Sometimes When We Touch

I just fell in love with this song.
I can actually cry with this!

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

I wanna hold you till I die.
I really wanna.

The other side

sometimes i *blank* you so much
sometimes i feel like i can't *blank* without you
you *blank* inside of me so deeply you kinda infected my brain

i know i seldom say these sentences
i never appear this way

then
i realize how hidden i am
really.

i never tell anyone about my problems
ok fine i tell certain people
but not all of them

even if i tell
it wouldnt be a complete story anyway
i was being that way since who-knows-when

but i know sometimes its annoying to be so down around people
so i practically always laugh at things, laugh at myself
i even joke with my problems
and people thought that i was ok

so when i dont talk,
DON'T make me
cause u know how down or upset i might be

recently
many shits happened to me
bad shits

but to let u guys know
im glad to have all of you in my life
and those who arent,
your lost ! :)

p/s: i really do *blank* you.

Useless piece of..

Can I just die and leave everything behind?

It's all said and done

Well it happened harder than I thought.
It went better than I thought.
I am stronger than I thought.

Crying don't mean you're weak.
Crying just mean...
You're crying out some space for more things to come in.

Errr yea I cried.
It's easy for me to cry.
It's difficult for me to hold it back.
But it ain't impossible you know?

What we need to do is to get over it.

Done.

I've made my decision.
It feels weird but I do feel better.

My SPM results

I got my results yesterday

I suppose it was better than I expected.

Way better.

First of all,

I didn't FAIL my Additional Mathematics,

I didn't FAIL my Pendidikan Islam,

I didn't FAIL my Sejarah,

I didn't FAIL my Chemistry,

And what's most important is,

My English got A+ :D

I guess I'm happier than I thought.

I predicted that I would probably cry after seeing my results,

But I didn't.

People got straight A's,

But I got close to straight B's,

Which an A+ kacau-ing and a C+ kacau-ing there.

I didn't dare to aim high,

But whatever I aimed is achieved,

I guess it's...

A job fairly well done :)

Lastly,

For my HELP Star Idol,

To whoever's interested,

Please grab the tickets from me by 29th of March,

Price: RM10 (Early Bird), RM15 (After 29th of March)

Date: 1st of April 2011

Venue: HELP Main Block Theatrette

Time: 7pm - 10pm

Please come and watch me perform,

And IF I got into the finals,

VOTE FOR ME,

Your votes are CRUCIAL

Thank You.

HELP Star Idol

I have only 2 days left to decide what song to sing
And I really have NO IDEA what to sing.
I have some on my mind but....

1st)I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
...
That's all -.-