me
Oh your existence
Now we're used to it
But you
RE-Chorus-

We're all behind you
Do we make you who you are
You chose to put us right here
Leaving us a scar
If you can
Take that away with you
Take it away with you
Take it all away with you
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Ok
For the surprise
Maybe I didnt tell you that
But I do love you
AS A FRIEND OK?
I really do TT

But still
I'll still say
Can you not go?