My christmas and more

ok happy belated x mas to everybody and ghosts that coincidentally come by my blog
i have no presents for u all so just imagine today's dinner on me
thanks to your mom or dad who cooked it
or your kakak whichever one applies

my christmas is nearly perfect
HAHAHAHAHAHA

On 25th December,
Hebe came to PGRM and celebrated Xmas with all of us
I mean fans hahaha
i took some pics (all at facebook, i duwanna upload again leh)
and 2 videos of her singing
uploading to facebook also
i shook hands with her and i said merry christmas
but she didnt respond ugh
maybe she was too busy shaking hands

after 3 years of gathering my guts to say SOMETHING to her
she didnt respond WTF
but nevermind at least i saw her pretty face

and next up is countdown
i hate countdowns at noisy places
i think its so lala and stinky and noisy and full of thieves D;
wtf man since my friend kena theft i hate countdowns already

but i think simple gathering with friends is fine
so maybe i go celebrate my final day of 2010 with some friends at McD
holding the prosperity burger and wait until 01012011 00:00 am
and scream to the counter "PROSPERITY !"
hhahahahaha

another thing is
college is 5 days away
omg man i dunno what to feel

and i need some new clothes and a new bag to look less nooby
and im saving to sign up for the fitness first near my college!
i want the kickboxing class man D;

ok my butt hurts alot goodbye

we widh you a merry christmas and a happy new year!

150th

it's been one whole friggin month since i posted
spm is over for 2 weeks already
i think i did okay (i think only lah wtf hahaha)

and today is christmas eve
i want to do so many friggin things
i crave all the shit in this friggin world

i want my carls jr
CARLS JR CARLS JR CARLS JR
my mushroom burger TT

and tomorrow imma meet Hebe :D

a new year's coming and im goin to school!
HELP college to be precise
taking a-levels and im prepared to die
they say a-levels is very hard so dig my grave D;

finally i get back my psp
and i downloaded my games again hahahaha
now playing the EMPEROR'S NEW GROOVE

and my school starts on 3rd of Jan D;
I WANT ICED CHOCOLATE

next year,
i think there will be a genting trip in June hols

ok bye bye

3rd November 2010

Just 20 days before SPM arrives.
But I wonder why I don't have the stress with me.
I feel awfully fine, stress-free.
Fine, low-stress.

...This year, 2010,
Will be my final year in Cochrane,
Final year in PTMartin,
And also the final year I can simply find my friends in the "next class" in school.

The moment I stepped into SMK Cochrane,
I had never expected that a person like me would meet such great people that,
They would give an impact to my life,
As how they would now.

Never in my whole life thought of,
That I'd be leaving school, high school precisely,
And my friends, my lovely class,
The place that played a part in what I call "life"
And that, was 5 years ago.

5 years...
At the same place.
5 years I spent my time with the same people,
That coincidentally spent their time with me at the same place too.

We had great memories, we had rough patches,
We had stupid conversations and heartfelt talks,
We had pointless fights and also quiet consolations.

Don't know if anybody realize but they're all the same people.
The people we had our arguements with, and the people who we shared our stories with.
They're all the same people.

We laughed together and we cried together.
We know we have secrets but heck, it doesn't spoil anything.

But right now,
The thought of stepping out from the gates of Cochrane,
Just brings tears to my eyes,
My heart aches.

Cause I know if it wasn't for this place I call "school",
I wouldn't have met all these wonderful people,
My wonderful friends that I really hope to bring to my future,
And anywhere further.

Hereby,
I apologize if I have offended any of you,
Please know that all of those are only by a slip of my tongue and I don't mean it.
And to those who have offended me (by purpose or not),
I forgive all of you, sincerely from my heart.

I love all of you!! For real <3

22Days

I didn't update my blog for 22 days already -.-
Just back for my wishlist D;

I want a light pink formal vest and a pair of white and golden sport shoes :D
Also a couple of "hiker's" shirts heheh!

Adam's concert was great tho it was a week ago,
And hopefully Selina will be fine again :(

...
"就爱听你说话" :)

Look away if you don't like proper English.

I don't know for how long haven't I update my blog.
I can say that I'm not good at words when it comes to expressing myself,
Only in reality life.
I love to write English essays,
I think they can really help me relief my stress.
But no matter how good I am at writing essays,
They are still fictional.
Not what my life is about.
So maybe I'll have to bottle up everything.
Maybe I am.

For some reason,
I can't express myself through my blog in broken English.
It's already obvious the way I'm typing right?
I'm having headache right now and I don't know what to do.

But here,
I am not to complain.
I am here to project my gratitude. :)

I've been thinking alot lately,
About what had gone wrong, what nearly gone wrong, and what probably could've gone wrong.
Thankfully,
What nearly gone wrong and what probably could've didn't go wrong.
In fact, it gave me a better side in return.
People and things around me. :)
I thought I had screwed up but fortunately I didn't.

But but but but but,
There are still things that went wrong.
Which is the main reason for this post.
I know it's a sudden but really,
I just wanna speak my mind even if nobody knows anything about it.

I'm sorry about what happened.
To you, to me, to him and to her.
It got a little bit rough after that,
It's good things turned around.
Although not so much for you but better than nothing.

My heart is filled with so many things.
My brain is filled with thoughts that I can't tell,
Not even here.

I just put a smile on my face when I'm sad.
I cry when it's not that big of a problem and I laugh when things are screwed.
I guess that's just how Cancerians work. :)

Woohooo!!!!
I pre-ordered (post-ordered?) the Taiwan Edition of ! :D
Rm89.90
I thought I would regret because I have pre-ordered from Speedy the normal one,
But no!
I didn't ! In fact, I am very happy with my decision!
And, honestly,
I hate the Speedy at Jusco Maluri!
It kinda eat ****s man!
But nevermind,
I shall be patient with it.

The album is said to come next week on Tuesday,
I really hope so as I could die if I continue the wait. -.-

It's exhausting today,
I have to wake up early just to get my ass to tuition,
Which means I have to take the LRT to Hang Tuah station,
Then walk for another 10 minutes.

After, I walked all the way to Sungei Wang,
Then back to Times Square.

That's not the point.
The point is,
I'm fasting . :)

Gah!
I wanna watch a movie called Piranha.
And and and,
A couple of other movies as well.

On my waiting list are Harry Potter Part 2010 and...
I don't remember -.-

And Huixin treated to Baskin Robbins today!
Heheheh
Thanks lah dude ! :D

I love September 2010

Sorry huixin~
But I really love September! :D

In September 2010,
I'm getting Hebe's new album ,
Also my 8th FYE album,
And.....................................
I got the news where Adam's coming to Malaysia in October!
How much better can it be? :)

Though the concert will cost me like,
3-months advanced pocket money,
And a whole lotta diet,
But it's worth it !

I've been waiting forever for this concert,
I'm not gonna give it for anything!

Oh yeah,
Raya's around the corner as well!
Can't wait for the Open House and the gathering :)

Oh oh oh oh !
2 weeks school holiday ! :D