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2012-01-29T06:42:00.000-08:00

Wah..
I keep saying Im bored these few days then I am invited to many open houses !

Exams over which is even better!

And then maybe Ill not do it already haha!
Actually Im emo but I cannot show haha!

I dont even know what right now!
But whatever it is!
Happy Water Dragon Year 2012!
HUAT AH!

Come visit me la :(

2012

2012-01-01T07:17:00.001-08:00

Happy new year!
We're ALL GONNA DIE!
I countdown at sunway and I stood for 7 hours.
Zzz my leg D;

I went there just to see Ella come out at 11:30pm,
Where I started waiting from 4pm TT!!

After that I didn't eat since 1pm yesterday until 4pm today -.-
PRO LEH

I screamt like hell because they put Ella as the final performer,
So we all (fanclub) so impatient when the host is introducing her!
We screamt Ella until our voice all gone!
My voice is like pig if I scream !!

Ok that's all!
Hope I don't see you all dead!
Happy new year!

Merry Christmas.

2011-12-24T08:31:00.001-08:00

Merry Christmas to all the lonely people in the world.
Including myself.
New year is coming.
And I'm feeling so lonely right now,
Like I have no friends at all.
Like nobody wants me.

I guess nobody wants me after all.

Regretful

2011-12-10T08:30:00.001-08:00

I can't believe I didn't go to see Hebe this year.
For the past 2 days :(
I'm not even seeing Ella on 31st December thanks to my exams ;(
I'm sad!

For the first time I actually didn't go for the music promo :(
And so my Hebe's second album has no signature :'(

I swear this year will be the last year and for the first and the last, VERY LAST time I will miss them out. :(
Breaks my heart :'(

I promise nothing will stop me from seeing them the next time!!

So I'm looking forward to 2012,
Because S.H.E is coming back as ONE!
Once again, I'll never miss a chance to see them.
NOT ANYMORE

Good everyone.

:(

2011-12-07T06:06:00.001-08:00

My watch screen cracked this morning :(
I don't know man!
I wanna make money!
But how?

Decemberism

2011-12-05T22:40:00.001-08:00

HOW
JANUARY EXAM ADI LEEEEHH
I'm gonna die like a fish :(

And my watch is very pretty :D

So fast december is here already.
I wonder what is gonna happen to 2012
What is gonna happen to my future D;

I am screwed like a whore :(
I dunno what to say la!

Just wanna scare you all with DECEMBER D;;;;

Poor ankle.

2011-11-27T23:43:00.001-08:00

Stupid. I stepped into a pothole and KRAK my right leg is GONE.
I am half cacat for 5 days already zzz
Why nobody send me flowers or chicken essence :(

Now December is coming, my money is coming back also TT
BUT in a while it will all be gone also :|
Blame all the things I wanted to buy.

And suddenly I feel like going out with my friends :(
For so long we didn't go yumcha already!
Zzz all because I have no money.
No money no money.
That's the issue :/

Good thing Chinese New Year is coming,
So I get angpow!
But I'm having exam, means I will die -.-

Hmm and lately I'm so bored at home I can rot anytime D;
The only thing I'm waiting for is for my A-Levels to be over,
And my money to come back :|
Should I reload my Starbucks card?
Zzz if I do I'm gonna be BROKE.
But I want :(
And the tumbler.
And this.. And that..
Gah blame myself :(

Block my car you DAII

2011-11-21T05:40:00.001-08:00

Poor saga that blocked my car today.
Left the owner a note and kicked the car.
I even carved a FUCK on the car. (Y)
Double-park but didn't leave number, waited for nearly an hour and cooking myself in my car!
Good thing my car got fuel can enjoy air-con.
I heard that the car was still there at 3:30PM,
Imagine I was leaving at 11:00AM!
Zzz I'll not wait for you like an idiot!!
I even posted in Facebook and it seems that I became popular HAHAHA
Serve your ass right.

And the watch is only RM169.
Hahahah but I can only get it in December :|
I think I need to lock myself in my room so that I stop eating like a crab D;
And I promise, promise promise promise I'll stay slow on Starbucks after I get the daily planner!
10 more cups to go before 15 Jan 2012 -.-

And I think I posted something in Facebook!
Like if I lose 10kg within 2 months *deadline 18 Jan*, I will sing a full song and post to Facebook!
If 15kg I'll dance in public HAHAHAHA
I know it wouldn't happen, WAIT LIKE FOOLS YOU SUCKERS BAHAHAHAHA

And nowadays I'm like so tired :/
Get home, sleep. Get home, sleep.
I dream of sleeping in my sleep.

And I wanna watch Immortals and see people chop their heads off and dance like Sakai!

Once again, WHY AM I SO BROKE.
I think I need a job.
I got so many things I want looo :(
Like Christmas Edition Starbucks Tumbler,
New sling bag,
More t-shirts,
Yumcha,
Branded sling bags -.-

Zzz too bad money can't have sex or else I'll force them to rape each other everyday D;

And I want lengzai hahahah!
Shit whatthefuck

November.

2011-11-11T18:10:00.001-08:00

Omg its already November.
12 days past November -.-
I suppose nobody reads my blog anyway but still I wanna post something.

Another few weeks to December then January then exam!
Crap I haven't even stared studying yet -.-
The only thing I've started is drinking Starbucks! D;
And recently I'm so into t-shirts (although I am a t-shirt freak just that I bought 2 new t-shirts).
And I kinda reserved a RED LED WRIST WATCH :D
I've always wanted a new watch!
Best if it's customizable with a message. :)
Hmmm but itll probably cost around 200+ but I don't mind.

Tag force 6 is out!
But my PSP is kinda..
Out of date? I dunno cause it's been years since I last played it. :/
But the good thing is PSVita is coming out :D
And Final Fantasy X is gonna be remade! (yay! XD)
On PS3 and PSVita.
I wonder if I should Vita?
Can't wait for FFX :)

Oh, and I got myself a Starbucks card,
Christmas edition which will look funny after Christmas is over.
Hahaha!
But finally the card came to Malaysia.

It's only 12th of November and I'm alreaady broke.
Why?
Damn I need to control my expenses.
But I don't even remember what I spent on -.-
Maybe on food, or....
Starbucks..... -.-

At 10:03AM and it's raining.
And I'm alone at home.
Feeling hungry right now but there's only maggi mee for me to eat at home.
So sad TT
Nevermind maybe I'll get to dig something out of the fridge.

And I seriously need a carwash and refill my car's water supply for my windscreen.
It's so hot but I can't spray it with water to cool it down :(
Poor Sam.

I'm like talking random things in the morning when I just woke up.
Well can't blame me because I am BORED and HUNGRY and HOME ALONE.

When I'm in my room,
I kept hearing footsteps outside my door D;
Like going up(down?) the stairs.
*shit, I even hear it now when I'm typing this D;*
Honestly im scared if it's a theif or something but everything valuable is in my room -.-
But then what if my CDs are stolen!!!
Who would steal CDs anyways.
*if it's a ghost then fcuk -.-*

Ok I think I should stop blabbering about my life alone at home -.-
I think now I'll go check out the footsteps and grab myself somethin to eat.
Adios!

October

2011-10-10T06:45:00.001-07:00

It's already October.
Time flies like shit and there's nothing we can do about it.
I wanna be alright.
And my studies are dying.
I can't let it happen to me.
But for some unknown reasons I feel really tired lately.
I think I need a few days to think through and I'll be up again.
I have no other ways to step back do I might as well go forward.

Better days

2011-09-26T04:33:00.001-07:00

Life's getting better for me now.
I stopped the stuff and I'm quite sure j don't need it anymore.
Even if I did, I'll have extra, well just in case.
In fact, I'm getting much more hyper these days, I can't stop crapping.
I thought it was probabaly a defense mechanism of mine, but it turned out to be something else.
Very easy things made complicated.
And so it stayed complicated.
Even now.
But it's okay because I know where I stand.
I just wanna mean something.
To you.

Sunshine Mezors

2011-08-18T21:29:00.000-07:00

For the past 2-3 weeks I've been on the downside of my life.
I know how negative I have been or become.
And I know people might be talking about my sudden transformation.
Well not exactly a transformation,
More like a mutation.
Cause it happened in all of a sudden.

For those who are wondering what happened that left me such in impact in my life,
My answer to you is, nothing.
Yea maybe small things but,
The factor for the "mutation" is... Nothing.
Probably the aftereffect of what happened previously.
It shouldn't be this big, but unfortunately it happened anyway.

I'm trying to see the bigger picture of the future,
The bigger piece of myself,
And accept the fact that there are better things to do instead of being down all day at home.
And yes, I'm still trying.

Some people might think that I'm overreacting over certain incidents,
But no.
It's not within my control,
And thus I do not control anything.

I'm trying my very best to get the "me" I used to be last time.
And so I really need support instead of words that come from behind.

Humans get into shit sometimes, all the time.
This just so happen to be a worse shit compared to others.

There are things I need to worry about,
Like getting my side mirror fixed,
Bucking up on my studies,
Honing my driving skills,
And work on my car.

And so I declare that I will try my very best to get myself healed.
With or without medication.
For those who heard me,
If you don't wanna help me,
At least try not to bring me down.

Lastly I'm sorry if I made anyone worry about me,
Or frustrated with my condition,
Or angry with what I said,
Or bothered with my posts on Facebook,
And heck, it's Facebook.

I'm gonna bring the Sunshine back into me.
It's all about a different perspective right?

Bye and peace out.

The warmth.

2011-07-04T06:44:00.000-07:00

Just a random post.

Have you ever had a feeling that came rushing into your heart whenever you sit around a table with your friends or family, everyone chatting away and extending their arms to reach the bowl of mashed potatoes across the table, or just passing a cracker to the person opposite of them? One offers the jam and suggests that it goes well with the bread and another one just takes a sip of coffee out of a friend's cup. The presence of everyone is so strong I couldn't help but observe.

Sometimes, I just think it's so lonely to have only a couple of people at home, with each person doing their own work, without any communication at all.And that feels like.. a broken family. The sound of the television fills up the living room and nobody says a thing.

To me, a house has to be bright and filled with people-close people to make it feel homely. A heart has to be accepting and a mind has to be open to keep the people around us happy, because rejection is the quickest way to push people away-and keep them away.

I miss the feeling of being together with friends, around a small table filled with all kinds of food, with bright lighting and open windows. Fresh air had never felt so different before. A warm fire just ignited inside me. How I wish I can relive that one more time, with more people close to me, with more people that I care for.

Burn CD

2011-06-19T08:12:00.000-07:00

*This is an illegal post, any kids of cops please go away*

After all these years baru I start to post again!
But I just wanna say also,
AFTER ALL THESE YEARS BARU I KNOW MY DESKTOP CAN BURN CD
Ish, I go and beg people to help me -.-

Now I got a cool very Mezors-feel CD
Hahahaha!
And I got a friggin J-card
I wanna collect points and trade for their pot!

And the whole june I'm holidaying
Damn bored like some shit!
Got some work on my car done
And I wanna go on vacation but I failed.
Cause I'm broke.

Didn't even manage to cheong k :(
I swear Imma go genting on August!

Sometimes When We Touch

2011-05-18T08:17:00.000-07:00

I just fell in love with this song.
I can actually cry with this!

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

I wanna hold you till I die.
I really wanna.

The other side

2011-04-23T08:48:00.001-07:00

sometimes i *blank* you so much
sometimes i feel like i can't *blank* without you
you *blank* inside of me so deeply you kinda infected my brain

i know i seldom say these sentences
i never appear this way

then
i realize how hidden i am
really.

i never tell anyone about my problems
ok fine i tell certain people
but not all of them

even if i tell
it wouldnt be a complete story anyway
i was being that way since who-knows-when

but i know sometimes its annoying to be so down around people
so i practically always laugh at things, laugh at myself
i even joke with my problems
and people thought that i was ok

so when i dont talk,
DON'T make me
cause u know how down or upset i might be

recently
many shits happened to me
bad shits

but to let u guys know
im glad to have all of you in my life
and those who arent,
your lost ! :)

p/s: i really do *blank* you.

Useless piece of..

2011-04-11T23:57:00.000-07:00

Can I just die and leave everything behind?

It's all said and done

2011-04-09T22:46:00.000-07:00

Well it happened harder than I thought.
It went better than I thought.
I am stronger than I thought.

Crying don't mean you're weak.
Crying just mean...
You're crying out some space for more things to come in.

Errr yea I cried.
It's easy for me to cry.
It's difficult for me to hold it back.
But it ain't impossible you know?

What we need to do is to get over it.

Done.

2011-04-07T07:00:00.000-07:00

I've made my decision.
It feels weird but I do feel better.

My SPM results

2011-03-23T23:53:00.001-07:00

I got my results yesterday

I suppose it was better than I expected.

Way better.

First of all,

I didn't FAIL my Additional Mathematics,

I didn't FAIL my Pendidikan Islam,

I didn't FAIL my Sejarah,

I didn't FAIL my Chemistry,

And what's most important is,

My English got A+ :D

I guess I'm happier than I thought.

I predicted that I would probably cry after seeing my results,

But I didn't.

People got straight A's,

But I got close to straight B's,

Which an A+ kacau-ing and a C+ kacau-ing there.

I didn't dare to aim high,

But whatever I aimed is achieved,

I guess it's...

A job fairly well done :)

Lastly,

For my HELP Star Idol,

To whoever's interested,

Please grab the tickets from me by 29th of March,

Price: RM10 (Early Bird), RM15 (After 29th of March)

Date: 1st of April 2011

Venue: HELP Main Block Theatrette

Time: 7pm - 10pm

Please come and watch me perform,

And IF I got into the finals,

VOTE FOR ME,

Your votes are CRUCIAL

Thank You.

HELP Star Idol

2011-03-22T04:37:00.000-07:00

I have only 2 days left to decide what song to sing
And I really have NO IDEA what to sing.
I have some on my mind but....

1st)I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
...
That's all -.-

All Fine

2011-03-10T01:06:00.000-08:00

It's been gloomy all day
I can't find words to say
Why don't it rain?
Rather than having all the tears in suspense
And my emotions just feel so intense
But I can't say it out loud
I might cry
Like
A person who lost the love of their lives

I can't deny
I mean to love you
You walked away
And you forgot I was behind

If you were a song
I'd be singing until I just die
You made me cry
I failed to try Holding back
I willingly fall down from the sky
Diving into the world of my demise

Will you be mine?
I say it's impossible now
And also forever
It's true that I
Hide the pain so I look alright

But baby don't expose my lies
Just know that I am all fine
I am all fine

End Of February

2011-03-01T04:28:00.000-08:00

It's 1st March

Happy Birthday Eve :D

Time flies huh?
It's been 3 months since all of us parted ways
College is totally different from school
High school, I mean.

The days when we were just a seat away
Maybe just a wall, or a ceiling away
Times have changed, for real.

Working people work,
And students study.
Students-to-be preparing for further studies.

Then,
Gaps appear

And people just get drawn away from whatever that is present
Moving towards something new.
Rather, somebody.
Distances get longer and hearts never knew how to grow fonder.
(Though my heart is always fond of my present.)

Now everybody is waiting for the SPM results
I guess that's the only day we can actually "re-bond" for once.

Recently,
I feel so down and upset.
I think I probably knew the reason but I just deny it all.
I tried to convince myself but it didn't really succeed for long.

So now I'm training with the Music Club.
I hope I can express myself vocally better than before.

The music and the man

2011-02-17T21:31:00.000-08:00

Right now I'm in college waiting for my Islamic Studies to start
But I'm so bored so I decided to blog

First of all,
I wanna say that I made it to the HELP Music Club
WOOHOO
I got through the "half-audition" -.-
Guess what?
I'm in the team XD
Training's gonna start soon and I am FORCED to join HELP Star Idol Competition
D;

Secondly,
A-levels so far it's just OK
No big deal about it
The teachers...
Cool, sometimes.

Today is Chap Goh Meh
Final day of Chinese New Year in 2011
Anybody threw mandarin orange into the river yesterday?
What a pollution

So many people didn'u update blog recently
What a bummer

And next year,
Hopefully by the end of this year,
I can have a trip with friends to Melaka
By car, on our own.
I found some quite cool hotels (guesthouses lah)
Hidden somewhere in the small town of Melaka

When I'm typing this post
My eyes hurt,
I get headache
I just ate Chicken Rice before I blog
And now I'm lonely because I still have 1 hour to my next class

Then I wanna go for karaoke because it's been a long time since my last session
I miss the vibe of the room
With loud music and I can sing

Speaking of songs,
After I get my P license,
After I get the car,
I'm going to upgrade the audio system and make surround sound
WAHAHAHA

Ok sorry -.-
Byebye loh

兔年行大运？

2011-02-07T00:31:00.000-08:00

HAPPY RABBIT NEW YEAR ~!!

Ok, i didnt mean for this post to be in chinese
its just that although its new year
i feel sad for something

its gonna be chinese afterwards,
so if u wanna know, go to google translator

刚庆祝了新年
吃了团圆饭
虽然说大家都坐在一起
不过还是觉得有些东西缺了

看着我堂妹
一个人在那里
母亲回了娘家
她家庭不太坚固
老实说
差不多已经碎了

人言可畏啊
我婆婆不喜欢她的媳妇
我姑姑也不许喜欢她的大嫂
而我爸呢，又撑她们的腰
搞到自己哥哥的家庭没了

在一段对白中，我问我爸：
“她（我堂妹）会来吗？”
“会，你伯伯会去载她。”
“那她妈妈呢？”
“没有来，她来的话都变得不团圆了。”

她来的话都变得不团圆了？

有什么团圆饭没了一个人就团圆的？
我很遗憾
我爸竟然会这么说。

说到团圆饭
我不知哪来借的胆
我开口问我爸
我问他，明年新年能不能跟我妈过
（中间有些话就省略）

这么一说，
才发现
这17年来
我重来没有跟妈妈庆祝过新年
我这一生人至少要跟妈妈过一次新年
不知道有没有机会？

Chinese New Year

2011-01-27T04:59:00.000-08:00

Still got 1 day to go before holiday starts
And holiday only lasts for 1 week TT

To kill your joy
I wanna say something to people who decides to go for A-levels during the March intake
DON'T ! You're gonna die before you can realize
It's not easy
Even harder when you compress a 6-month (1 semester) course into 3 months
Because for people in March intake
They still exam during June Whuthefack
Ok sorry

And....
Selina finally came out of the hospital
I was happy, and yet sad
I cried. Stopwiththeemohahahaha

Next I'm planning to go for French class
Self-sponsored
How independent
But I'm not sure where yet

Isn't this like the most abrupt ending?

i miss kitties

2011-01-14T03:53:00.001-08:00

no , not talking about Tommy Joe (LOL)
just that the kittens that were in my house porch disappeared :(
and the kittens were born on 1st Jan 2011 :(

i really miss them and i really hope that they will come back
but i think the chance are small

they're only 2 weeks old when they disappeared and it happened only a few days ago
i hope they will come back, one day
and i will know when the time comes
because both of them looks like the mother.

body is white, with 2 patches of black by their ears
so adorable and cute

but now they're gone

and i really miss the scene where i can always peep and see the kittens all cuddled up at their mother's belly

come back soon?

somebody said kitties are tough.
you will come back right? :(

Happy 01012011

2010-12-31T09:01:00.000-08:00

happy new year everybody !!
2010 was a good year, and a bad year altogether.
many good memories, and sad ones.

many found their "sate's" and their "honey"s
and i wanna find mine also HAHAHAHA

celebrated an earlier birthday for a friend
Happy birthday to you :)

1/1/11 comes only once in a thousand years
so i hope you guys will forgive whatever wrong i've done
whatever crap i've said
and i hope the tears will come to an end
only happy tears will fall

happy new year to my loved ones
and i really mean my LOVED ones.
many of them

some special ones,
some faraway ones,
some hidden ones,
most of all mixed up ones.

I love all of you ok?

have a great 2011 and stay positive:)

My christmas and more

2010-12-28T01:18:00.000-08:00

ok happy belated x mas to everybody and ghosts that coincidentally come by my blog
i have no presents for u all so just imagine today's dinner on me
thanks to your mom or dad who cooked it
or your kakak whichever one applies

my christmas is nearly perfect
HAHAHAHAHAHA

On 25th December,
Hebe came to PGRM and celebrated Xmas with all of us
I mean fans hahaha
i took some pics (all at facebook, i duwanna upload again leh)
and 2 videos of her singing
uploading to facebook also
i shook hands with her and i said merry christmas
but she didnt respond ugh
maybe she was too busy shaking hands

after 3 years of gathering my guts to say SOMETHING to her
she didnt respond WTF
but nevermind at least i saw her pretty face

and next up is countdown
i hate countdowns at noisy places
i think its so lala and stinky and noisy and full of thieves D;
wtf man since my friend kena theft i hate countdowns already

but i think simple gathering with friends is fine
so maybe i go celebrate my final day of 2010 with some friends at McD
holding the prosperity burger and wait until 01012011 00:00 am
and scream to the counter "PROSPERITY !"
hhahahahaha

another thing is
college is 5 days away
omg man i dunno what to feel

and i need some new clothes and a new bag to look less nooby
and im saving to sign up for the fitness first near my college!
i want the kickboxing class man D;

ok my butt hurts alot goodbye

we widh you a merry christmas and a happy new year!

150th

2010-12-23T23:34:00.000-08:00

it's been one whole friggin month since i posted
spm is over for 2 weeks already
i think i did okay (i think only lah wtf hahaha)

and today is christmas eve
i want to do so many friggin things
i crave all the shit in this friggin world

i want my carls jr
CARLS JR CARLS JR CARLS JR
my mushroom burger TT

and tomorrow imma meet Hebe :D

a new year's coming and im goin to school!
HELP college to be precise
taking a-levels and im prepared to die
they say a-levels is very hard so dig my grave D;

finally i get back my psp
and i downloaded my games again hahahaha
now playing the EMPEROR'S NEW GROOVE

and my school starts on 3rd of Jan D;
I WANT ICED CHOCOLATE

next year,
i think there will be a genting trip in June hols

ok bye bye

3rd November 2010

2010-11-03T06:48:00.000-07:00

Just 20 days before SPM arrives.
But I wonder why I don't have the stress with me.
I feel awfully fine, stress-free.
Fine, low-stress.

...This year, 2010,
Will be my final year in Cochrane,
Final year in PTMartin,
And also the final year I can simply find my friends in the "next class" in school.

The moment I stepped into SMK Cochrane,
I had never expected that a person like me would meet such great people that,
They would give an impact to my life,
As how they would now.

Never in my whole life thought of,
That I'd be leaving school, high school precisely,
And my friends, my lovely class,
The place that played a part in what I call "life"
And that, was 5 years ago.

5 years...
At the same place.
5 years I spent my time with the same people,
That coincidentally spent their time with me at the same place too.

We had great memories, we had rough patches,
We had stupid conversations and heartfelt talks,
We had pointless fights and also quiet consolations.

Don't know if anybody realize but they're all the same people.
The people we had our arguements with, and the people who we shared our stories with.
They're all the same people.

We laughed together and we cried together.
We know we have secrets but heck, it doesn't spoil anything.

But right now,
The thought of stepping out from the gates of Cochrane,
Just brings tears to my eyes,
My heart aches.

Cause I know if it wasn't for this place I call "school",
I wouldn't have met all these wonderful people,
My wonderful friends that I really hope to bring to my future,
And anywhere further.

Hereby,
I apologize if I have offended any of you,
Please know that all of those are only by a slip of my tongue and I don't mean it.
And to those who have offended me (by purpose or not),
I forgive all of you, sincerely from my heart.

I love all of you!! For real <3

22Days

2010-10-24T07:14:00.000-07:00

I didn't update my blog for 22 days already -.-
Just back for my wishlist D;

I want a light pink formal vest and a pair of white and golden sport shoes :D
Also a couple of "hiker's" shirts heheh!

Adam's concert was great tho it was a week ago,
And hopefully Selina will be fine again :(

...
"就爱听你说话" :)

Look away if you don't like proper English.

2010-10-02T01:59:00.000-07:00

I don't know for how long haven't I update my blog.
I can say that I'm not good at words when it comes to expressing myself,
Only in reality life.
I love to write English essays,
I think they can really help me relief my stress.
But no matter how good I am at writing essays,
They are still fictional.
Not what my life is about.
So maybe I'll have to bottle up everything.
Maybe I am.

For some reason,
I can't express myself through my blog in broken English.
It's already obvious the way I'm typing right?
I'm having headache right now and I don't know what to do.

But here,
I am not to complain.
I am here to project my gratitude. :)

I've been thinking alot lately,
About what had gone wrong, what nearly gone wrong, and what probably could've gone wrong.
Thankfully,
What nearly gone wrong and what probably could've didn't go wrong.
In fact, it gave me a better side in return.
People and things around me. :)
I thought I had screwed up but fortunately I didn't.

But but but but but,
There are still things that went wrong.
Which is the main reason for this post.
I know it's a sudden but really,
I just wanna speak my mind even if nobody knows anything about it.

I'm sorry about what happened.
To you, to me, to him and to her.
It got a little bit rough after that,
It's good things turned around.
Although not so much for you but better than nothing.

My heart is filled with so many things.
My brain is filled with thoughts that I can't tell,
Not even here.

I just put a smile on my face when I'm sad.
I cry when it's not that big of a problem and I laugh when things are screwed.
I guess that's just how Cancerians work. :)

2010-09-04T08:38:00.000-07:00

Woohooo!!!!
I pre-ordered (post-ordered?) the Taiwan Edition of ! :D
Rm89.90
I thought I would regret because I have pre-ordered from Speedy the normal one,
But no!
I didn't ! In fact, I am very happy with my decision!
And, honestly,
I hate the Speedy at Jusco Maluri!
It kinda eat ****s man!
But nevermind,
I shall be patient with it.

The album is said to come next week on Tuesday,
I really hope so as I could die if I continue the wait. -.-

It's exhausting today,
I have to wake up early just to get my ass to tuition,
Which means I have to take the LRT to Hang Tuah station,
Then walk for another 10 minutes.

After, I walked all the way to Sungei Wang,
Then back to Times Square.

That's not the point.
The point is,
I'm fasting . :)

Gah!
I wanna watch a movie called Piranha.
And and and,
A couple of other movies as well.

On my waiting list are Harry Potter Part 2010 and...
I don't remember -.-

And Huixin treated to Baskin Robbins today!
Heheheh
Thanks lah dude ! :D

I love September 2010

2010-09-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

Sorry huixin~
But I really love September! :D

In September 2010,
I'm getting Hebe's new album ,
Also my 8th FYE album,
And.....................................
I got the news where Adam's coming to Malaysia in October!
How much better can it be? :)

Though the concert will cost me like,
3-months advanced pocket money,
And a whole lotta diet,
But it's worth it !

I've been waiting forever for this concert,
I'm not gonna give it for anything!

Oh yeah,
Raya's around the corner as well!
Can't wait for the Open House and the gathering :)

Oh oh oh oh !
2 weeks school holiday ! :D

Mezors hates you.

2010-08-31T01:58:00.000-07:00

I can't stand being around you anymore.
No, I don't think you're cool.
I don't think you're fun already.
You are a SUCKER.

Stop making excuses or finding reasons.
You know you are.

We used to be best friends.
Yeah we still are but,
It ain't the same anymore.

Maybe it's because of the "incident",
I know.
Things changed since then.
For you and for me.

I still can't take you anymore.
Apart from things changed,
I changed too.
The way I treat you changed,
But you didn't realize.

You're slow at things like this,
At times, I really hope you'd realize faster.
I don't know if it'll hurt you,
Cause you always say that you don't feel anything,
You can't feel anything.
Like I don't know,
You're just covering up.

We used to share stories.
Even now.
Almost anything.
In fact, everything.
Still, I don't want that to change.

Don't make me hate you,
Good luck.

Recent Updates

2010-08-18T05:20:00.000-07:00

It's Ramadhan now.
Means I need to fast (puasa).
And Hebe's album is available for ordering now :)
I ordered one.

And I got myself Adam's album, again.
Picked up Leehom's album as well.

And for some reason,
I feel like recording myself singing.
I don't know why,
Lately I'm so in love with myself.
Then post it on Facebook saying that it is someone else.
I'm so smart XD.

I'm starting to think that my life is so boring.
Lifeless, in other words.
Nothing happening.

Currently just trying to remember Leehom's new songs.
And working on some songs that I wish to sing in the future.
My dream, is to make a band, and make my own music. :)

Once in a blue moon

2010-08-04T01:15:00.000-07:00

So long I din update -.-
Nothing much recently
Start studying already...

And school suck Bye bye

My favourite birthday gift...?

2010-07-20T07:36:00.000-07:00

The shirt is not here cause I'm wearing..

Sorry I can't pick! ;)

Self-Disclosure

2010-07-16T04:51:00.000-07:00

Faking, faking, faking.
That's all I've been doing.
I hate to take in all this shit.
I hate witnessing the distance.
Even if it's not even a distance away.

Sometimes I hope for your disappearance.
I hope for you to just go,
Anywhere, just go further.
Cause I wanna have it all by myself.
Even if it's selfish.

I have lies.
But there's nothing I can do.
Cause it's something I want so much.

Cheer 2010

2010-07-11T05:26:00.000-07:00

Such a tiring day...
Pirates was the 6th and 7th team,
Girls then boys respectively.
They did well compared to some other shitful teams,
Probably one of the best.

They used Adam's "For Your Entertainment" !
Other 2 teams as well,
With 1 team using "If I Had You".
Even Malaysian's very own CHARM team uses the FYE song.
I'm happy ! :D

And today,
History happened.
I made up my left eye,
And the person who took my first time was Eve,
And Miko with the eye shadows after.

Pirates All Girls won the Best Costume Award,
But for the guys,
They didn't win anything.
At least they gave their very best :)

After the competition,
I was interviewed..
Not on TV -.-
A person asked me questions,
And I answered.
That's all.

Yes, I'm very very proud of Pirates ;)
Arrr~

Lawn Mower.

2010-07-07T08:11:00.000-07:00

No, this post has nothing to do with the title.

Had KFC Pocketful today,
It was "ma-ma-dei"..
Prefer Twister if I had'a choose :\
Oh, Eve and Aki as company as well :D
Starbucks too ! Caramel Macchiato ;)

And about the previous post
"Random Friend-ness"
Can't believe they want me elaborate on them -.-
Okok I will when I have to time to "compose" something about you guys.
But first,
Message me about the things you want unknown -.-

Titanic at TV2,
10.36 pm,
No I'm not watching it -.-

I prefer shows that blends the human brains and then drink'em down.
I know, sorry -.-

Sleeping over at Eve's place this Friday,
She says she wanna kick me,
What should I do?

Random Friend-ness.

2010-07-05T04:31:00.000-07:00

Just something about the friends around me :D
They bring me up when I'm down,
And lighted me up when I'm in darkness.
Thank you. :)

There are some friends I consider as family,
Or the way they gave me is so family-like..
Like...
Yean Yin, something like a cousin..
Hui Xin, like a damn big sister XD
And Eve !
Physically, she's like my younger sister *Bully-able*
But age-wise she's older than me by 4 months :X
(The sister is also one :\)

My buds...
Low Jia, the emo-pro
Aki, Starbucks :D
Shierli, stomach pain poh -.-

Some very close until I can slap geh XDD
Shanon, si ngong poh HAHA
Sook Wei, my faraway relative -.-
Ah Sau (I know, you're the alien here), always kena bully by me :D

And lastly,
These are 38 pohs -.-
Joey Cheng, the cannot curi-curi makan one
Jia Xin, ... I also dunno what to say :X

Sorry if I missed out anyone..
But the list above,
They don'tmean different levels in my heart,
All of you are the same! (I think? OK JustKidding)
Thanks for being there when I actually hate my life!
Like.. now?

My only escape.

2010-07-04T06:17:00.000-07:00

I have only my friends.
I can only be open with them.
Not all open,
But at least I'm more "me" than being with my family.

For the first time in my life of 17 years,
I felt like home is not the place to be.
I don't feel like going back home.
I don't belong there.

I fake things.
I fake my emotions.
I said I didn't care,
But no,
That's not the case.

I said I didn't care,
Because I was hoping I could.
When I was laughing over the shit of my life,
I was hoping that what I felt was real.
Happy.

Nobody knew right?
Because I'm already so good at it.
Laughing over my fucked up life.
My fucked up family.

School,
I prefer that over my own damn house.
My house, cold and nothing else.

I love my friends,
Cause that's literally my only shelter.

Make a change.

2010-07-01T04:42:00.000-07:00

I am so ashamed of myself
I really need to make some progress.
No, A LOT of progress.

I don't want to be looked down at.
I want to be a friend that deserves to be looked upon.
A friend that you can seek knowledge and help from.

I can't continue to be ignorant anymore.
I can't hate studying anymore.
I can't be a useless friend to people.
Or what thier mothers think, at least.

I can be polite, I am.
I can be fun, I am.
I can be generous, I am.
I can be smart, but I'm not.

People can be naturally intelligent,
Naturally beautiful,
But you can't be naturally smart or perfect.
We've got to work for it.

I'm studying.
Now.

Oh.My.Gooooooooooodness.

2010-06-27T05:29:00.000-07:00

Please tell me it's true.
That you have come closer.
Closer to me.
I once hated you.
I once hoped that you will go further away from me.
Or disappear forever.

But that would never happen.
Either you're close, or you're far.
Be far, I once hoped you would.
You planted fear in my soul this year.
By being at that particular time,
You kill me more than ever.

But this time,
You came forward,
You walked towards my direction.
Unexpectedly,
I flung my arms wide open to appreciate you,
To appreciate your effort in approaching me.
I am thankful.

You came at the right time,
At the right moment.
It was a rumour but really,
I hope it's true.
Because,
How could you have the heart to break my heart now?
After all the joy you have brought me.
So please don't break my heart.

So please,
Come closer.
A little bit closer.
Let me see you clearly.
For I,
Couldn't accept if you were unreal,
And if you were,
I will die.

Look at me in the eyes,
Tell me that you can't have me faraway,
Even if you are here to torture,
Torture my mind and body,
Or in anyway you may,
I wouldn't blame you,
Because the distance between you and I,
Is all that I care.

So come closer,
Closer and closer.
And just a little closer...

SPM Trials!
Please tell me you are confirmed to be advanced to August !
I wanna watch Adam at Singapore in September!
Please...! T.T

Happy Daddy Day

2010-06-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

20th of June 2010, Sunday.

Today is Dad's Day!
Went to Kiku Zakura with dad and bro at Times Square,
Then headed to Jusco Maluri for Secret Recipe :D
It was rare for the three of us to have dinner together.

Today,
Is also the end of Mid-Year's two-week holiday.
What have I done during these two weeks of holiday?
Nothing productive.
Except for the new Yu-Gi-Oh! Deck I made? :\
It is a strong one though :D

And I think I unintentionally offended someone,
One of the Glamberts..
And I'm really sorry :(
I was only upset and was acting on impulse,
I apologize!

I got my imported CDs too ! :))
Album,
SG and UK Edition,
Oh, and the Flaunt Mag :)
167.

School reopening tomorrow,
But now,
Going to enjoy my Dior Homme and my FYE UK Edition!
Bye~

If I Had You. Adam Lambert

2010-06-15T06:57:00.001-07:00

This was what keeping me up until 2am yesterday!
The video is perfect as it is!
Adam, I love you! You rock ;)

If I Had You- Adam Lambert

I've decided to quit.

2010-06-12T09:48:00.000-07:00

Temporarily quit, for the info.
I shall stop spending cold hard cash on cards already.
Until the end of 2011's Chinese New Year.
Probably will only spend a little bit after that.

I can't take all this burden anymore.
I'm gonna save for my watch,
My next dose of Dior Homme,
And some accessories to glam myself up.

For the first time at this level in my life,
I actually love fashion.
Adam made me realize my love for accessories and shiny things (Not the girlie type'a thing tho')
And I thank him for that. Salute ;)
Oh oh oh oh, and eyeliners! Mac, ftw :D

Currently,
I'm looking for a decent pair of white pants..
Jeans? idk.
I want white.
Golden shades and spiky hair.
Shiny shoes and glittery shirts.
Oooooooh, I like!

Working out these few days.
Especially with the seat ups.
Stomach cramp, nice.
I love the feeling of stiff muscles ! :D
I know, I'm being overly obsessed with the muscle thing again -.-

Adam has an official store online,
And I really wanna get that shirt :(
And for some reason,
I am starting to like leather accessories.
With diamonds and stubs and whatever's glammy.

So people,
You know what to get for my birthday eh? XD
Ok, just kidding. -.-

Dior Homme. Mine.

2010-06-10T04:52:00.001-07:00

Remember the wishlist I made that day?
The Top 3 of my list?
Well, I owned two of them already :DD
Firsat was the card, Allure Of Darkness (Which was the cheapest in the list :\)
Then my Dior Homme! :D
The very parfum or eau de toilette that Adam uses himself! :)
It smells great, cause it's how Adam smells like.
Here's how it looks like.........................

The original pic

Picture I took
With my beloved "I Heart Adam Lambert More Than Ever" necklace. :))

It smells totally Adamazing!
I guess the only thing left on my wishlist is the watch I really want.
Work for it.

Freaking.

2010-06-05T03:22:00.000-07:00

I am trying very hard to save money.
I save and save, save and save,
Somehow it disappears into nowhere.
Why?

I want my stuff.
My eau de toilette,
My watch....
And also the cards I really wanna own.

I wanna sell things.
But I don't know to who.
Maybe I should crash Sungei Wang someday and hope for some prey.

I bought a bracelet,
Leather bracelet from Country Hide.
It was nice,
And slightly "Glam-y" too.
Pure leather, RM18.

I wanted a leather wallet too though,
But it's kinda expensive.
Not that I care but it wasn't cool enough.
More like an old lad tryin'a look young.
Maybe I should try again.

I wanna get a little bit smaller,
So I can get my watch.
It's a deal between my mom and I,
If I lose 15kg,
She'll get me my dream watch.

Apart from that,
I can get "glam-er" clothes too.
I'll take the high way.
Over-the-top, all-glitter-and-glam way.
Yeah, that'll be it.

Selina !! Happiness is meant for you !! :))

2010-05-30T05:33:00.000-07:00

I wanna cry !!
I have teary eyes now :')

Finally Selina found her happiness !!
Her boyfriend , Ah Tiong (XD),
Declared it during S.H.E 's concert in Taipei...
Ain't that a sweet move??

But Ah Tiong,
Seriously you gotta drop your smoking habit..
Selina's got a little sensitivity on with her nose..
You hafta take care'a her ya know??

阿中，我跟你说哦，
很认真地跟你说，
Selina你一定要好好守护，
她啊，心灵是很脆弱，很柔软的。
有半点伤害，绝对不会放过你的……
好歹我们也守护了个9，10年，
你要做得比我们好，至少也要跟我们一样好，知道吗？
Selina最渴望的是幸福，是美满的家庭，
就如她父母一般地美满，
千万别辜负她，千万别！

Sorry,
It's not like he would see it I just have to say it...
Just something on my mind..
I hope for the happiness of my beloved Selina Ren Jia Xuan !! :))

For some reason

2010-05-23T08:02:00.000-07:00

I want an glittery orange sport shoes.
Not totally orange all-the-way,
But it has orange and it has glitter on it.
Better be glam.

Where can I find those? :\
Or gold will be nice :D
But WHERE CAN I FIND THOSE? again...

And weirdly,
Today I spotted a carpet and I'm oddly interested in it.
It's furry, black with red stripes.
Perfect color combination.

But whatever it is,
I WANT MY GLAM SHOES ,DAMMIT

Just some crap stuff.

2010-05-21T01:51:00.000-07:00

It's exam week.
I mean, WEEKS.
Crap.

I have predicted that I will fail my History.
Oh, I AM QUITE SURE I WILL.

I really hope May ends quicker.
So that I can get my parfum by July :(
And to end the SPM as soon as possible **TREMBLES WITH FEAR**
Then go for the road trip with NSO-ians,
Lastly the NSO reunion Genting Trip! :D

Can't wait.
But I have to cause it's like half a year away.
Damn it.

And I'm also getting rid some of my cards.
If anybody wants to buy anything.
You can tell them to contact me.
You know how.

Of course, Yu-Gi-Oh! cards.

Top Of My Wishlist

2010-05-13T05:02:00.002-07:00

I want :(

Dior Homme- Eau De Toilette (Saving hard !)

Tissot Sea Touch (Have been wanting this since forever)
And this particular one....
ALLURE OF DARKNESS (In Japanese of course...)

This card is probably the cheapest in everything that I want.
Hmmm.

I am speechless.

2010-05-10T00:46:00.000-07:00

My blog is so dead recently.
I just have nothing to update on these days.
Ok, maybe about yesterday then.

Made lunch for my mom,
Burger with salad as side.
Dinner at T.G.I.Fridays to celebrate Mother's Day.
Brother's treat ;)
Overall it was great.
And this is really all I can comment on.

Well today was fine.
Had spaghetti made by EVE CHONG and it tasted like spaghetti.
A successful attempt.
I brought meatballs instead and it went like Spaghetti Bolognese.

Finally I can clear my debts.
RM125.
After all the trouble and shit I went through.
ANDREW, TAKE IT.

Oh,
And if I lose 15kg I can get my Tissot Sea Touch :DD

Nothings up.

2010-05-03T05:38:00.000-07:00

Actually THERE IS SOMETHING.
It happened a few days ago but,
I STILL HAVE TO SAY IT AGAIN.

LET'S BOYCOTT SUSHI KING @LEISURE MALL

Well I'm not going to elaborate on the details, again.

Today I went to Leisure Mall,
NO, not for Sushi King.
For the Popular bookstore which has half of their store barricaded -.-

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZz
I'm just too bored to type anything.
oh, and I had Sakae Sushi today,
IT'S DEFINITELY BETTER THAN SUSHI KING

Bye.

Parents are total fuckers.

2010-04-29T04:50:00.000-07:00

The fuck I wouldn't censor anything on this post.
I am absolutely furious right now.

I went for a job interview and I made it.
I went home late because it was raining and my mom got my dad to pick me at school.
I told them I wasn't at school but was at leisure mall instead for an interview.
Then they fucked me for not choosing to study but chose to work instead.

I told them, my work is only on Saturdays.
Then they started talking about how bad my results were and that I should study instead of working.
I told them how would a normal Saturday work affect my fucking results?
It's only ONE FUCKING DAY and they started talking about my results again.
Then they said that it's not necessary for me to have a job right now.
They said I should get a part-time job only after SPM.
I was like, SPM? It's ONE FUCKING YEAR AWAY FROM NOW.
And they said it's not like I needed money.
IF I DON'T NEED MONEY, WHY THE HELL AM I DOING THIS?
IT'S NOT LIKE YOU PEOPLE HAVE GIVEN ME ENOUGH TO SPEND.
THE FUCK YOU'VE GIVEN ME ENOUGH.

You all don't have to support me,
But at least don't come against me.
Can't you let me have my life?
It's not gonna cost you a fuck for me to work!

Fuck you parents. FUCK YOU.

SUCK

2010-04-27T06:00:00.000-07:00

I can't study!!
I don't know why!
I just don't feel like it!
Everybody feels the same way, I KNOW IT

I really wanna study,
But I feel that there're some evil force trying to stop the books from coming near to me,
Cause they never fly towards me before!
And neither did I try to get near them -.-'

It was something that'll make you go "Ugh!"
I'm going for Starbucks again this Sunday,
THIS TIME I SWEAR I'LL STUDY

Chemistry, Physics and Biology.
Ok, bye bye.
I wanna watch Ghost Whisperer and Desperate housewives later.

UPSET

2010-04-20T05:06:00.000-07:00

I hate my life
For now.

My physics got 39.
39 ONLY !
Fuck right?
I'm so sad.

Even my maths is higher than my physics.
I can go eat shit now.
Jump off a building
Cut off all my hair
Wear tudung to school -.-
Shave my nose
Whatever whatever whatever

Hmmm,
We still have 3 days before it's officially 3 weeks before the May exam.
Let's see what happens.

NSOians!!

2010-04-12T04:09:00.000-07:00

After SPM Road Trip

We're driving on our own this time
And we're heading from Kuala Lumpur-Malacca-Singapore

For more information:
Click here

Raining

2010-04-09T00:48:00.000-07:00

Rainy rainy days
It's raining again right now.

I'm bored,
But I can't play games now cause I'm having a terrible headache.
I wanted to play, though. :(

I'm hungry and I don't know what to eat.
I finished up all the buns.

And the Australian version of album is here already :D
Just waiting for the United States version then I can collect both of them together :)
Then I'll just have to wait for the Singaporean, United Kingdom to come,
And our very own Malaysian version to release here !! :DD
Of course the Flaunt Mag, The US and JP edition with Adam on it.

And up to this point,
The electricity just tripped on me.
4.08pm, 9-4-10,
Which is on Shanon's birthday !
Happy Birthday yea :)

Ugh, curse the lightning,
Or is it the thunder?

By the way,
I am now looking for a Creative Writing Guide,
And a new bag,
A cool headphone
A brass belt buckle (Anybody knows where to custom-make one?)
A new watch
Lastly a job :(

And I don't know why,
Recently I felt like studying.
Chemistry, to be precise.

On Sunday after my Additional Mathematics tuition,
I would walk or hitch a ride to Timed Square,
Hit the Starbucks in the Borders of Time Square,
Grab a cup of something and sit there the whole afternoon.

And fill up my in-betweens with some other non-relevant books,
So that my brain wouldn't explode with Chemistry bombs.
Care to join? :)

I feel like watching a movie too.
Toki~ X)
Or karaoke?
I miss that alot.

And you know what I miss alot too?
A great trip with only friends. :)
The first and last time was last year,
2-6-09, The Genting Trip.

The breakfast time was so heartwarming.
Can we have that again? :)
Maybe not soon,
SPM is around the corner,
Everybody's busy with their revision,
Even myself so,
Let's keep it in our pockets for now.

Ok,
Around 6.30pm,
There were two monkeys on my roof,
From somewhere I don't know.
And we fed them with a piece of bread :D

Ok,all this crapping is worsening my headache,
So I guess it means ciao~

Games. Final Fantasy XIII

2010-04-06T05:58:00.000-07:00

Final Fantasy XIII !! Dream Game !! =D
Wild graphics and detailed characters !
I bought this game and nope,
I didn't regret !

Have been a Final Fantasy series' fan since I was young,
So far my favourite was Final Fantasy X.
I finished that game 4-5 times.
Second comes Final Fantasy IX,
Follows up with VIII.

Final Fantasy XIII hasn't been listed yet though.

My next target game is God Of War III
I wanna get this game for such a long time now,
Ever since they announced the making of this project.

Previously,
I had a great PS2 game, Grandia III,
Well, Grandia II sucked but I absolutely loved Grandia III.
I really hope for a release in PSP version,
A rumour has it that it's already in the making,
Or starting of the making,
Just a rumour though,
No news yet on this one, disappointed. :(
Or a Grandia IV for PS3 will be nice,
But still nothing on this either.

Another game that I am looking forward to is Kingdom Hearts:Birth By Sleep.
It's releasing soon in summer :D
I've always been a fan of Kingdom Hearts series,
Including this one.
Kingdom Hearts has always delivered great effort in making their games perfect.

Another game I've always wanted was Devil May Cry IV.
I loved the second episode and I've finished it, too.
Love this game, but God Of War III comes first.

And one more is Resident Evil IV. *Named Biohazard in Japan
Zombie-killing? Totally.
I played Resident Evil 2 (Leon/Claire) and I actually liked it!
I don't get to play Claire's disc on my PSP,
I still don't know why.

My brother wanted Demon's Soul so much *I wonder?
It's similar to God Of War,
But probably with a little twist here and there.

Oh, and recently I finished a game which is also similar to God Of War,
Dante's Inferno.
It's about a person named Dante going through hell (Not trouble, I mean, Hell)
To get his wife, Beatrice back from the underworld lords.
The hells are guarded by the lords of the 7 Great Sins (If you can recall,I can't)
This game was cool, a little more complicated that God Of War,
But I still prefer God Of War instead.
Die hard huh?

Ok, my share of opinions are over.
Enjoy ! :)

Hidden.

2010-04-01T07:14:00.000-07:00

Smile,
Always remember to smile.
They say it's all in the mind,
It's psychology,
Or it's the heart?

Human's cover up their tracks,
They tie up their loose ends,
They hide the truth with lies,
And hide the lies with more lies.

We smile,
We try to hide things,
Even if we know it isn't the truth.
We keep it to ourselves,
Everyday goes on like normal,
It bottles up inside,
We explode.

The smile,
The cure to all griefs,
The key to every heart,
We open up ourselves to other people.

Sometimes we fail to appreciate,
Or even fail to remember to appreciate.
We fail to cherish, to be grateful of what we own.

The world's ain't so beautiful now.
It's a little pathetic to even know it.

Happy Birthday Hebe :)

2010-03-30T07:44:00.000-07:00

30/03/2010

Hebe's Birthday :D
And what's better was I got my album today!
:))

Imagine I got the album on her birthday,
What a day to remember :DD
I've waited for so long and finally this day arrived :)

My day on the internet had been sad today,
In fact, pathetic.
But I'm all ok now :)

And I have some news to share,
I, Mezors, am the founder of...
The Malaysia Glamberts,
The Malaysia's unoffical fanclub for Adam Lambert! :))
Of course, in cooperation with my other partner (Outside circle of friends)

Click here to visit Malaysia Glamberts website

There have been some rough times,
But so far it's fine,
And I'm happy that I'm the one being a part of this :)

It's not really complete but yea,
I'm workin on it :)

Oh, follow us on Twitter ok?
@MYGlamberts

And me :D @mezors

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEBE !!!
You're forever a part of my heart :)
I love you baby ! :D

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2010-03-29T04:00:00.000-07:00

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Thanks

Absolute random post. Glambert.

2010-03-24T03:08:00.000-07:00

This is a random post.
DO NOT continue reading if you're not interested.
You're gonna bore yourself to death.
I have warned you.

Total attraction.**My Baby Adam**

It was sunny.It was heartwarming.
It was stunning.It was utterly unbelievable.
I didn't expect to be this blown away.
It was his smile that caught my heart.
Lit a fire in it, and kept it burning.

His eyes reminds me of the sky.
So blue, so... alluring.
I could stare into those eyes forever.
Odd, it felt kinda spacious.

His laughter is a drug.
I got addicted to it.
I want it, I need it.
It leaves a trace in my head,
Replays and replays
And I never did try to shake it off.

His figure.Tall and attractive.
With a broad chest with a big heart embedded underneath
A heart so big that it would be absurd to hurt it.
He deserves to be loved by more people in the world,
He deserves to be accepted by those who doesn't understand.
Sadly, they wouldn't understand.

A theatrical sense of fashion,
Always over-the-top and flamboyant on stage,
But still gentle and warm in person.

A vocal nobody can compete.
Voice range of a divine.
His voice can always bring out the emotions in a song,
Or even in a person, himself.

Yeap, that's Adam.
The Adam that we're always defensive and protective of.
He'll be fine with us backing him up.
Nobody, and I mean, nobody,
Can hurt him as long as we're around.

Yea, we.
The Glamberts

u sucker.

2010-03-23T07:36:00.000-07:00

heck, my comp rebooted.
my uncle said he dunno why
i was like fuck!

u think i'm stupid
u go and meddle with my comp,
then my comp reboot
everything is gone.
i mean, if it's nothing important nevermind la

but my Adam pics!
no big deal right?
damn hard to find ok!
i went through 40 pages also cannot find back the same one!

and now i have to re-download everything
my files have to retype
my comp have to reconfigure
fucked up man

i know because u dunno how to use my comp
u tersalah click something and BOOOM
everything gone.

eh, i know the house comp monitor rosak la
u dont have to experiment on my comp what!
u said its the fucking virus make my comp rebooted itself
for safety purposes konon

eh hello, excuse me lah
i got a brain one ok,
a fully functional brain

yesterday my comp was in a very good condition
and my comp have anti virus software
if got virus u think i will dunno meh!
fuck you!

all u know is I DUNNO
I DUNNO I DUNNO I DUNNO
all u know is to rosakkan my beloved comp

i wanna scream!
and yes, i am angry
in fact
I AM FURIOUS

nevermind
i'm hungry

SUCK

2010-03-19T04:25:00.001-07:00

yes, i've watched alice in wonderland
in 3D but i still think it SUCKS
imagine 2D will be worse !
(SHUT UP TOKI)

my mom actually slept in the cinema
and i saw many people leaving the cinema in the middle of the movie -.-
shows how suck it is

and today
i woke up EARLY IN THE MORNING
5.55 am
just to catch Adam's interview on Hitz.fm
But it started at precisely 7.08 am -.-

i hate hitz.fm !
it's like they put in so many songs in between the interview
the DJ's are sounding so impatient i wanna kill them
THEY SUCK BIG TIME

the whole thing lasted for 1 hour
but i think Adam actually spoke for only 15 minutes -.-!!
sad :(

i was standing in front of my friend's house for an hour
listening to that interview
i didn't knock the door
i didn't ring the bell
cause i'm afraid if i rang the bell
i have to go inside the house
then my phone'sradio reception will SUCK -.-
I really don't wanna miss a thing with Adam :)

and today
i earned RM50 selling some cards
i spent RM20 on food
and i won the competition ! XD
to prove that i didn't write the WINNER myself
i got Ah Sau to stand there as proof !ok, i know she looks freaky
because i took that picture in a rush ok !!
i was heading home :(

and i think i'm addicted to smileys after having a Twitter account -.-
:) :( X) X( XD XO -.- :D ;D

Scout Camp

2010-03-14T05:33:00.001-07:00

Originally it has nothing to do with me...
But because of EVE !
That's why we went there and messed with them a little bit..

Andrew and I went "yumcha"-ing in the middle of the night !
Let's say...
Around 12am?
The road was empty with barking dogs scaring Andrew away. XD
We ate and "dabao"-ed teh ais,
And we can't sleep for the whole night !
We spent the night chatting and playing with EVE'S face,
As well as her legs, shoes, and bla bla bla...
And she can't sleep because of us X)

We played with the fire and pulled out a plant along with it's roots,
And burned it with the fire XDD

I kinda lose my sleepiness after playing with fire
So I didn't sleep, AT ALL
For like, 20 hours? Whoa man !

And the morning came,
I actually played poker again. (Like there's nothing better to do?)

Overall it was fun,
Skipped my tuition thanks to the mosquitoes flying around my ear when I was actually trying very hard to sleep !

Well, it's already the last year I'm in this school,
I bet there'll be alot of memories around,
Whether I know it or not.
So I wanna take this chance and tell my friends out there,

I appreciate you guys !

Ciao~

IT GOT THROUGH

2010-03-10T04:58:00.000-08:00

MY IPMO GOT THROUGH!!!!!
I'M ACTUALLY GETTING MY JAPANESE VERSION OF "FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT" CD!!!!!

I'm thrilled !! X)
After 2 weeks of worrying and depressing,
It finally got through,
At one point in life,
I thought I would die if I wouldn't get that album.

Now another 2 weeks for the CD to come,
And I hope I don't have to worry that much again X(

And now S.H.E's new album 's releasing,
I can jump off a cliff now!
And I actually pre-ordered both the versions of their album.

Well, the point is the title, so, bye bye!

OH MY GOD. It's a book.

2010-03-08T02:16:00.000-08:00

Oh my God,
I'm losing my voice for awhile.

I was recording a damn alarm and some ring tones for a friend of mine.
Mainly I was SCREAMING.

Why? Because I had to be loud enough for her to record it with her phone,
through the speakers.

And I'm a little broke for now,
As I just bought a book entitled "How STARBUCKS saved my life.".
RECOMMENDED, it's really interesting although I've just read 36 pages of it.

It's not the typical love story, it's not even a love story either.
The book is about a once a successful man losing everything,
And picking up the pieces of his life again.
Based on a true story, by the ways.

And I was originally attracted to the word "Starbucks" first, before I looked into the book.
Then I find it quite interesting.
I stood there in the bookstore for about 10-20 minutes reading this book.
My dad wouldn't let me buy it,
So I've decided to buy it myself.

WALAH dad! I bought it. X)
You should know I really like English.

And I think I'm boring people with this post,
Talking about an overview of a book I bought.
Using proper English.

With this little netbook I'm using,
It makes me feel....
Professional.

And now I really feel like going to Genting Highlands and grab a venti latte,
Sitting there with the cooling air playing with my netbook.
What a picture in my brain.

Ok, I think whoever that is reading this post must be dozing off by now,
So I think I'll just put a stop here.

Bye people!

S.H.E concert!

2010-03-06T08:55:00.000-08:00

THE CONCERT WAS PERFECT !
THREE OF THEM ARE BEAUTIFUL~

I am so happy today!
i wore a glittery blue hat
And I actually got to record a video to S.H.E,
I wished Hebe happy birthday!
I hope they'll see it XD

And during the concert,
Lots of fireworks, FIRE, lots of guitar(on S.H.E),
many high moments,
rock, comedy and heartfelt performances
I nearly cried.

Irreplaceable gave Hebe a "jelly cake",
i got the picture,
but i'll update it next time.

And Ella actually wrote a song,
cool and hilarious,
Selina and Hebe each sang an English song,
And Hebe sang another Cantonese song.
It was great and vocally perfect.

The dance is nice,
very good in fact
so good I have to use proper English.

AND AND AND AND
Ella actually "peace"-ed me back when i "peace"-ed at her!
She brightened up my day, my night and every other day ahead of me !
XD

i couldn't say anything but perfect to describe the concert
My heart is full tonight!
Thanks to Irreplaceable and S.H.E for giving me such a great experience!

P/s:S.H.E's new album is coming out on the 26th of March 2010

Love them like nobody's business!

WUAHAHAHAH

2010-03-04T05:45:00.000-08:00

S.H.E concert in 2 days ! X)

Adam's album !
Please come to me TT
THE STUPID IPMO
2 weeks to clear,
until now i still dunno clear adi onot
IF LUCKY , IT CLEARS,
it takes another 2 weeks to get the CD !
Stupid! say is express mail but not express at all
"2 weeks" in what dictionary is EXPRESS????

i need money lah!
my wishlist not so long,
but all very expensive TT

and gotta re-do oral TT
because we suck ! espescially when we brought our papers out
SUCK RIGHT
who call one team must 4-5people
waste time only, 2 people ma enough loh XD

haiz, lack of cash
they should print more cash
kill more cockroaches
eat more flowers
cut less trees

and i really LOVED the cheer performance on sportsday !
PIRATES, U ROCK! i mean u all rock

And my duty on that day was EXHAUSTING
i killed my legs and my left arm

ok bye bye

Wishlist 2010

2010-02-24T06:01:00.000-08:00

REQUESTED BY TOKI

But actually I wanna do one too, seems fun XD
First of all,
I want a damn effin working wireless mouse !!!
Cause i got a new HPmini netbook XD

and i want a pair of headphones!
It's cool to have one and use it to listen Adam's songs XDDD
But still haven find design yet,
well u know i like cool stuff :DDD
Best if it's black, glam and glittery~
ok, i know i'm freaking people outwith my Adamobssessions. -.-

next i want some chains
makes me look cool
maybe i should go glam-rocker style ?
HAHAHAHAHA
maybe i will............. i think

then i wanna get some eyeliners and rings and spikes and jackets and belts and..
oh, all are Adam's favourite stuff

and i want a new watch TT
not that i dont like my current one,
i just fell in love with one tissot diver watch !
it's orange and black,
kinda cool !
last time i saw the price was RM2xxx D< !!
high and expensive taste of mine -.-
does anybody know where to find watches with spikes?
u know, like a thick wristband only with a watch
but not too over-the-top ones.... :D

and really want my CD to make it back to me from japan !! TT

Oh ya, and i really like sub clothes XD
(I WILL TRY MY BEST TO FIT IT THOSE THAT I REALLY LIKE TT)
!
BTW today i got eat STEAM FISH HEAD WITH ANDREW
BOTH OF US FINISHED 3 PLATES OF VEGE WHEN USUALLY WE ONLY ORDER ONE PLATE SIAO RIGHT? I KNOW XD and some other behind-the-scenes but best being unknown -.-

So i feel guilty and i wash my kitchen floor.
actually its because i accidently poured salt all over the floor -.-!!
and i think i kinda sterilized the floor in my kitchen
it's all because of the chicken lah !
ok, never mind, its over.

Well, that's my Wishlist 2010!
will increase longer in the future *i know -.-

Whataya Want From Me

2010-02-21T01:21:00.001-08:00

A little late, but share :)

OH LALA OMG

2010-02-19T10:12:00.000-08:00

Suddenly I'm at Melaka.
COOL RIGHT
So now I can miss out my Starbucks.

BUT BUT BUT
Today I can't believe I did this,
I logged onto my Twitter,
And usually I check the older tweets,
Then I saw something about my baby Adam's album,
A special edition 2-disc set is getting released in Japan,
So I kinda like FRRRREEEEEEEEAAAAAKKKKKKKEEEDDDDDDD OOOOOOUT
And I find and find and find and find,
Then I found.

I click and click and click,
CLICK CLICK CLICK
Then the next thing I realize was,
I kinda like...
Ordered the special edition album.
Guess..??
Guess.... guess....guess....
4000 Japanese yen.
WHICH IS.....
Is.... is.... is.......
Approx RM150.

In CASH.
I was like 0.O. cool
So now I;m kinda worried if I send 4000 yen cash to japan directly,
somebody is going to SONGLAP my money !!!
How ??? TT

I am sad.

2010-02-18T21:11:00.000-08:00

I should be at Genting right now.
At least not at home.
Enjoying my starbucks or stuff like that,
But now it's all in shit.
Dammit

A-Level English Essay

2010-02-09T02:25:00.000-08:00

I am looking for a A-Level Model Essay book.
Anybody recommend anything?
SPM level essays suck big time.

Am catching up on 4 books.
You will get bored just by knowing the title ( you, not me)

Will bring a book to Genting and also cards along with me.
And I don't wanna miss American Idol 8,
So TOKI,
i beg you,
please just lend me ur TV for 1 hour TT
If we really got overnight at ur house lah!
PLEASE

Currently listening to Adam's Take One album

If you wanna know what's in my bag...

2010-02-05T06:55:00.000-08:00

I don't use a bag so I don't have a bag so there will be nothing in my bag

I'm bored,
Currently I'm looking for points for my Oral.
Something on Environment,
A kind of talk show,
Well, so-called talk show.

I "google"-ed everything possible,
But I still get stuff that I don't need.
Suck.

Oh yeah, this post is to entertain TOKI
ONLY TOKI
Are you entertained?

Speaking of that,
You remind me about Adam,
"I'm here for your entertainment~!" XD

I am looking for a job.
Part-time, best on Sundays only.
Any recommendations??

And YEAH I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO CHINESE NEW YEAR~~

Remember to remember

2010-01-31T05:53:00.000-08:00

Remember to cherish and appreciate whatever you have
To be grateful and thankful for what you own
Because it's too late for you to regret after you've lost it.
And I mean, forever.

Next,
I can't wait for Chinese New Year ~!
I can't wait for the BBQ party..
And the Genting Trip!

Of course,
Adam's birthday is over :(

Super lame

2010-01-29T01:01:00.000-08:00

I don't feel like going to school today so I didn't.
F the cockroach.
It came from the whole in my ceiling and landed RIGHT ON MY BED.
I hopped of the bed and tried to smack it with a useless book.
I missed and it went inside the hole under my bed.
And I can't sleep until 4am.
Best reason to skip school.

And today is Adam's birthday!
Happy Birthday Adam!
Love ya!

I waited for a bloody 2 weeks.

2010-01-08T19:06:00.001-08:00

Sometimes I really hate 8tv for just cutting off American Idol 8 like that.
For that 3:33 minutes of Adam,
I have to wait for 2 weeks and I nearly can't make it.
Damn.

Just ignore what I'm about to type.

2010-01-03T07:17:00.001-08:00

I spent RM1000 today.
Yes, RM1000

I got my Gaji

2009-12-31T06:19:00.001-08:00

RM500 cash mode.

-Irresistible-

2009-12-26T00:17:00.000-08:00

Lyrics by Mezors

Message: I love you, Adam !!! XD

Damn You turned me on Again
I'm infected with you
I can't get you off my head
Even if it's for one sec
It's victory
But yeah, it'll never be
Cause it's you I'm dealing with

But I'm fine with it that way I think
I'm willing to let myself get defeated by you
Which is only what I'm all into
Oddly I don't need anyone to save me
So please don't save me

Oh oh oh You're irresistible whoa whoa
You got me so oh oh Outta control oh oh oh oh
I think I'm losing my mind After looking into your eyes
Totally out of my mind Melted by your eyes yeah yeah oh oh
Oh Oh Oh So Irresistible whoa whoa
Way to clo-o-ose I'm outta contro-ol oh oh
I am blinded by the light that shines from your eyes
Totally out of my mind Melted by your eyes yeah yeah
You're too irresistible

Damn You made me felt hot again
I'm so obssessed with you
Will you just get off my head?
At least for one sec
Just one sec
Then it's victory
But yeah, it'll never be
It's you I'm try'na deal with

But I'm fine with it that way I think
I have let my guard down and got defeated by you
What is there to let me hold on to?
Oddly I don't need no sympathy
All I need is you to stick around a lil bit longer

Oh oh oh You're irresistible whoa whoa
You got me so oh oh Outta control oh oh oh oh
I think I'm losing my mind After looking into your eyes
Totally out of my mind Melted by your eyes yeah yeah oh oh
Oh Oh Oh So Irresistible whoa whoa
Way to clo-o-ose I'm outta contro-ol oh oh
I am blinded by the light that shines from your eyes
Totally out of my mind Melted by your eyes yeah yeah
You're too irresistible

Irresistible
You're irresistible
Irresistible
No no I'm outta control

I wanna scream my heart out
And I wanna scream it out loud
No Don't say anything just yet
I have a confession to make
Listen to what I have to say-ay-ay yeah

Oh oh oh You're irresistible whoa whoa
You got me so oh oh Outta control oh oh oh oh
I think I'm losing my mind After looking into your eyes
Totally out of my mind Melted by your eyes yeah yeah oh oh
Oh Oh Oh So Irresistible whoa whoa
Way to clo-o-ose I'm outta contro-ol oh oh
I am blinded by the light that shines from your eyes
Totally out of my mind Melted by your eyes yeah yeah
You're too irresistible

You turned me on again

-Copyright Reserved-

I wanna sing K

2009-12-24T19:56:00.000-08:00

Who wan sing K?
Next year.............
February.................
When I got money.
HEHEHE

Deep Shit

2009-12-24T05:06:00.000-08:00

I didnt take my school books.
i don't wanna get in trouble.
i am selling my ps2 for 300
I still need 400 bucks
maybe even double the amount
now my ass hurts.

toki, we should play basketball sometimes.

i wanna kill someone.
anybody knows where to buy a ring and have carving service?
help help help

hmmm
and i got my ticket booked for S.H.E's concert XD
ok i know you're not interested in my obsessions for S.H.E

february i am going up to genting for solo study and drink coffee.
anybody wanna follow?
i am going up only during holidays

and i wanna play games
i wanna pay ff8 and ff9
of course i masuk psp lah

although its gonna be spm year but we cannot die of stress
so must chill out sometimes
and shit i am gonna have chemistry personal tutor
i gonna become a freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeak!
and suddenly u see me in tanjung rambutan
dun come near me cause i might hurt u
DONT SAY I DIN WARN U

if in case i hurt u, i apologize in advance loh
and damn,
my kickboxing sessions expired
stupid celebrity fitness
U SUCK
COME AND SUE ME IF U WANT BUT I STILL SAY THIS

WARNING! THE FOLLOWING CONTENT CONTAINS FOUL LANGUAGES
Dear Celebrity Fitness,
U SUCK BIG TIME ! U MADE 5 TRAINERS JAU LOU AFTER THE MANAGEMENT CHANGED. AND U WANT THE TRAINERS TO TRAIN PEOPLE WEARING BAJU MELAYU, CHEONGSAM OR WHATEVER"S IN THE THEME OF THE WEEK. AND THEIR DAMN UNIFORM IS PURPLE, PEOPLE GO THERE WITH FULL ENERGY, HAVENT START TRAINING SEE UR UNIFORM ALSO WILL DIE. AND MY BOXING EXPIRE? HOW THE HELL MAN. I KNOW U WAN MAKE MONEY LAH BUT DUN SACRIFICE US, THE SMALL LITTLE INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO GIVE U MONEY TO USE.
FINALLY, U TOTALLY SUCK, SUCK, SUCK!!!

Sincerely from,
MEZORS

I will say KISS MY ASS to them
goodbye and go to hell celeb fitness

i think im too bored but never mind i have american idol later
ADAM~~~~

AND NO, DON"T CONDEMN HIM!
you're risking your life doing that.

understand?

So F-OFF ADAM HATERS!

My life is like a total piece of trash. For now.

2009-12-18T03:11:00.000-08:00

I have a piece of advice...
DO NOT and NEVER work in a damn freaking hardware shop!
In Malay it's called "Kedai LOGAM"
Why?
You're gonna lose your fingers,
And your skin,
Your cheap jeans and cheap clothes,
And of course,
Life!

It's a total wreck!
I actually cut my finger opening up small little boxes!

Hmmm....
On the list I actually forgot about big buckle belts!
I'm gonna custom make one with the word "ADAM" on it...

And a necklace with the letter A...
Nah, too lame.
Maybe Adam Lambert?
Hahaha...

Some of you may think...
"OMFG! Mezors actually like Adam over S.H.E?????"
The answer is...
NO
Then why am I doing all this?
Cause "Adam" consists of 1 person,
While S.H.E consists of 3 people,
So it got me splitting my heart choosing which to put so,
I might as well take Adam...

Oh yeah,
S.H.E = Adam

Not S.H.E > Adam
or
S.H.E < Adam

Au revoir!

Now I'm gonna do some makeover.

2009-12-11T02:28:00.000-08:00

Things I need:
1)Eyeliner -Me by Mezhgan XD
2)Black nail polish -LOL
3)4 Pierces in my right ear and 3 in my left
4)Dior Homme -I know, I just like it
5)Haircut
6)Chains and spikes
7)Less fats -.-
8)After less fats I'm going for SUB clothes!
9)Big black cool watch
10)Some cool rocker rings -XDXD!!!
11)Jackets

I know, put me into those and go O.O!!!

My life is full of surprises...

2009-12-05T08:16:00.001-08:00

Why? I just said it.

Hot and my favourite Adam XD

2009-11-25T06:05:00.001-08:00

This is nice and HOT ! Favourite :)

I got my job and I got my holidays

2009-11-14T00:02:00.000-08:00

I wanna F*** those exams!
And the people who invented exams!
And PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT EXAMS

Shit shit shit!
Exams make people feel bad,
You fail, you feel bad,
You get A, your friend becomes sad and say u go and LAN-C them,
Then u feel bad.
See!!! EXAM SUCKS

But never mind!
Since it's gonna be over,
Then it's HOLIDAYS
Then finally I get my 2 week job,
And my money to buy OJAMA DECK ,RM480 weh!
And my freedom,
And my trips,
And next year SPM we're all gonna die.
Just stand in the middle of some stupid road and wait for a car to langgar you 9 9!
Make sure you die or u will die eventually,
Which is more stupid because when u wanna suicide you dont die,
But u become CACAT
Then people laugh at u say u si orang cacat bodoh, mau mati pun tak jadi,
tak berguna punya orang!
Pergi matilah!
Then u will think: U did try to pergi mati b4, cuma tak jadi,
Then suddenly u kick his ass then he mati in your place.
What am i talking about -.-

So,
I got a job, but not enough.
I need money money MONEY
we must be rich in the future so that we wont be so desperate like idiots crossing the road with a banana

S.H.E 08/11/09

2009-11-08T05:17:00.000-08:00

I love it man!
We were so near....!!!
Very !!!
I got V.I.P entrance some more XD.
S.H.E come to promote the OSIM uKimono thing.
Also for the Signature Thing.
They were perfect ! Hebe~~~ XD

I got the signature XD. Poster also got, but didn't take pic.

Spot the "Selina" game.

We were once that close TT
The stage before it started.

There's supposed to be a video called "Can you find S.H.E?" But cannot upload -.-
Well, never mind.
I has a GREAT time !! XD.

I can't find it...!!

2009-11-07T04:32:00.000-08:00

I wanna buy a bag =(
But I bought 2 S.H.E's comic instead -.-

I cut my hand today,
Trying to stop the onion from slipping away.
Got lots of blood,
But never mind !
It didn't break.

I ate Tako Tao,
And drank chrysanthemum tea,
I sat and waited for 10 minutes.
Then I rushed home.

Today is Yean Yin and Andrew's birthday,
So happy birthday to them.

Tomorrow is the day where S.H.E is coming,
At One Utama,
For uKimono massaging thing,
And for the book ,
It's gonna start at 5.45 pm,
But I'm reaching at 2pm.

I'm going Sungei Wang after school next tuesday.

That's all from me.
Thanks

Aki and Shin Chan sitting on a...

2009-11-06T03:51:00.000-08:00

Bicycle
I found this at Times Square and these are the only left for the moment so I picked them -.-

*Yean Yin:Happy Birthday to you for tomorrow !!!!! XD*

Smiley

2009-11-03T05:07:00.000-08:00

朋友依然是好的 =D

Sucks

2009-10-31T02:56:00.000-07:00

Sucks Sucks Sucks !
I hate exams!

LOL

2009-10-23T03:25:00.000-07:00

I'm examing within 2 weeks
I'm gonna die
And you're gonna die
And everybody's gonna die

I'm only 16 and I'm too young to die,
I cannot die now,
I must live longer so I will die older and cooler with my car
My cards,
My money,
My job..........

I'm broke now and I need a part time job.
Won't be desperate until December.
December comes and I'm desperate.
DESPERATE for MONEY

MONEY is a big problem
MONEY is the root of all evil,
But why so many people still love MONEY?
Because we are the root of evil,
You're evil,
And evil is stupid.
Which makes me stupid too.
Because of all the stupid-ness going around,
I will be stupid.
And at last I cannot exam.
And then I will blame you for making me stupid.

And I'm gonna say bye bye because i wanna find a job

Be OK.

2009-10-10T05:31:00.000-07:00

"Things happen between you and your family."
Especially your parents.
This applies to everybody is the world.
In this world.

Parents say things when they're angry you know?
When they're mad.
And they say things that hurt you,
Or even raise their hands wanting to hit you.

But we know they won't.
Hopefully, sometimes.
But when they say things that hurt you,
It hurt them more.

Just listen and let it go out.
Don't keep it in the heart ok?
I hope you're better now.
Everything's gonna be fine after awhile.
I promise you that. =)

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The warmth.

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The other side

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Done.

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Lawn Mower.

Random Friend-ness.

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Make a change.

Oh.My.Gooooooooooodness.

Happy Daddy Day

If I Had You. Adam Lambert

I've decided to quit.

Dior Homme. Mine.

Freaking.

Selina !! Happiness is meant for you !! :))

For some reason

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I am speechless.

Nothings up.

Parents are total fuckers.

SUCK

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NSOians!!

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u sucker.

SUCK

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IT GOT THROUGH

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S.H.E concert!

WUAHAHAHAH

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Whataya Want From Me

OH LALA OMG

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