Inside out

The moment when things seem to fall apart because of what happened from within, instead of something else that tried to make things fail.

Yes, the scary part is when change happens from the inside, from what made up the core of the whole structure.

Pillars tumble and fall. Everything drops on each other.
That's when it will all be over.

We forgot our existence is to defend against negative powers, but now we are becoming those to each other.

Have we thought of ourselves as authorities?
Have we forgotten how to take a step back and look from those eyes looking into yours?

Harmony shouldn't be fought for, it should be agreed on.

The world is never only on our side and it's never only on the other.

We once fought to protect what we mutually love and now we fall apart because of the same reason.

Love should be universal.
Love should be one.
Love, should be just love.
Nothing more.

Living Hope

I donated my books to charity today for Soshified's project.
Just click on it to see some pics heheh.
They are featured many times in local newspapers and I'm happy to participate!
If any of you who happened to stumble upon this blog, check this site to know more!

Celebrated many birthdays during the last saturday and i came up with a pretty cool writing. i slightly edited it though.

"As we grow old,
we learn to mature,
we learn to accept things;
love more, hate less.

The world is one,
love is universal.

Life is never fair,
when it gives you lemons,
why squeeze it into people's eyes?
Give it to people who need them more,
and be thankful that we can still give in sour situations.

Keep the peel and make lemonade,
lemonade is sweet, at least.

After all that is said and done,
and love is circulated,
i wish the arms that reached out have touched your lives,
and for once,
i have made a change."

Mezors. 2013 Copyright Reserved.

Pretty cool huh hahahaah

booyah. say hi to abdullah.

something i drew for my friend for her birthday haha

oh and my stomach is going mad these days.

i cant even eat properly nor do i even feel like eating -.-

its like someone stabbing my guts zzzz

eating is like a torture for me D;

my term paper is going down to.

just WHAT tf do i talk about related to online gaming TT

and my quiz is down to.

i never study.

someone.please.kill.me

and i can't wait for february to come cause i wanna complete my collection TT

ok having stomachache zzzz

should i get something warm to drink?

and i think i should review it soon.

i got a good rumor today and i hope it's real!

Happy New Year

omg it's been months since i've posted something
aaaaaaaaaaand it's new year now!
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE

new people new places
old shit, still hahahaha

u know what
i can't wait for chinese new year
all the angpows and stuff
and of course the people i will gather with to lou sang and whatever

classes are still as plain as ever
but at least i dont have to deal with numbers zzz
knew new people and more new assignments
i took public relations and human communication as electives
i think it's fun.

btw i ordered GG's new album on 21st dec
now still haven get
it decided to arrive today when im not at home zzzz wtf
so i still dunno whose face i will get since got 10 possibilities TT

and at this moment im watching a stream and it's lagging so bad TT
ewwww i wanna smash my computer but i wont

msn is going be completely shut down after 15th march
it's a sound of childhood :(
i miss the mad laughing woman in purple.
the nudge sound, winks and emoticons.
it will stay in my memories forever..

ok by the time i type until here i finished streaming already.
which is like a couple of hours since i started this post zzz

okla, i have class tomorrow at 8am and now it's 11.40pm
i have to wait for my parcel from 1pm at home tomorrow so i wouldnt miss it AGAIN and i will flip the universe if i did

ok see u guys

Assignments D;

whoa so long since i updated!

omg my microsoft office 2007/2010 is not working when I have assignments to rush!
tomorrow i'll have to go sungei wang and look for it or else i can die!
online purchase is so expensive like RM200+ omg zzzz
thats why i have to find cheap ones.
my assignments are due next week and i cant do anything TT

and my french intermediate I exam I got A hehehe.
can't wait for class to start next tuesday.

next, korean exam is on 10th november but i can't attend class for 3 weeks in a row TT
therefore i can have ONE more class the week before the exam week.
i still hope i can get A.
studying korean like mad.

besides that i think i need to visit a dentist.
my gums are killing me TT
but then i am afraid of the drilling sounds -.-

plus, recently im really broke like mad.
have to start planning my expenses again.

AND S.H.E IS BACK \o/ !!
IM SO HAPPY OMG
THE MV IS JUST GLORIOUS TT
my heart is always filled with them <3 b="b">
the 1-minute mv is NOT ENOUGH ZZZZ

november is gonna be a good month i guess!
Girls' Generation are coming back, S.H.E new album is coming too!
gotta save alot of $$$$$$$

well i plan to save at least half of my allowance into my debit card.
then ill get to buy lotsa stuff.
oh i even ordered Ppany's calendar from theStephi.com!
a SONE shirt from Teebots in collab with SSF and 2 soshified decals!
can't wait to paste it on my car window heheheh *show off*

i hope i can survive november with all the new stuff coming out!

I can't be around forever

I try to help everyone who asked me for help.
And when people come to me for help, I never refuse; unless I dislike you.
But what are the chances?

Frequently I ponder upon my actions,
And I wonder if I am ever too nice; too nice to be taken advantage of.
It's fine if it brings people happiness,
But will you guys ever remember my contributions?
My presence, even?

Many times I picked myself up from the dumps,
Because to look behind is nearly pointless unless it makes you better,
In this case, I find only the fact that I am always giving.

What if, just what if,
I wouldn't be around to help anyone anymore?
I can't be sticking around forever.
I might die just tomorrow and noone will ever know,
No one will ever wonder about my existence,
Of course when people need my assistance but too bad it is just too late till then.

[COMPLETED] DRAKERIDER

I completed the game and still no idea how to get more reality hypercubes -.-
Kinda hoping SquareEnix will release an update where those who completed the game can replay using current stats.

There are new stuff after my second review, like union with your dragon, and I'm right about the Butch guy.
I did control him, and I did fight him.
But when I fought him, it's nearing the end of the game.

This is the union thing.
There are like 3 levels of union attacks but the one below is just the first level.
The higher level it gets the stronger the attack is, of course.

You go on in the game as Butch because Aran kinda lost his dragon after Quory died.
A bunch of stuff happened and Butch's commissioner betrayed him about protecting his world.
After that he kinda made himself a dragon and decided to fight Aran for a better future.
Aran's dragon (Edkhardt? Don't remember the spelling lol.)came back and made himself the armors and kinda turned them into some warriors.

The moves are really cool but you kinda get to use them only once in the game.
After you beat Big Bang Butch (the Butch Dragon, the big boss of the game), the dragons disappear and everything goes normal again.

I kinda teared up a bit when it's all over.
There's this kissing scene (like for 1 second) but I didn't get to snapshot it.

Well all in all,
I think it's a great game.
Just hoped the story is longer, more features and a friggin idea on how to get the reality hypercubes.
If anyone got an idea please tell me about it.

[FOLLOW UP REVIEW] DRAKERIDER by SquareEnix

Wow!
It seems that there's more than meets the eye.
Apparently there are more than ONE world and there will be more than ONE dragon and more than ONE dragalier.

There's this guy named Butch that kinda barged in this world of Igraine and wanted to kill all the Dreads that I (the character) that was supposed to kill.
His attribute is lightning I suppose from the way we last fought.
And guess what, he's from another world.
He has quite a cool dragon, too.

The one who wanted to kill me.

Oh, this time, I'm here to add that I can control 2 characters in alternative.
The other character is a girl named Gale that wanted to kill me(the character) because she thought I killed everyone, including her parents, which of course is false. LOL.

This is how she looks like.

This is how she battles

She uses a shotgun and she started out with a couple of of pre-learned skills. But then I'll have to train her so I'll have re-master the same skills again.

The up-side is, you get this character with slightly different skills (such as ice, as my first character uses fire.) so you can explore the enemy's weaknesses.
The downside though, is that the skills learned are never shared and the amount of crystals and money spent are doubled.

This is how the menu looks like you control more than 1 character.

 You switch between characters by clicking on the little face at the bottom.

Next, there's this new cube. Instead of the normal hypercube, there's a cube called the Reality Hypercube where you don't walk around in a cube for treasure, instead you walk around in a world of a different dimension.

It's activated at Nashka city when you're going to fight Silvie.

The little blue portal.

Looks like the real world but no guide-rings.

You can access the Reality Hypercube from the shop portal after it is activated.

The monsters in the Reality Hypercube is stronger than normal monsters. So train enough before entering or you'll lose all your invocations!

Well, so far this is all.
I have a feeling that Butch will be another dragalier I control after some time though.
Or maybe he'll be a constant rival I have to keep facing, like Gary and Ash haha!
Who knows there are still a couple more dragaliers out there.
 See ya around!