Look away if you don't like proper English.

I don't know for how long haven't I update my blog.
I can say that I'm not good at words when it comes to expressing myself,
Only in reality life.
I love to write English essays,
I think they can really help me relief my stress.
But no matter how good I am at writing essays,
They are still fictional.
Not what my life is about.
So maybe I'll have to bottle up everything.
Maybe I am.

For some reason,
I can't express myself through my blog in broken English.
It's already obvious the way I'm typing right?
I'm having headache right now and I don't know what to do.

But here,
I am not to complain.
I am here to project my gratitude. :)

I've been thinking alot lately,
About what had gone wrong, what nearly gone wrong, and what probably could've gone wrong.
Thankfully,
What nearly gone wrong and what probably could've didn't go wrong.
In fact, it gave me a better side in return.
People and things around me. :)
I thought I had screwed up but fortunately I didn't.

But but but but but,
There are still things that went wrong.
Which is the main reason for this post.
I know it's a sudden but really,
I just wanna speak my mind even if nobody knows anything about it.

I'm sorry about what happened.
To you, to me, to him and to her.
It got a little bit rough after that,
It's good things turned around.
Although not so much for you but better than nothing.

My heart is filled with so many things.
My brain is filled with thoughts that I can't tell,
Not even here.

I just put a smile on my face when I'm sad.
I cry when it's not that big of a problem and I laugh when things are screwed.
I guess that's just how Cancerians work. :)