Make a change.

I am so ashamed of myself
I really need to make some progress.
No, A LOT of progress.

I don't want to be looked down at.
I want to be a friend that deserves to be looked upon.
A friend that you can seek knowledge and help from.

I can't continue to be ignorant anymore.
I can't hate studying anymore.
I can't be a useless friend to people.
Or what thier mothers think, at least.

I can be polite, I am.
I can be fun, I am.
I can be generous, I am.
I can be smart, but I'm not.

People can be naturally intelligent,
Naturally beautiful,
But you can't be naturally smart or perfect.
We've got to work for it.

I'm studying.
Now.